Regret ; Jaden Hossler

Chapter 36

We arrived at sway and brought in all the stuff. When we arrived we saw everything already ready in the living room. Me and charli passed out all the sweats and hoodies we brought over to the girls so we could get changed. 

Everyone decided to watch the movie The Conjuring because not a lot of us have seen it. ( That mf almost made me shit my pants) Some of us sat on the couch and some on the mattresses on the floor. Everyone was cuddled up to their significant others while us the single ones sat on the floor cuddled up to one another. It was me, nessa, charli, madi, jaden, quin, kio, griffin and quinton, bryce and taylor since there gf didnt come. We were all on the mattresses cuddled up to each other or cuddled up to a pillow. 

We were on the middle of the second conjuring when i get a call from... Josh's mom?

" Ciao dolcezza" ( Hello honey)

" Ciao Alice" ( Hi Alice) I made up the name lmao

" Joshua é appena arrivato a New York e mi ha raccontato cos'é successo. Non siamo molto soddisfatti di quello che ha fatto, ma voglio scusarmi con Janessa e Jaden per le sue azioni. Janessa mi aveva parlato del suo problema con l'acido e il bere, ma non pensavo fosse cosí grave." She said as i heard her sigh. ( Joshua just arrived in New york and told me what happened. We are not very happen with what he did but i want to apologize to janessa and jaden for his actions. Janessa had told me about his problem with acid and drinking but i didnt think it was this bad.)

" Alice, se l'avessi saputo dall'inizio, sarei volata a Los Angeles ma nessuno mi aveva avvisato. L'ho scoperto solo una settimana fa e ho cercato di aiutare ma abbiamo litigato. Mi dispiace Alice, é tutta colpa mia. L'ho ignorato per tutto questo tempo invece di aiutarlo perché ero arrabbiato con lui. Se avessi- " She cut me off. (Alice if i would have known from the begging, i would have flown over to la but nobody had notified me. I just found out a week ago and i tried to help but we had gotten into a fight. Im sorry alice, this is all my fault. I ignored him this whole time instead of helping him because i was mad at him. If i would have-)

" No tesoro, non é assolutamente colpa tua. Lo sapevo fin dall'inizio e non ho mai ricevuto l'aiuto di Joshua né te l'ho detto. Mi ha detto che si era fermato e gli ho creduto." (No honey, this is absolutely not your fault. I knew from a begging and never got Joshua help or told you. He told me he had stopped and i believed him.) It was silent for some seconds until she spoke up.

" Mi ha detto che era Emily con la quale ha tradito... mi ha anche detto che lo reggette." (He told me it was emily who he cheated with... He also told me he reggrets it.) I was silent for some seconds trying not to let the tears come out.

" Ci siamo promessi a vicenda che non saremmo tornati. Vincent mi ha mandato un messaggio da quando sono arrivato a Los Angeles e per quanto io voglia mandargli un messaggio, non lo farò. Perché ci siamo promessi a vicenda che non saremmo andati. E poi mi dice che è andato a letto con Emily? ... Non solo ha infranto la nostra promessa, ma ha anche infranto la mia fiducia ... Ho visto Joshua come un fratello da quando ci siamo incontrati. Ma ora che ha fatto questo ... Non credo di poterlo perdonare Alice. Non posso."  said now tears falling out of my eyes. ( We promised eachother we werent going to go back. Vincent has been texting me since i arrived to la and as much as i want to text him, i wont. Because we promised eachother we werent going to. And then he tells me he slept with emily?... Not only did he break our promise but he also broke my trust... Ive seen joshua as a brother since we met. But now that he did this... i dont think i can forgive him alice. I cant.)

"Parla con lui, Jordan. Ho parlato con lui e posso dire che non lo intendeva. Mi ha detto che aveva paura di perdere la tua amicizia e che tu significhi molto per lui. Piangeva perché non vuole perderti. Intendi il mondo per lui Jordan, il tuo migliore amico. Almeno lascia che ti parli ... lascia che ti spieghi. Se decidi di rompere questa amicizia, sappi che farai sempre parte della nostra famiglia." She said as i heard her voice soften at the end. ( Just talk to him jordan. I talked to him and i can tell he didnt mean it. He told me he was scared to loose your friendship and that you mean alot to him. He was crying because he doesnt want to loose you. You mean the world to him Jordan, your his bestfriend. At least let him talk to you... let him explain. If you decide to break this friendship, just know you will always be part of our family.)

" Ok, grazie Alice. Parlerò con lui. Se hai bisogno di me per volare fuori o hai bisogno di qualcosa fammelo sapere." I said wipping my tears as i heard someone come outside.(Ok, thank you alice. Ill talk to him. If you need me to fly out or need anything let me know.)

" Nessun problema, tesoro. Ti farò sapere se succede qualcosa. Sappi solo che a Joshua manchi molto ed è dispiaciuto. E anche io, Pedro, Olivia e William. Abbi cura di te tesoro. Buonanotte visto che sono indietro di 7 ore laggiù." She chuckled at the end. ( No problem honey. Ill let you know if anything happens. Just know joshua misses you alot and is sorry. And so do me, pedro, olivia and william. Take care honey. Goodnight since its 7 hours behind over there.)

" Mi manchi anche tu, buongiorno da quando è già mattina. Ciao alice." I chuckled at the end. (I miss you all too, goodmorning since its already morning. Bye alice.)

" ciao stammi bene" (bye take care). 

I hung up and took a deep breath until i heard someone clear there throat behind me.

" You speak italian?" I heard someone say behind me.

(A/N)

didnt reread-

im sorry but i have a thing for italian people and there language-

ANYWAYZ-

sorry for the late update

got ALL of my electronics take away for

sNeAkInG oUt

literally went to the fucking corner store to get some fucking snacks because ya girl was hungry at 2 in the morning. WHICH IS LITERALLY CROSSING THE FUCKING STREET FROM MY HOUSE.

smh

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