Our Little Secret ➳ Camila Cabello

twenty-three

I got a random text.

Camila: I'm going to tell them tonight at dinner.

Y/N: are u sure about this?

Camila: don't sike me out bby. this is all you've been talking about for the past 3 years & it's happening w or w/o u

Y/N: okay I'll be there. I'm just worried Ya know?

Camila: I know. but it's for the best. I'll be happy that I can finally be honest about who I am & what we RLLY are. isn't that what matters?

Y/N: you're right bby. <3

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We made it to the house and an eruption of excitement swept through it. A bunch of little kids came running through to attack Mila. They all tackled her making her fall against the door. She took time to give each one of her little cousins hugs and got down to their level to introduce me. She gave each of them eye contact as she spoke, "This is y/n." Mila pointed to me, "She's a very important friend."
The word 'friend' hurt a little but I knew it soon would be girlfriend.
We walked in the kitchen to see at least 30 people packed in the room and in the den. "Karla!" They all rang out each giving her a big hug.
She exchanged smiling hugs with everyone in the house and quick small talk before moving to the next person. As she went by she continued to introduce me as her friend and each time it hurt more and more. Most of them remembered me from past years, although some pretended like they didn't even know me even though I know they did. I think it was because they kind of got a bad impression from me over the past three years because of my bitchiness. Oh well.
I made awkward small talk with a lot of her family members, and Camila would send small smirks to me when I would make dumb jokes. Or she would shoot a hungry glare at me making me squirm a little in my seat.
After about 45 minutes of visitation, Camila decided to help me upstairs so we could get our things settled in for the week. I could feel her hand move farther down my back to my ass as we got further away from her family. Once we were in the room, I sat on the bed to grab my charger and Mila stood in front of me with this wanting eye. I gave her a confused look, "What babe?"
She leaned in and kissed my lips softly then pulled away. "You're so cute. Mi famila loves you."
I laid down on the bed to try and rest, and Mila laid beside me to start kissing up and down my neck. "Mila baby, we are in your family's house." I said feeling very weird about what she was planning on doing.
She shrugged with a cute look on her face, "I don't really care. I told you in the tunnel of love that you were gonna regret what you did."
"No Mila, not here. They are right downstairs." I begged as she started softly nibbling on my earlobe and I began to come undone.
"They won't hear us. I promise. They are way too loud to hear the noises that will be coming from my room in a matter of seconds." Camila was so sexy when she was adventurous like this.
I stopped her as she began to take off my white crew neck. "I'll do this as long as you sit on my face." I was willing to bargain with her since I couldn't move good enough to do a better sex position.
She frowned, "But you know I'm a screamer, babe."
I winked, "Damn skippy."
She nodded as she pulled my crew neck off and revealed the bandages. She stopped to look and made me feel a little self conscience but then slowly used her tongue to stimulate my areolas, then swiped her tongue down to my heat. She gave me little kisses on my thighs before she used her tongue to enter inside of me. I could tell she's been doing some tongue exercises during her spare time because the work showed. Her tongue was faster than I remembered it ever being. It quickly grazed my clit and moved around it to give me extreme stimulation. I had to stifle my moans by biting my lip almost causing myself to break the skin. I could feel Camila smirk as she continued to dart in and out, then gripped my thighs in the process. Thigh grabs are one of those things that could push me over and off the edge. A huge wave of pressure and pleasure was beginning to build in the pit of my stomach as I could feel myself get closer knowing this orgasm would be huge. Before I knew it, I was done. "Milaaaa." I moaned as she began sucking my honey to lick me clean. She kissed my body on the way up to my face. I looked at her with a smirk, "Good job, babe. Now it's your turn. Hop on." I joked.
She gave me a huge smile knowing that she couldn't contain her excitement. She won't admit it, but her favorite thing to do is ride my face. It gives her the freedom to thrust into me when she needed to, and also let go knowing I could support her light body.
"Please don't let me hurt you." She begged squatting over my face.
I grabbed her thighs and held them steady before allowing her to sit completely, "My side is hurt, not my face." I laughed.
I could feel the heat grow warmer as her folds were right above me. I dove in kissing, licking, and having her melt in my mouth. Camila was already soaking and I knew she wouldn't last that long. She was always so turned on by putting work in for me that she usually wasn't able to stay for more than 3-4 minutes. I kept entering my tongue and removing it causing her head to spin. "Stop teasing babe." She begged almost angry. I giggled as I started to devour her. "Oh right there, y/n." I kept licking her sweet spot knowing where it was by heart now. She couldn't help but moan loudly and she placed a hand over her mouth. After about a minute of her thrusts into my tongue, we heard a knock on the door and Camila hurried to jump off of me and under the covers. "Who's there?" Camila asked trying to sound like she wasn't completely mad that her orgasm was cut short.
"Mila! It's Jayme." It was her little 7 year old cousin.
"What do you need sweetie? I'm a little busy." She sighed.
"Sofi and I want to get ice cream so, will you take us?" He begged from the other side of the door.
She groaned, "Can you wait like 10 minutes? Please. We are having a discussion right now."
"Oh okay." He said with a sad little voice. I could hear his little footsteps as we walked away.
She rolled her eyes and looked at me, "I didn't get to cum." She pouted pushing her bottom lip out.
I shrugged, "Sorry babe. You said no one would've cared. I would've been fine having you sit on my face to ride out an orgasm while someone is right outside."
"I wouldn't! I was so close to screaming." She gave me a peck on the lips as she carefully placed her head on my non-bandaged side. She exhaled deeply, "I gotta get up." She whined grabbing her underwear she quickly kicked off before we started to do anything and slip it on under her skirt. She looked at me, "Vamanos, mi amor."
I shook my head, "No. Sofi and Jayme just want you to go." I began to cover my head with the now messy sheets.
She leaned over to pull the sheets away from my face and leave a small peck on my lips, "It's not a choice. I want you to go, and I'm sure Sofi does too." I rolled my eyes, "Plus I can't drive. Remember?"
I laughed, "Okay. Help me up and get me my harem pants, please."
She nodded picking the black fabric off the ground and I did my best to slip into them. My side was beginning to hurt a little, but I didn't want to have to take a Percocet. At least not around Mila or her family. Plus, I was about to drive and I really couldn't be high with Sofi and Camila's cousin in the car with us.
Mila helped me off the bed and did her best to make sure I could try to walk by myself before she took her arm off my waist. "We need to get you some crutches down here."
"That used way too much energy last time, Mila." I admitted feeling her graze her fingertips under my elastic band for a quick second.
She shrugged as we made it down stairs to rally up Sofi and Jayme, then tell her Mom we were gonna go get ice cream. As she walked back in the room to throw me the keys to the escalade, I could hear Sinuhe yell at Camila, "Hurry back, Karla! Dinner will be ready in about an hour and a half."
"Kay Mama!" Camila yelled back as she held the door open for me.
Sofi grabbed my hand and interlocked her fingers with mine as we strolled to the vehicle. "Y/N, what kind of surgery did you get? You look hurt."
I smiled looking down at the curious child's face, "I broke my rib cage a little, so they had to put a metal bar in my side for a few weeks."
Jayme just stared at me for a second, then asked me a question as we began to get in the Escalade. "So, it's still in there?" I nodded. He exclaimed, "I've never met a robot before. This is so cool." I couldn't help but laugh so hard I snorted.
Camila entered the vehicle hearing me laugh, "What did I trip or something?"
I shook my head trying to control my breathing, "No, your cousin just called me a robot because of the bar in my side."
Camila smiled as she looked back at the kids, "Cinturones de seguridad (seat belts), niños." They whined as I heard them click their seat belts on and I started the car. Camila plugged her phone up to the aux and started playing music once I pulled out of the drive way and started to drive down the road. The first song she played was They Don't Know About Us by One Direction. One of her favorites because the song basically describes our relationship completely. When it started playing, I looked to her and smirked. She wiggled her eyebrows and gave me a half smile, "Sing for me, y/n! Please." Camila begged me knowing it really wouldn't work. I was so insecure about my own voice especially around Mila. She could hit certain ranges that I wouldn't dare to try.
I started goofing around to suffice Mila by singing but in a shitty chord, "People say we shouldn't be together. We're too young to know about forever. But I say they don't know what they're talk-talk-talkin' about."
Camila stopped the song and her pure brown eyes pierced into me. "Don't play around, kid. I know you can sing. Plus you can mess up your beautiful voice like that."
I smiled, "What voice?"
Sofi yelled from the backseat starting a chant, "Sing! Sing! Sing! Sing!" Jayme and Camila quickly joined into the demand and I was feeling the pressure.
"Alright!" I yelled jokingly causing everyone to cheer including Mila. "It's like I have 3 kids in the car." Which caused my girlfriend to laugh.
She pressed play and continued it to the part that it was stopped at a few moments ago. "'Cause this love is only getting stronger. So, I don't wanna wait any longer. I just wanna tell the world that you're mine, girl. Oh."
Camila quickly joined in with me as her fangirlness started to become clearer. She loves One Direction more than you'd expect. So, she automatically branded this as 'our song'. "They don't know about the things we do. They don't know about the "I love you"'s. But I bet you if they only knew. They would just be jealous of us, They don't know about the up all nights. They don't know I've waited all my life just to find a love that feels this right. Baby, they don't know about, they don't know about us."

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It wasn't long until we were at the ice cream shop. Camila was one for simple pleasures so she loved to go to this Baskin Robbins down the street from a old Krispy Kreme donut place. There were only like 2 or 3 people there, which I liked because that meant Mila could relax a little more and not worry about fans or paps watching her. After ordering, we followed the kids to a big booth they picked.
Why do kids do that? Pick huge booths when there's only a few people? I remember I used to do that when I was little and my family used to take me out to dinner, but it never really processed in my head.
The kids started to devour their food and Mila waited until I looked at her to sensually eat her ice cream and lick her spoon. "Stop." I mouthed to her causing a semi-giggle.
"Mila?" Sofi called to her older sister.
"Yes, Mija?"
"Is it true you're dating Austin?"
Camila stopped like a deer in headlights and looked at me with pleading eyes. I just looked down at my ice cream and waited to hear her reply, "Where'd you hear that, baby?"
"Mama." Sofi said taking a big bite of the chocolate frozen treat.
Camila took a bit of her food and then looked at Sofi, "It's kind of complicated, baby girl."
When Camila would say that to Sofi, she'd give up on getting an answer and move on. Sofi thought a lot of things were complicated. She was confused about fans, paparazzi, and rumors all the time, but because they were 'complicated', she refused to care. None of the celebrity stuff made since to her.
Sofi looked at me with a smile, "Who are you dating, y/n?" I chuckled and shrugged. "I could see you being with Zayn Malik or something."
I rolled my eyes and before I could reply, Camila spoke up, "She wishes."
"No, I don't. I'm fine with what I have." I replied somewhat indirectly.
"Just fine?" Camila asked eating her ice cream sexually again.
"Happy." I insisted. "I'm happy with what I've got."
We all started to finish our food and Jayme groaned, "Gross. You girls need to stop talking about boys for once."
I smiled, "One day you'll be talking about girls."
He violently shook his head, "Nuh uh. I liked video games, not women."
"Women? What a sophisticated man you are." I joked hearing the word.
Camila's phone went off with a text message. I'm guess it was from Sinuhe. And it was.
She looked at the kids, "Time for supper, plátanos."
"Did you just call them bananas?" I asked feeling a cute smirk form on my face.
"Yeah, but that's because I haven't had a banana in a few days so I'm going through withdrawal and seeing them everywhere." Camila confessed. She was so adorable.

We walked out of the shoppe to get in the car and start heading home. The only words I heard on the way back were from Mila asking me, "Are you ready?"
All I could do was nod as I felt a huge amount of fear sweep over me.