His Wedding Designer

Chapter 4: That should be me

Taehyung's POV:

This is not what I expected. Everything is just... It's not fine. Why? Why did not I say any excuses to left?

First of all, I shouldn't be here coz basically this might be their date together. Second, I know that JK is playing something fire between us, but why can't I just let it pass? Why?!

It was a long talk with Lisa. Greatly, she is a nice woman who loves fashion so, discussing with her everything about the wedding designs is not a big deal. But then, Jungkook. He just like to play some fire. Is he testing my patience though? If yes, then I have to put on some great act.

Ughhh! I should have just leave a while ago. This is devastating.

Irritating!

Everything is doing well, I'm talking with Lisa about fashion and my career as well as her own. But then, Jungkook demanded to see my designs again. After awhile, he said some words which totally hurt me.

"These designs are pretty..... simple."-he uttered without even hesitating.

I tried to defend myself, but the next words that he had said. It totally broke me.

"Plain. So, is this really your ideal wedding designs? Is this how plain the wedding you want to have? At least, I expected it to be somewhat spectacular!... Especially it's from Mr. Kim Taehyung, the renowned Paris fashion designer. Isn't it ironic?"-he said as if he's mocking my whole Profession.

Insert the song: SECRET LOVE SONG(Little mix)

Everything is hurting me. His words, his stares and everything else. I swear if words can stab, his words had totally stabbed my heart a million times just by now. If staring someone can kill,maybe I'm now in the deepest graveyard as he had totally wanted to dig me down till I reach that place where I couldn't see anyone.

I tried to stable myself.

"It's not how grand the wedding is. For me, I believe that in marriage. The most important thing at all, is the love you're feeling for one another... But for me, wedding. Wedding is just one of those ideal things in this world. It is made up of perfection inside our mind that can't be put in reality as a whole, or everything will be crashed out."- I answered calmly.

But I know, deep inside. I know it's all a big lie. Coz, I have the biggest dream wedding of all time, but now I know it's only part of my unreachable dreams. And the more I speak out some words, the pain becomes deeper.

These designs... They're the designs I used to show you back then. Did you really forgot it now? It's our ideal wedding dress, my wedding dress,your wedding dress... Our ideal wedding designs.

Basically, I just want to cry out loud. To let out the pain inside my heart. But I couldn't. Neither do I have a chance and strength.

Then... He leaned forward, closer to Lisa. He gave her a quick peak.

Ouch!

The heartache is real. I feel my heart protesting. But I just calmed myself.

"Are you saying that, wedding is just like that kiss? You shouldn't perfectly perform what's inside your mind because everything would not come based on your ideal? Now I wonder... *That's when he leaned closer to Lisa, and it happened. He kissed her with such passion. My heart is aching really hard. Then he pulled away from the kiss and answered again.* But, I like it. I like it when I just do what's inside my mind. It's not that bad anyway. And well, as you see. Your designs are simple, plain. I think anyone can draw the same as yours. It doesn't really go on my standard, but anyway. I'll see, we'll see if you'll meet our expectations next time."-he said with such confidence and arrogance.