UNBROKEN

SIXTY FORTH INSTALMENT

A little about Powsey and Donna (his partner).

Before I met Adam I was out with friends and met Powsey. We danced and he asked me on a date. We went out one night and while we were out he told me he was engaged to a girl called Donna but he didn't love her. He complained about her the entire night. She was not living in WA she was in another state. He asked me how he could break it off with her because they were not going to work out. He said she was needy. I said from experience that it would probably be best to be honest with her but do not do it over the phone if that is what he intended to do. I was so uncomfortable.

It was a very long night and this turned me off. I liked him as a person but not in a romantic way so we stayed friends. I didn't know at the time he knew Adam until after I met Adam.

Imagine my surprise when I came home one day and Adam and Powsey were sitting listening to music in my lounge room. I was a little shocked. I had kissed Powsey and now he was sitting with Adam. I didn't lie to Adam and later that night I told him what had happened and he was a little funny I would say he was jealous. He didn't treat me badly but from then on he was a little funny with Powsey.

Donna moved to WA and her and Powsey stayed engaged. The first time I met Donna, Powsey had invited us over for dinner. When we arrive Powsey took us inside and he and Adam decided to leave me in the house alone with her while they went to the shop. I didn't know this person but I did know that her partner didn't want to be with her. She chatted to me and told me that she didn't really like the meals Powsey cooked but not to tell him. Because she didn't want to make him feel bad. We became friends (not overly close but friends) it was good because when the boys went out we would have each other to talk too. We took Ava to the beach and park together. Because the boys were close we spent a lot of time together. Adam and I would spend a lot of time at their house and vice versa.

Back to the night I got back..

Adam had a shower and came to bed. He didn't say anything he had his back to me the entire night.This is the time I needed a hug the most but it wasn't coming. I didn't sleep at all. My body and mind had become numb. I hated myself and what I had done but for some reason I still wanted to be with Adam. I couldn't see what was wrong with him only what was wrong with me.

For weeks I ate very little and lost a lot of weight. I didn't go to the gym or out much at all. I stayed home and spent time with Ava and Tina. I had lost myself.

Christmas time came around again and this time Adam was going back to Queensland to see his family. I knew I would miss him but I wasn't too worried about anything else. Adam had been treating me well again which made me feel better about us. He got over what had happened and never spoke about it but I couldn't but I tried really hard not to show it.

He was gone for a few weeks and called me almost every night. On the last night he told me he was going out with old friends and that he couldn't wait to get back to me. I was feeling good because when I got up in the morning I could go and get him from the airport.

I woke the next morning and for the first time in a long time I got dressed up (most of my clothes didn't fit me anymore). I did my make up and hair. Tina was going to watch Ava so I could go to the airport

" I am so glad to see you smile again" Tina said. I smiled and gave her a hug. I then gave Ava a massive hug and told her I would be back soon with Adam. She was excited.

I arrived at the airport and had to wait half an hour for the plane to land. I was nervous and I couldn't understand why. I was also excited for the first time in a long time. When the doors opened I stood and waited for Adam to walk out. It wasn't long before I saw him. He ran out the door ran over, picked me up kissed me and spun me around

"I've missed you so much" he said. I told him I had missed him too. We walked out of the airport and he drove us home. When we got home we spent time with Ava and then had dinner and went to bed.

Adam took off his shirt and what I saw shocked me. He had a hickey on his chest and then when I looked closer he had one on his neck too.

"What's that" I asked sheepishly not really wanting him to give me an answer unless he was lying to me.

"Nothing" he replied. He looked guilty.

"Adam what is that?" I asked again.

"Did you get with someone while you where away?" I wasn't happy at this stage. I wanted him to say something anything that made sense just not what I knew it was. He looked at me and said

"your crazy! It's not what you think, fuck this I'm going to Powseys" and he put his shirt back on and walked out to his car and drove off.

I ran the shower, sat on the floor and broke down. I was shaking and a real mess. I could not control myself. I had completely lost it. I wasn't thinking only sitting hoping that I would be sucked down the drain.

I'm not sure how long I sat there but I know that as soon as I got up I walked out grabbed all of his clothes and threw them in a box. I knew that when he got back he had to go even though my heart was broken, I was broken I couldn't do this.

I heard a car pull in to the drive in the early hours of the morning. I got up as it wasn't Adams car and looked out the window, I saw that it was Donna's car. Adam got out and he was really wasted. I watched him stumble to the door. I got back in bed and pretended to be asleep as I couldn't deal with this now. He came in and got in to bed fully clothed. My back was too him and he cuddled up to me. He thought I was asleep and he started talking to me telling me how much he loved me and that he was sorry then I heard snoring. I didn't sleep again this night but when he got up in the Morning all his clothes were in a box.

"Emily! What's going on?" He asked.

"I can't do this anymore Adam, they are hickeys on your body, you cheated on me after everything we have been through. I can't do this" I said through choking tears.

"Emily your being stupid, nothing happened it was stupid dares the boys had when I was over there, I haven't done anything". I don't know why but I let him stay again. Actually I know why I was broken and in my mind I couldn't lose another person.

Adam started going over to Powsey and Donnas more often without me.

I heard Adam on the phone one day

"no, can she stay with you! I will come and visit soon" he said. When he got off the phone I asked who he was talking too and who is she? He wouldn't say but then Tina walked in and she asked him also. Finally he told me that his ex had move to WA and she needed somewhere to stay and he asked Paul if she could stay there.

What was going on?

Why was he helping her and going to visit her?

At least he didn't lie. He told me she didn't know anyone here so he was still her friend and he wanted to make sure she was ok. I let him go as I had to trust him. He went visiting her over and over. One day he came home and told me she wanted to get back with him but he told her no that they could be friends but he was with me. I believed him as I didn't ask he came to me with it. I didn't like that he was visiting her but he was honest enough to tell me about this so that in itself made me feel secure....

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