GD with YOU~

sure why not? 3

"_____ what is it? Why are you crying? Please tell me.." Bom asked me with a worried expression.

"He.. He's in love with a girl. I saw her kissed his  c-cheek...I guess this is new for me..." You said.

"Unnie... Should I introduce you to a guy? He told me that you're cute."

"Me?cute? If I'm cute,why won't he fall for me instead?" You said.

"Unnie.. Don't be like that. Let's just order some ice cream. what flavour would you like?"

"Choco chip please.."

********flashback ***********

"Hey _______ what flavour would you like? Quickkkk.." Jiyong said.

"Uhm.. I don't know. Please help me pick a flavour. I never eaten an ice cream.." You whispered.

"Okay! Two choco chip please"

"..hey Jiyong.. why would you choose choco chip?" You ask while he's happily eating his ice cream.

"Well. The chocolate taste bitter yet sweet. It taste just the same as our friendship don't you think? One day we're fighting,one day we're laughing together. I love you,don't you forget that! You must also like choco chip okay?"

"J-Jiyong.. I love you too I guess. Yeah! Choco chip will be the flavour each time I order an ice cream."

*******"end of flashback**********

"Hahaha. Choco chip.. I think I should change into strawberry.." You whispered.

"Unnieeeee!! Here you go!" Bom showing her teeth.

"Thanks. Next time,it will be my treat okay?"

"Ookay~ back again. Would you like me to introduce you to a guy?.."

"Ehm... I don't know. What do you think? Should I?" You ask Bom.

"Of course you should. He's the nicest boy I've ever know. His name is Luhan. He's very cute too. Don't worry,he's loyal."

"He sound nice."

"Okay! It is settle then. Tomorrow I will introduce you to him" Bom smiles.

"Oh..okay. But first. Would you tell me more about him? I don't want to be awkward with him." You said.

"Well.. He's cute. He had a dog name Bomu. He's very popular too. He always say that he would date a simple girl. He loves strawberry. Btw, he's allergic to seafood. That's a small hint for you." Showing his picture to you.

"Ohkay.. Thanks anyway for being a good listener." You smile

"It's okay unnie. Please tell me if something bothers you,I'm glad to hear all of it." Bom said while finishing her ice cream.

"Bom. I need to go back now. You wouldn't mind would you?"

"Okay! I'm going back anyway. See you tomorrow!!" Bom waving her hands.

While walking back home,you listened to a song. Seoul lonely by Phantom ft. Gain

I’m especially lonely today, strangely lonely
I don’t wanna be alone tonight
I want to meet someone and talk
So I leave the house without a plan
My footsteps lead me to Gangnam Station
Out of the many drunken people
I’m the only one who is expressionless

I’m especially lonely today, I’m suffocating
It’s torture, I keep thinking of you
I didn’t count my blessings back then
I thought being loved was a given
Those days were so good, can’t I go back?
At some point, I’m pacing in front of your house, I’m such a fool

After being done with work and when the sun starts to set
Just like always, I hold two cans of beer in my hands
Because even if the 5% alcohol can’t comfort me
Maybe it’ll fill up that 5% lacking in my heart
I open the front door and go inside to find emptiness spread all over my room
It presses down on me even though there’s nothing that bad in my life, why is it like that?
My mid-twenties went on smoothly
But I kept thinking of you
You’ll find it funny, seeing me complaining of my sadness now
This loneliness won’t disappear especially today
Actually, this happens quite frequently, it hurts

I’m especially lonely today, strangely lonely
I don’t wanna be alone tonight
I want to meet someone and talk
So I leave the house without a plan
My footsteps lead me to Gangnam Station
Out of the many drunken people
I’m the only one who is expressionless

I’m especially lonely today, I’m suffocating
It’s torture, I keep thinking of you
I didn’t count my blessings back then
I thought being loved was a given
Those days were so good, can’t I go back?
At some point, I’m pacing in front of your house, I’m such a fool

When the shops on the street begin to close
When the streetlights start to close its eyes
It feels like I’m the only one remaining in the world
Why are the stars spilling across the sky today?
I sway as I go out to the street
Passed by a few bus stops
And an alleyway that is too familiar appeared
I want to shout in a loud voice, “I’m here”

When this night passes, it’ll be nothing
Days with you seem like it was just yesterday

I’m especially lonely today, strangely in pain
I don’t wanna be alone tonight
It’s not anyone else, I miss you
So I leave the house without a plan
I go wherever my footsteps lead me baby
At some point, I’m in front of the alley by your house, I won’t go around the curve

I’m especially lonely today, I’m suffocating
It’s torture, I keep thinking of you
I didn’t count my blessings back then
I thought being loved was a given
We were so young back then, can’t we go back?
At some point, I’m in front of your house now…

"Idiot!!" You shouted. Thousands of needle stabbing your wounded heart as you recalled that incident. Why can't I just be happy for him? I want him to be happy with her? Why can't I just let go of it.. Shit it is hurting me again and again.

*bam*

"_______~ you're back? Come here please." Mom said.

"Uh. Okay.."

"How is your day sweetheart? How about Jiyong? Are you hungry?"

Yeah I love my mom. But right now I'm feeling sick and I didn't feel like entertaining questions. I want to sleep so badly. Maybe a coma would help me..

"Mom. I'm fine. about him... Yeah. I'm going to my room. Please don't disturb me okay?" You fake a smile.

As soon as you walk inside your room. You opened your drawer and then take out your cutter. Its been a long time you didn't cut yourself after Jiyong found out. So you start to cut yourself on your wrist. You let out a relief sigh. Then you cut yourself again.