The Months Apart

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March:

Dear Diary, 

This month has been dragging on. I miss knowing I can hang out  with Liam anytime I want. The girls and often talk about One Direction. I heard from Sophie yesterday. She said  the boys were coming to New York in April. She seems to be a little uncomfortable there. She did meet a boy named Trevor and a girl named Abby. She did seem to like them a lot though. Maybe Trevor would help her get over Zayn, I know she is very heart broken. Me, I am too... Luke has cancelled our last 5 dates and I am so sick of it! I swear sometimes when he cancels I'm going to go to his house, and drag him there. Ugh! How I misss talking to Liam! He would understand. He's busy all the time though. When we do talk it's usually short. OMG! He read my mind cuz seriously just got a text from him. Lolz g2g :)

-Kayson

Dear Journal,

Great news!!! :) Louis said he is coming May 18th- 25th! That is our last week in school AND PROM! :D I love him so much! He rarely has time to talk but when he does he is always so sweet. He sent me a lucky clover on St. Patrick's Day with a letter. He was like 'I hope you have a great St. Patrick's Day! :) PS. I stole this clover from Niall, it's gotta be lucky if its form a lepracahn.' I could not stop laughing. I miss him so much. And I miss his lips too (; How I  would love to go back to our first kiss and relive it again and again.

xo Chloe

Dear Diary,

 I miss my bestfriend!:( But he is coming back on the 18th of May :D He promised if I wasn't asked by anyone, he would take me to prom (The 19th). ((If I do get asked my anser will be Hell Naw! (; )) We text whenevr he's free. One night I could not sleep.. I called him in tears hoping to leave a message and tell him how much I missed him. Instead he answered (It was1 AM!) and sang me to sleep. Can you say SWEETEST. GUY. EVER!? :/ Makes me miss him more...

- Mads (his nickname for me cuz apparently I am crazy (; lolz...)

*Sigh* I really wish I would have came here eariler. Beloit is great. But all I can think about is Harry... Him and I are closer than close. He knows everything about me... and my past. He texts me when he can and even called me yesterday:) We talked for a 1/2 hour then he had to get on the plane to Boston. He said he misses me a lot; I feel the exact same.

- Megan

So  I met this guy today... his name was Vincent, I know SEXY name(; haha. He's quite attractive but abig flirt. He seemed interested in me. I wanted to let him know not to get involved, I didn't though. I couldn't admit it to anyone even if really wanted to. But truth is I think I maybe falling n love with Zayn Malik, my estfriend. Everyday when he texts me I get butterflies. And when he says I love you well I wish... I hope.... I pray that he really means more than a bestfriend. I can't help the way I feel so I hide it....

- Bella

New York, It could be the most beautiful place in the world but still... Somthing is missing. Trevor and Abby they are great but... I just don't know. Actually I know perfectly well whats missing... Zayn. /: I couldn't put him in the position, or myself, for that matter, to be in that sort of a relationship. 

-Sophie

April:

I wish it were the 18th of May but no it's only the 26th of April. I had planned to take Luke out for his birthday, but he is sick... I wish I could see the guys and Liam they were would cheer me up. Whatever... I'm going to surprise Luke, make him dinner or something at his house, so I am outta here. What a great girlfriend I am Lolz(: hehe

-Kace

Dear Journal,

Why? Why do they hate me so much? I'm ugly, I'm fat, I'm a (not allowed to use those words they call me:0) "Go kill yourself!""Leave Louis alone, go die!" One moment  a small town girl, fall in love with a superstar, then your an internet target of HATRED! I guess my happiness doesn't matter to fans ... I understand they love Louis but does that give them the right to tear me down, I guess so.

-Chloe

NiallOfficial misses MaddieSwagg. MaddieSwagg misses NiallOfficial more. NiallOfficial misses MaddieSwagg the most. NiallOfficial just LIED because MaddieSwagg totally misses NiallOfficial the moost! :)

We fought for 3 hours about who missed who more. Can you say BestFriends? haah. 5 guys have asked me to prom and I have turned all them down. Niall and I may not 'like' each other but I will have much more fun with him at prom than anyone else. If he asks no one asks me though kay? ahaha :D I have been dreaming about him lately. It's the same dream too. A guy and I are dancing at prom, he is standing in a corner singing 'More Than This'. Then slowly he walks towards me, pulls me away from the guy, and KISSES me. I have know idea why. I don't think I like Niall like that but my dreams are telling me otherwise. *Sigh* Help?

-Maddie

Two Words: May 19th, Five More Words: Harry and Me at PROM! Three Last Words: HE ASKED ME! :):):):):):) I'm stating the obvious here, I'm goign to have an AMAZING time. HArry and I we are more than bestfrineds, are like soul friends.... I guess. I can't say siblings cuz it's not liek tat and i don't want to say Mates because I'm not exactly sure if we completely feel that way for each other. All I know is fate brought us together. He knows me better that I know myslef.

-Meg xxx

Zayn has been texting me non-stop today. I've been using him as sort of an excuse to get away from everyone. Don't get me wrong, I love people but i just wanna get away. Also, I don't wanna fall for Vincent, because he is suchh a flirt. But then again... falling for Zayn isn't getting me anywhere either. I mean he's a superstar, he could have anygirl he wanted, why would he want me?

-Bella

I've been talking to Drue (my mom's bestfirends daughter) and guess what I am moving back to Beloit. I haven't told anyone yet but soon they will all know. Once I have finished school, then I am going back, there Prom will be finished by then but, May 21st, their first day of last week of school. So excited!

-Sophie :D

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