Race (COMPLETED)

Chapter 8

I can hear his loud heartbeat. I swallowed hard and was unable to move because of his hand around my waist, locking me into him while we're lying on the bed.

"Xie Chan, let me go." Sobrang kalma ng boses ko. Lumingo lingo lang siya.

"Who is Xie Chan?" He asked while frowning. His eyes are locking into mine.

Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya sa bewang ko at pilit na tinatanggal ang hawak niya doon pero hinigpitan niya pa lalo.

I blinked and face his chest. I can't stared at him any longer. He have this magnetic eyes that when you look into it, you can't un-look them. That pretty phoenix eyes is very addicting.

"Xie Chan, your Hera Liu is waiting downstairs."

"Let's talk about us." Nagiging cold na naman siya. Napatingin ako sa kanya kaya nag tagpo ang mga mata namin.

Bigla akong kinabahan sa sinabi niya. Ano naman ang pag uusapan namin?

I didn't say a word. He's looking at my lips. Shit, bakit ako umiinit. He also didn't say a word but captured my lips.

Marahan niyang iniyuko ang ulo niya para mag lapat ang mga labi namin. While his hand are on my waist holding me tightly.

Ang lakas ng heart beat ko. I was so shock that I can't move and close my eyes.

"Kane, what the fuck are you doing?" Tanong ko ng tumigil na siya sa pag halik pero sobrang mag kalapit parin ang  mukha namin. Ang Ilong niya ay na to-touch ang akin.

"We broke up because of Long distance." He whispered looking into my eyes. "You agreed because..." He didn't continue.

I hardly breathe in.

"Cuz, I want you to follow your dream to be a known famous racer, and...you succeeded."

I am so proud of him and proud of myself. I broke up with him because I want his dream to come true. I am so naive at that time yet my decision are not. Breaking up with him is so hard but pain is part of our lives, pain will taught us to be stronger.

Young, naive, selfless and vulnerable. That's the definition of me before. I still can't define myself now but one thing for sure, I've change.

"Did you cried in your room?"

My mind became blank because of his question. Why is he asking me such a question?  Weird.

I cried but that's normal after break up, right? Cuz, crying can help me to feel better, my heartfelt heavy at those times.

I did not speak. I averted my eyes.

"Why didn't you cry when you agreed to break up with me? That time you were staring at me blankly."He added. The last word is more on a whispered to me.

My lips formed into curve because of annoyance. I didn't bother to look into his eyes.

Hindi ako sumagot sa mga tanong niya. I stay silent until someone knock behind my door.

" You really won't answer it." A small curved on the side of his lips and shook his head but his eyes are cold. Those eyes really gave me chill everytime it landed on my eyes.

He released me and stood up. I was already sitting on the bed while he was standing by my side. He put his hand in his pants pocket.

"I hope we can be friends." He suddenly said. Nabigla akong tumingin sa kanya pero agad din akong sumeryoso at ngumiti.

"Sure." I coldly said. He didn't answer, he just walked in front of the door and open it.

I saw Hera looking at me confused and then to Xie Chan with a fucking a smile. Lumabas na si Xie Chan at sinirado ang pintoan pero nakita ko ang pag hawak ni Hera sa braso niya bago paman maisara ang pintoan.