Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 22.

"I love your stomach, mainly your abs." She said, whispering the last part before placing peppering kisses all over my stomach.

"I love you hands, I really love your hands and how one slight touch sends electricity through my body. I also love how good you are with your hands." She said and I giggled at the last part. She kissed both of my hands.

"I love your arms and how strong you are, not just physically but also mentally and emotionally." She said before placing a kiss on each of my arms.

"I love you legs, I love how they are toned and for the record the make great ear warmers." She said I didn't understand the last part at first but then my eyes went wide when I realised what she meant.

She opened my legs and placed a kiss on the inside of both of my thighs. She then moved up and kissed me on the lips, the kiss was sloppy and hungry but full of passion and lust.

"I love your lips, the softness, the sweetness and how they always taste of that strawberry chapstick you wear." She spoke before placing a chaste kiss on them.

"You nose, I love it, its so small and cute." She kissed the tip of my nose. Right now I had never felt more loved.

"Your eyes, I don't think you know just how beautiful your eyes are, they are especially magical when the sun hits them." She spoke softly.

"I love your little freckles that only really come out in summer and you can only see when you are really close to you." She said in a low whisper.

"I love your mind and how open minded you are about everything, I love how you have an opinion and you aren't afraid to voice it." She said before kissing my forehead.

"I love your neck. Simple as that." She said before kissing my neck.

"Your ears, I love them. I really love that one little mole you have on your right ear, but I also love the one you have on the inside of your left thumb." She continued.

"I love your heart and how you just have this amazing love for everyone they meet no matter who they are, I love how you love hard and you aren't afraid to admit what or who you love or how you will defend that person whatever it takes." She placed a kiss in between my breasts.

"I love your breasts, I love you are so insecure about them but you really don't need to be, I love on some days you say they are too big but other days you complain that they are too small, I love how your left one is slightly smaller than the right but it isn't really noticeable unless you've taken time to really observe their perfection like I have." She placed a kiss on each of my breasts before taking my left nipple into her mouth and sucking on it slightly. She then took her mouth away and moved it my right breast, her right hand crept up and she started to caress my left breast whilst she was sucking on my right nipple. I leto out a small moan and I felt her smile again my breast.

"It feels so good." I told her.

She then lowered her self onto me again and straddled me before planting kisses in a trail down my stomach.

There was a knock on the door, three knocks to be exact.

"Always at the good bit." Camila muttered which made me giggle.

We both hurried to get redressed and make ourselves presentable before seeing who was at the door.

"Y/N!" My mother screamed as soon as Camila opened the door, she came rushing towards me and engulfed me in a tight hug.

"I missed you so much." I said as we broke away from the embrace.

"Y/N, you look even more grown up." My dad said as he walked over to me before tightly hugging me.

"Y/N!!!" I heard a little voice yell, I saw Lily come running towards me, I picked her up and hugged her tight.

"Please come home." She said which caused a lump to form in my throat.

"I will soon buddy, I promise." I told her before kissing her on the top of her head.

"Lauren said you weren't at the airport because you were feeling under the weather." My father informed me.

"Yeah, I feel a lot better now." I lied.

"Good because we want to leave for dinner right away, Lauren says she knows this great restaurant that we can go to." My mother told before rushing me into the bathroom so I could freshen up.

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My family, along with Lauren's, thought it would be better if we all got to the restaurant separately, our families both got a taxi together whilst Lauren and I got a taxi together.

It was silent for the a while, apparently the drive to the restaurant was about forty five minutes and we had been in the taxi for a good seven and a half minutes and I already couldn't bare it.

"I'm sorry about earlier." She apologised taking hold of my right hand.

"I just want to forget it." I told her and she sent me a sad smile.

"Do you want to marry me?" She asked looking down at our hands.

"W..why wouldn't I babe?" I stuttered out.

"I don't know I just feel like you're drifting away, I feel like I'm losing you." She said sadly.

"You'll never lose me, you're stuck with me forever." I said before placing a kiss on her temple.

"I love you." She said looking at me.

"I love you too." I replied and I felt her rest her head on my shoulder.

Well, I guess my mind is made up now.

A/N: thank you for reading 💛
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