the life of a young solo artist, who owns bighit entertainemnt
you see the realities of balancing work , school , life , relationships, mental health and schedules.
today i had a usual work day and then i met up with rain and his family in the afternoon.
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we both met at a restaurant at 8pm and we were there for an hour and then they came back to mine.we arrived in front of my house at 9:30pm. they came in and we were sitting in the living room talking about the kpop industry.
they knew we were being filmed and they didnt mind because their daughter was picked up by their grandmother after the restaurant and she went home. they didnt really care and were speaking freely. Lone wasn't home , she was on a date with some guy so i had a replacement guard in front of the house door, he was part of her team.
rain: the grammy nominations are tomorrow , right?
me: they are. its all i have been thinking about this month. like it has gotten so bad that when i think of it or its mentioned , i get so stressed that my eye twitches. look!
tae hee: thats not good , you should learn stress management techniques.
rain: do you think you will be nominated for anything?
me: i mean...i dont know. i can hope , of course...but well , you know...i cant control anything.at least we performed last year. i had my solo stage that i brought the boys on and they also had their performance with lil nas x. i hope this year we can both have our performances.as for nominations... i dont know.
tae hee: you were nominated last year right?i remember you won though?
me: yeah and i did , but the think is ...i feel like , BTS winning means more for me. so like although i have been nominated and won , i dont feel any success until they win because they genuinely worked harder than me and they went through more. its like...how do i say this? i have the award in the trophy room , but like i think they deserve it more. i am half korean - half english, i am still korean , but they are fully korean and it means more to me to see them win.they open doors for a lot more representation than i do , especially in our society. i wasn't born here , but they were , my strongest language is english , theirs is korean , it just has more meaning to me. groups , they have it harder and i won't go on about the rest because it will bore you hahaha.
rain : i know what you mean , dont worry.
i heard a bark and i looked around the corner of the door and saw snow running in. she leaped onto my lap and hurried her head into my stomach.
tae hee: where did she come from?
me: i think she got dropped off from her vet appointment, i will just go and greet her trainer , one second.
i quickly got up whilst holding snow and ran to the front door to see the trainer leaving. i called for him and thanked him for his worked today and he left after that.i went back into the living room.
