Amatista

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"Amatista"

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"Amatista"

In my head,

in the collective memory

of my conscience,

she tumbles forward

like a one-winged bird

flapping in the awkward anticipation

of making imprints in the coming snow.

As we walk

I can feel her heartbeat through the palm

of her feathered hand.

I can feel it throb

like a pain revisited

on cold, numb days.


˗ˏˋ・。☆.・゜✭・.
AUTHOR'S NOTES
✫・゜・。.・。. ✭

This one's about an old flame, an early muse, perhaps the first I ever truly loved. I wouldn't dare say that I broke her heart... merely that I was a disappointment. I simply wasn't able to inspire in her what she inspired in me.

When I returned from Latin America, we tried again, briefly, holding hands in the cold for just this one moment. But I was a broken thing then, even more so than before, and this is what I wrote that night when I knew that it was over.

Looking back, now, it wasn't her pain and brokenness I felt. She just held a mirror of my own. We poets always tell the truth, you see... except in those fragile moments when we're too busy lying to ourselves.

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