Let's Keep This A Secret (Boyxboy)

Chapter 24

Drews POV

"Jake please. Wait." I begged. I know the situation looks bad but I need him to know its for his own good. He continued walking outside. As the rain and hail clashed with the pavement, Jake didn't stop, he was too angry to stop and ask for a ride or stay in the house.

My dad was about to go outside to stop him but I stopped him and told him I'll go. I walked outside quickly and tried see him and I found him but he was moving to quick.

"Jake. Stop. Please." But he didn't stop he walked even fast which wasn't even humanly possible. I saw my car and quickly got in it. If he really wanted to go home, I'll take him. I won't talk to him if I have to but I need to know he will get home safely.

I drove as quick as I could and found him not too far away from the house. I caught up to him and drove the car slowly next to him. "Jake, please, Stop. Let me take you home. Please stop." I plead. He suddenly stopped and stood there for a sec. I stopped the car waiting for him to get in but when he turned his head to face me all I could see was anger.

"Stop for what. This is what you wanted. You didnt want to be with me. Now you got it. So I really don't fucking know why you're following me? Just fuck off Drew."

The venomous tone kept me in complete shock. He turned around and carried on walking. As much as I wanted to force him into the car, I was scared. The tone of his voice shook me to my core. Shivers grew on my arm from the wind outside. I closed the window and sat there for a second.

Pure Hatred. Thats what he has for me. Pure hatred. And the tears came out of my eyes. I know it was my fault and I should have let him help me but I didn't want him to waste his life. And now all he has is hatred for me. What have I done? I hit my steering wheel of the car multiple times as more tears flowed from my eyes.

And then sitting there for 15 minutes straight in the rain, I thought about what I just did. With no distractions, with Jakes feelings, I know what I did. And as much as I didn't want to be selfish, I couldnt lie to myself. I can love him more than anything in this whole fucking world.

I drove back home slowly. I sighed knowing my family would ask questions. I got out of the car and opened the door with the anticipation that they'd be waiting there. But they weren't. They weren't even on the first floor. I checked the time and that's what gave it away. 21:20. I wasn't sitting there for 15 minutes. I was sitting there for 3 hours. They must all be in their rooms.

I used this opportunity to sneak into my room and close the door quietly, so they dont know I was back. I close the door and walk over to my bed. I couldn't help but think about when I told him he'd d be sleeping in this room with me. He got all flustered but I could see he was okay with it. Maybe even a bit of happiness in his eyes now that I know hes feelings for me.

How our first kiss happened here. That night during the party. I was upset, he was confused. I couldn't help but take what I wanted right there and then. A kiss is what I wanted, and I proved I could be selfish there. I should have been selfish tonight. Then I would have had what I wanted, and I wouldn't have upset Jake and make him hate me, the way he does now.

The beach, where we kissed. Where I let him into my life and told him thing about me I haven't even told Jonah. He let me into his life and told me things about him that I'm sure Jade doesn't even know. He trusted me so much with that info.

And I had to ruin our relationship. Right here. In this spot. This room became my best dream and my worst nightmare. I sit on the bed and look up. I'm not going to do this. Im not going to let Jake slip through my fingers. But before I execute my plan, I need to know if he's alright.

I grab my phone from the nightstand and open it up to Jake's name. I called exactly 5 times before I couldn't anymore and I wondered why. I check every single social media app or even my phone or messages but he blocked me. On all of it. And my heart sank. Knowing he hates me this much, I need to make it right.