Accidentally in Love | LK

|Chapter 21|

"Sometimes your mind needs more time to except, what you heart already knows."

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Is it possible to disappear without a trace? Because damn Lisa wanted nothing more than that right now. That day in the library, after the guard shut the door with a loud thud, both jerked away from each other like they were some disease.

Lisa's mind blanked for a while, her first kiss. Sigh!

After feeling stable, Lisa directly asked him to forget it. The whole incident, more like the accident. But no matter how much she tried convincing her own self she just couldn't find herself being regretful even a bit. Was it wrong? Of course, it was. But why couldn't she feel so?

When she asked him to forget about the unplanned kiss, for a moment his eyes clouded with a hint of sadness but he was quick enough to cover it with an assuring smile. Okay let's be honest here, Jungkook didn't expect her to be happy about whatever happened, Fuck why would she even be? Her asking him to forget it was quite normal and actually practical that she was. But he just couldn't help but feel sad, Lisa seeing him as a mistake is the last thing he ever wanted.

After coming back from the library, Lisa just couldn't think straight. The worst part was that she couldn't stop stuttering like an idiot and stumbled with things for the rest of the way. Literally, she stumbled with a bench, a dog, an old lady and almost fell twice.

Her cheeks were burning with heat whenever she recalled the earlier events. That feeling was so new for her, and she couldn't help but feel worried about it a bit. This wasn't her. She was never like this.

When she finally reached the dorm without causing any more trouble, Jisoo eyed her suspiciously because of her weird antics but didn't dare to interrogate her. Lisa also didn't talk much, just hurriedly changed her shoes and slammed her door on the faces of the other three girls.

"What happened?" Chaeyoung the innocent saint, couldn't quite catch anything.

"Did I really see her blushing or what?" Jennie arched an eyebrow.

"She seemed very uhh- how do I put this together -" Jisoo frowned. "Like fluttered." Jennie helped her complete the sentence.

"Yeah, that's right." Jisoo clicked her hands together with an assured smile.

"Did she? What could make the ice flutter?" Chaeyoung tapped her lips with her index finger, seeming to be lost in thoughts. "Should we go and ask then?"

"As she would really tell.." Jennie snorted.

"Mm right." Jisoo and Chaeyoung sighed together.

The three of them then continued to chat about random things but each of them had this certain thought about 'What really happened with Lisa?' which was left unanswered in their minds.

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Saying Jungkook was nervous would be an understatement. He was hell nervous.

He didn't even feel this type of anxiety when he decided to tell his dad that he's not gonna handle that company of his and is going to be a doctor. But now just thinking about what if Lisa started ignoring him just because of the stupid (well not so stupid) incident earlier, he felt like he would lose his last piece of shit.

It took so long for Lisa to finally see him as a friend, he couldn't bear going to strangers again this time. With this thought, Jungkook walked towards their class, somewhere hoping not to see Lisa.

Well not seeing each other is better than being ignored by one.

Jungkook couldn't sleep at all last night. Sleep just didn't come. Every time he closed his eyes, he would only feel a pair of full lips covering his. To avoid this not-so-appropriate thought he quit sleeping. So the bags around his brown eyes were clear.

Ruffling his already kind of messy hair, he took a deep breath and stood there at the entrance, scanning the whole classroom with his cute doe eyes, and when he found no trace of Lisa, only then did his nervousness cover up a bit.

"Are you planning to stand here all day long?" A voice from behind startled him. And damn he knew who owned this voice. Shit!

What have I ever done to you god to receive your wrath all the time?

Jungkook mentally complained and turned around with all his courage to face an already blank-faced Lisa, dressed in a knee-length off-shoulder white dress. Exposing her attractive collar bones and neck. Her blond hair was styled into a messy bun while her bangs stayed as usual. Lisa's face was fresh with a hint of boldness. And she looked ethereal as ever.

Jungkook stared at her for a while before reality snapped on him. "Uh, I- no sorry." He couldn't help but stutter under her heavy gaze and lower his head. And surprisingly he heard her chuckle and looked at her with widened eyes.

"You sound like some scared kid Jeon, am I really that scary?" Lisa eyed him while laughing. But Jungkook only stared at her like a lost puppy without any words.

Isn't she gonna ignore me? Did she have memory loss or something? Jungkook couldn't help but wonder in his mind.

And then suddenly Lisa raised her free hand and stopped around his hair. Her beautiful slender fingers touched his soft hair. She nicely parted them, like he always does. And fixed his cute bangs on his forehead. Jungkook froze on spot. Surprisingly liking the feeling of her fingers on his hair.

How would it feel to kiss the hell out of her while she played with his hair?

"How old are you? Five? Can't even fix your own hair?" When done, Lisa returned her hands to herself and stared at him with her usual calm expressions. But Jungkook stayed still without a word.

Lisa sighed, pushed him aside, and went inside while mumbling, "You have gone mad Jeon..."

And the last thing Jungkook remember before Jimin came and dragged him inside with him was watching Jihyo passing by the hallway and mouthing "PDA I see." at him with a smirk.

What Jungkook didn't know was, there was a certain someone who might have looked very cold and calm but her heart was threatening to jump out of its place anytime.

It has officially been ten years since Lisa had left her home and joined YG entertainment. This little girl left her home when she was 14, left her family, left her friends, left her half self to chase her dreams. And now look at the same girl standing among one of the most successful artists in the world, living her dream to the fullest that she deserves. And Bitch Am I proud? HELL YESS !!!