Not In That Way - Lauren Jauregui/You *in editing*

chapter 21.

"You are engaged to Y/N. She has self control both of them do. Quite frankly if you can't trust her to be in a room alone with someone else for one night maybe you shouldn't get married at all." Ally spoke the truth. The harsh truth but still the truth.

"Maybe you're right." I spoke.

"Thank you..sew just trust them." Ally responded.

"No, I mean maybe I shouldn't marry Y/N." I said and I looked over to Ally with a tear in my eye.

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Your P.O.V

The girls had a show in a few days but first they had some time to wind down and relax but I couldn't relax. Lauren and I's families were both flying out and were arriving this evening. I still hadn't spoken to Lauren since she snapped at me on the plane. I just wanted to give her some space to do her thinking and to just breathe in general. I figured it would be good spend a little while apart as we have been in each others faces pretty much all day everyday for a while. We would however be reuniting tonight when we will formally tell our families of our engagement.

"Morning." Camila said as she rose from her bed.

"Did you sleep well?" She questioned as she came and sat next to me on my bed.

"No, I couldn't stop thinking about Lauren or about our families. I mean what if they don't want us to get married?" I asked Camila.

"They can say what they want, they can't actually stop you. Lauren and you are both adults; it's your choice if you want to get married or not." Camila reminded me.

"So wise." I joked.

A silence fell upon us but it wasn't an awkward silence it was a comfortable silence, thats how it always was with Camila. I could stay with her for hours and not say a word and still be happy just because I had her company.

"Y/N, you know that if things don't work out with Lauren then I'll always be here for you to pick up the pieces." Camila informed me breaking the silence.

"What exactly do you mean by that?" I asked looking at her.

"Well things have never actually ended smoothly between you two and we all know that this engagement isn't going to change that. You aren't meant to be together in that way." She told me as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

"What and me and you are?" I asked angrily. I was angry at the fact that she just insulted my whole relationship with Lauren.

"Exactly." She said simply.

"I need to go and see Lauren." I told her heading towards the door but she stopped me.

We were just stood there staring intently at one another, she kept getting closer until I could feel her breath on my lips. I knew I should've stopped her but my body wouldn't let me.

She started to lean in and our lips met.

"Fireworks." She said after pulling away, thinking the exact same as I was.

"See, me and you are destined to be together. Its fate." She backed away which meant I could now leave.

But I didn't, I walked straight back over to her and crashed my lips onto hers.

Things were getting heated between Camila and I and the kisses were starting to get sloppy as it seemed we were competing in a game of who can rip the clothes off of the other the quickest. I broke the kiss and picked Camila up by the waist before leading her to the wall behind her. I started placing kissing along her jawline and on her neck. Camila broke the kiss again and got out of my hold before leading me to her bed where me laid me down before climbing on top of me and straddling my waist followed by her peppering kisses along my jaw and on my neck.

"When we first did this in L.A you were my first." She whispered in my ear.
"You were my first as well." I told her.

"You were my first everything." She whispered again, she stopped kissing and sat up looking me directly in the eyes.

"I love you." She told me before lowering herself to place a kiss in between my breasts which were just covered by my bra, she then moved her lips a little lower to my stomach and she kept getting lower until she reached the top of my underwear.

She looked up at me and gave me a is it okay if we actually do this look and I nodded. I needed her, I needed her so much in this moment.

She slid my underwear off and climbed back on top of me and started kissing along my collarbone, she reached behind me and unclasped my bra before removing completely and throwing it behind her.

"You're so beautiful." She told me.
I flipped us over so I was now on top. I placed a quick kiss on Camila's lips before lowering myself and unclasping her bra and throwing to my right side, I looked down and her exposed chest and saw her heavy breathing. It blew my mind that I could have such an effect on another human being. I placed a kiss on her check before raising my mouth to my ear.

"You are so beautiful, please don't feel insecure." I whispered after noticing that she was slightly shy with showing herself.

She seemed to let the shyness leave her a little as she grabbed my by the shoulders and pulled my lips to hers, her left hand made its way to my chest. Our tongues were battling for dominance but I gave up and broke the kiss. I lowered my mouth to her stomach where I placed a trail of kisses leading down to her underwear, I looked up and her and she nodded signalling that it was okay for me to continue.

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Lauren's P.O.V

I was at breakfast with Mani, Ally and Dinah but Camila and Y/N were nowhere to be seen. In the end it just put it down to oversleeping and turned my attention to the conversation the girls were having. They were discussing that they are happy to see my family again and they are excited to perform in Italy.
The girls and I had all finished eating so I decided to head up the room where Y/N and Camila were staying to see if Y/N wanted to do anything later to pass time until our families arrived.

I walked up to the door and knocked three times before Camila answered she was stood behind the door just wrapped up by a bed sheet. I swear she never slept naked. I ignored what she was, or wasn't wearing and continued with what I came to do.

"Is Y/N here, I wanted to see if she wanted to do something today." I explained.

"She's in the shower but I'll tell her that you stopped by and I'll send her to your room once shes sorted." Camila replied and I nodded, I turned to leave but I just couldn't shake the thought if why Camila was just wearing a bed sheet.

"Camila, what's with the whole bed sheet thing?" I questioned and her eyes went wide.

"I..I was in the middle of uhh..changing, yeah that's what I was doing, I was getting changed then I'm going to head to breakfast. Bye." She said before closing the door in my face. That was weird, I thought as I made my way back to the room I was sharing with Ally. I walked in and Dinah and Mani had now arrived and they were having what looked to be a dance party, at 9am.

Your P.O.V

I was showering when I heard a knock at the door. I then heard Camila talking and shit Lauren. Why was she here. I stood for a while whilst listening to their conversation, well the parts that I could hear over the running water anyway.

Then I realised, Camila was naked when I left. I seriously hope Lauren doesn't realise what we did.

I then heard the door shut and saw a shadow moving on the other side of the curtain, Camila then opened the curtain and put her hands around my waist and hugged me from behind.

"Your fiancée wants to see you later." She informed me. I continued to was my body when I felt a hand move down from my stomach and gradually get lower and lower.

"Ready for round two?" Camila whispered seductively in my ear.

A/N: Sorry for taking so long to update, and sorry for this chapter. It's really bad and this fic will be Lauren/You endgame (unless lots of people want Camila/You or it may just be you on your own I haven't decided yet). I will try to update more though.

Thanks for reading.
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