kpop idol - me

chpt 55)eight release , bighit's quarantine & dispatch 'exposing' me

may 6 2020

in the past few weeks everything has been chaotic and stressful. i managed to finally get the song fully ready and i spoke to it's company about the music video.me , iu and suga worked extremely hard on the song and it already has a lot of hype.

its almost 11 right now and i want to go and see yoongi hyung before the songs release.i went down to his studio and knocked on the door.

" yes, i am holding a live right now , one moment"

the door opens and he sees me.

yoongi: is something wrong?

me: no no , i wanted to talk to you for a second about the song.

he stood back and held the door open for me.i saw the painting he was doing.

me: i will come back later.

yoongi:oh okay sure.

i went back to my office and waited for the songs release anxiously. once it was released i watched the music video a few times and cried.the song held a lot of meaning to me and i was so happy it was released.i pressed replay and placed my hands over my face as i wept .

my desk phone rang and i ignored it until i heard the message that was left " yoongi of bts is headed up to your office now"

i shut the laptop and wiped my tears and put on a pari of sunglasses.the door opened and yoongi walks in 

me: hey , how are you?

yoongi: im fine , why are you wearing glasses?

me: the light from the windows hurts my eyes.so i put them on to make it easier to work

yoongi: what were you going to say to me earlier?

me: oh nothing much , i just wanted to thank you for doing the song with iu unnie.it really means a lot to me

yoongi: i assumed it would . well the lyrics and meaning of the song say enough about it...why didn't you do the song yourself?

me: well you know , i dont collaborate with anyone . not yet anyway.

yoongi: im heading out to a cafe , do you wanna come with me?

me: uh , no i cant sorry. i have a meeting in a few minutes with a few lawyers and the marketing team.

yoongi: oh okay. do you want me to buy you a drink?

me: no its fine thanks.

yoongi: okay , well im off. i will see you whenever the meeting ends.

me: okay , bye.see you soon.

he leaves and i get up and grab a few files and my laptop before heading to meeting room 3.i walk in and sit down after greeting the staff and we begin the lengthy meeting.it took us two hours before it ended and once it did i went back upstairs and begin reading through the official plans for the 'festa 2020'.it was the last plan and once i approved it everything would begin being recorded.i spent about 5 more hours in the office alone before i went downstairs to see david and yoona for our weekly meeting .after that i went back to my office and then back home.

13 may 2020

for the past few days i have had loads of meetings with yoongi hyung. we also filmed the music video and it is now in editing. on one of the days for the filming i went over to the set and i saw him.it was when he was filming the castle scenes.the 'bangtan bomb' camera's filmed our interaction for a bit and when he was filming i observed and took photos. he looked so cool.i left after two hours there and an hour after i left a truck i ordered arrived there. it was a food truck with kebabs and chips being made. i put a picture of him sleeping on the side of the truck , the picture was from when i caught him sleeping at the MAMA award rehearsals.it was kinda funny.