Dislike let to Confusion, and Confusion led to Desire. He hated himself for not making her his, the day he laid eyes on her for the first time.
- leyrai
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We both stood in the rooftop in complete silence. The only thing that was heard was the sound of the harsh breeze that hit my face, refreshing me as I inhaled deeply.
"What do you need exactly?" I said breaking the silence that burdened me.
He simply stood there looking down at me, as he was a few inches taller than me.
"Um—actually I wanted to..." he stopped his tracks midway and all I read was confusion on his face.
I raised an eyebrow as I was impatiently waiting and he wouldn't blurt out a word. He didn't seem to know himself, the reason why he wanted to talk to me in the first place and that somehow irritated me.
"Y/n...did you ever actually love me?"
As those words escaped his lips, I widened my eyes. My heart sunk as I thought about all of our memories and how we went from possibly something, to nothing.
"Y-Yah, why are you suddenly asking" I stuttered as I felt my cheeks redden a bit. I crossed my arms and fixed my posture to seem unbothered.
"Because it makes me question my feelings for you and whether or not I want to keep trying" he said almost in a whisper. My eyes drifted from the floor to his.
"I-I mean yea they are—were but I do think you should move on to someone better like Jugyeong" I slowly covered my mouth as I let those words out. He simply nodded.
"Right" he said coming a bit closer to me. I took a few steps back without him noticing.
"But what if I told you...I don't want to" he said as he continued coming closer to me.
He then proceeded to grab my waist and I widened my eyes. I placed my hands on his chest to push him away but his grip was too strong for him to even move an inch.
"W-What are you doing get off of me" I said but he only cupped my jaw and brought my face closer to his.
I widened my eyes and yelped. I was truly confused as Suho wasn't—isn't like this!
"Yah!" I said before he pulled me in and kissed me. I widened my eyes even more and began hitting him. I tried pulling away but he held me tight.
Tears began forming in my eyes when suddenly I was pulled away and a punch was thrown directly at Suho.
He fell on the ground and I turned around to meet an angry Seojun.
