Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 22.

"She was, you were my second." I spoke, looking down at my hands.

"You loved me?" She said as if she was surprised.

"I still do, I love both of you." I told.
"You just love Lauren more." She muttered under her breath.

"I've loved Lauren for longer." I responded.

"Its doesn't matter how long you've loved somebody, love doesn't know time, you could know somebody for a day and love them more than you've known for a year." She said standing from her seat and walking over to me.

She placed her hands on the sides of the chair that I was sat on.

"I have loved you since the first time I saw you and you know what they say, if you are ever stuck between your first and second love pick your second love because if you actually loved your first love you would've never fallen for your second." She reminded me.

"I love you and nothing is going to change that." She told me.

"What not even me marrying your best friend?" I asked half joking half serious.

"Not even that." She said looking me dead in the eyes.

Her face kept getting closer and closer then suddenly the door burst open and Lauren walked in, I mentally slapped myself for not locking the door.

"What's going on?" Lauren asked noticing our position.

"I had something in my eye." I lied.

"What the fuck?" Camila asked under her breath giving me an are you actually serious look.

"Okay. I came to see if you wanted to leave now and get some dinner, it feels like I haven't seen you forever." Lauren said shyly.

"Please you saw her last night then you put her in a mood, you couples disgust can't even spend more than 20 hours apart without becoming sappy." Camila rambled and I shot her a glare.

"I would love that, let me just go freshen up real quick." I got up and placed a kiss on her left cheek before heading to the bathroom.

Lauren's P.O.V

"Are you excited to see your family again?" Camila asked as she sat on her bed.

"What are you playing at Camila? You trying to get Y/N again? Well guess what, it's not going to work; she loves me not you. So back off." I told her harshly.

"I wasn't trying anything, I may have feelings for Y/N but I have this thing called self control which is more than what can be said for you." She replied standing from her bed and making her way over to me.

"And what exactly do you mean by that?" I asked, I was getting annoyed which I knew was exactly what she wanted.

"I'm just saying that it seems all it takes is a smile from someone slightly attractive and you are immediately ripping your clothes, I mean look at
Brad or Luis or even me. You couldn't get me into bed quick enough could you Lauren? You know there's a word for people like you. Slut. That's what you are, you're a slut." She finished and my hand seemed to just move to her cheek by herself. Next thing I knew Camila's cheek was red and Y/N was looking at me with a disapproving looking slapped across her face.

"Nice move Lauren. I forgot what your hands felt like on my body. How many did we sleep together was it five or was it six, I really can't remember, and then there's all the random girls and guys that you slept with and to think you and Y/N weren't even broken up for that long. Honestly Y/N if I were you I would watch where you touch her because you never know what you might catch." Camila finished and I was fuming.