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JIN: Crushing on You

"Gosh y/n, you need to be more careful" Jin complained.

"Yah, it's nothing" you brushed it off, grinning. "Stop nagging."

He sighed again, not understanding how you could be this careless when it came to yourself.

He loved you dearly. Watching you do the most ordinary things was like seeing movie scenes unfold in front of his eyes. Every dashing smile that formed on your lips when you took orders from customers, he saw in slow motion. His eyes focused on your lips and how they curved up into a perfect smile that made his heart skip a beat. When the café was packed and quite noisy, he canceled out all the other voices whenever he heard you speak. His life felt like a movie and you were starring in it.

Sometimes when you got very busy, it was pretty chaotic behind the counter. As the both of you worked next to each other, trying to prepare the drinks and treats as fast as possible, your hands would occasionally brush as you reached out for the same things at the same time. The heat would shoot into Jin's face whenever that happened and he would have a hard time to focus on his orders.

It was another busy day and you were both in a hurry to keep up with the orders. As you were moving around a lot, the strings of your apron at your lower back started to get loose. You didn't even notice, as you were focused on the drinks that you were preparing. Soon enough your apron was hanging around your neck only, the strings hanging at your side. Jin chuckled when he saw it.

As you were grinding coffee beans, he came behind you. Circling your waist, he grabbed the strings and knotted them tightly behind you again. Your cheeks flushed red at his sudden action. Flustered, you turned to him with a surprised look in your eyes.

"Thanks" you mumbled, taken aback.

"No worries" he said, smiling before he returned to his work.

Your heart was hammering in your chest and you were confused about your reaction. Little did you know that this was the beginning of a long journey. Every passing day you started to notice more and more gestures of affection from Jin. You became more and more aware of his behavior towards you, trying to interpret it. He left you puzzled most of the time. Furthermore, you also began to realize that you reacted very interestingly to him. You found yourself wondering how he could make you feel so nervous at times.

Once he wiped your mouth with a napkin when you took a bite of a cupcake. Another time he tied up your hair when he saw your ponytail getting loose.

And then there was this dreamy look in his eyes sometimes when he looked at you. You couldn't quite decipher the meaning of it, but it sure made your heart flutter.

After a certain point you noticed yourself seeking for innocent physical
contact. You liked being around him. One time you brushed his hair out of his face without quite being aware of your actions. You were mortified when your brain registered what you just did. Another time you leaned your head against his back while he was doing the dishes to get a moment of rest.

Jin was growing fonder and fonder of you, feeling happy that you were being more comfortable around him. He couldn't yet gather up the courage to ask you out but he was patiently waiting until he felt ready, giving it some time.

It was late in the evening when he turned the 'open' sign, replacing it with 'closed'. It had been an especially tiring day and you were exhausted. Jin couldn't help but smile, seeing you yawn in tiny as you tried to sleepily undo the knot of your apron. Moving behind you, Jin opened the knot for you.

"Thank you" you mumbled, not surprised by the contact anymore.

"How will you ride your bicycle home, tired like this, hmm?" he asked.

"I am not tired, I can ride my bike" you said, eyes almost falling shut.

Jin chuckled, ruffling your hair.

"Let me drive you home this once" he said, helping you put on your jacket.

"No, it's okay" you reassured.

"y/n please" he said, "you are too tired, to ride your bike."

"Okay, you win" you gave in, "But just this once."

On your way to your house, you fell asleep like Jin had expected. When you arrived at your place, he hesitated a moment to wake you. You slept so peacefully and he couldn't bring himself to disturb your sweet slumber. Gently brushing the hair out of your face, he watched you for a while.

"Man" he sighed to himself, "I really do love you a lot, hmm?"

Your lips were slightly parted and when suddenly a tiny snore escaped your lips, Jin chuckled.

"Argh" he said frustratedly, "Even her snores are cute. What is wrong with me?"

Watching you a little more, he gently shook you. Your eyes fluttered open. Confused and disoriented for a moment, you looked at him with your big eyes. Jin melted away.

"Ah, you are going to be the death of me" he mumbled more to himself than to you.

"Oh my god, I am so sorry!" you said, eyes widening. "I am so annoying omg. How the hell did I fall asleep? I am so sorry, I am leaving immediately I won't ever be a bother again. I am so sorry. Goodnight" you rambled as you clumsily got off the car, hurrying to your apartment complex. Jin watched you without uttering a word, amused with your innocent self.

"I seriously love her so much" he said, watching you wave at him before disappearing behind the door. "So, so much."

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