Rebirth Plan to Save Leader [ONGOING]

RPSL: Chapter 10

-Li Wei's mother, Lin Hui, died after giving birth to him.

So the mother he always mentioned, the one who immigrated to Canada when he was very young and who would come back to be with him whenever he encountered some difficulties, was in fact all his own imagination.

Janet, the mom in his head, had a beautiful English name......

Li Wei's Schizophrenia was severe, not only auditory hallucinations , there was also a deeper level of visual hallucinations that came with it.

In the previous life, after Li Wei committed suicide, his psychiatrist, Michael, was interviewed on a psychological health show where Li Wei is the main topic of discussion.

Michael said that it wasn't until Li Wei was an adult that he realized that he most likely had delusions and the worst kind of delusions that were accompanied by hallucinations.

This realization was terrifying and no one could handle it, especially for someone with as much self-control as he had.

And at one point, he was unable to accept the fact that his mother had died years earlier, much less his own terrible Schizophrenia.

He began to lose his ability to distinguish between reality and delusion, and his entire being became extremely sensitive and neurotic. From that time on, he doubted that all the reality around him was false, and even doubted the reality of the fundamental Theoretical Physics he was working on, and whether scientific truths really exist.

The worldview guided the methodology, a materialistic worldview that he believed in for almost twenty years began to show cracks after experiencing the detailed visual and auditory hallucinations.

This collapse in his beliefs was a storm that was overwhelming for him, who was already alone in the world and it was enough to destroy all his knowledge and persistence.

How horrible for him to have lost the only belief he had in life, when he already had no regard for anything in the world...

So, in his second year, Li Wei suffered several outbreaks of severe depression and began his first psychological treatment and struggle with the disease.

After that, he took a semester off from school and suspended all of his coursework and research work.

No one knows where he went during that semester's gap, so far. No one knows how he got through that time, how he told himself over and over again that the world was real and that he was the only one with a problem.

But when he came back, he found a way to escape and suppress his mental illness and continued his education with renewed difficulty.

The good news is that there is another side to his mental illness, which is his insight and perception of the world that surpasses that of others a hundred times over.

His research was going well.

In his third year, Li Wei made a very important breakthrough in the field of pairwise entanglement entropy with his amazing scientific talent, and published a PRL article , which had an amazing number of citations in just a few months and was a sensation in the whole Theoretical Physics community.

The article was named the most important progress in the field in the last decade, and many people could not believe that the first author of the article was a junior undergraduate student.

He was later accepted as a full-award PhD at Stanford, received his PhD within three years, and was even hired as a full professor at Princeton University after only one year of post-doctoral work after graduation.