Book of Honesty

I Hate Myself

"You're so annoying." 

"What a troublesome kid." 

"Be more aware!" 

"Only making others do your dirty work!" 

I hear it everyday, 

and the pain hurts. 

She thinks she knows everything, 

but deep down I think the same way. 

Why does she always get mad at me? 

Why does she always think, 

that what I do,

is stupid? 

I hate it. 

I hate it so much. 

Stop judging me, 

and making me feel useless! 

Please, 

I beg of you. 

Why do this to me? 

Why try to shatter my broken heart? 

I try to ignore, 

but it's hard. 

I wish I can be someone, 

she couldn't hurt. 

But it's hard. 

I wish I were stronger. 

And better. 

So at least I would be able to fix this heart of mine.

I want to be better. 

And I will be better. 

So watch out, 

because I will prove you wrong. 

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