kpop idol - me

chpt 33)november (engagements and practise)

the rest of november was just packed with work.

some of the things i had done:

- recordings

- prepared for comebacks

- sold a few songs

- began preparations to buy pledis entertainment

- i hug out with some friends (including seolhyun and a few idol friends that i have)

- practised and finalised preparations for the award show seasons and for my comeback

- decided on what would be work to each award show

- finished bts MAP OF THE SOUL tour preparations and it was set to begin in april

- finished my tour preparations , set to begin in july

- finished new BTS and TXT sponsorships 

- finalised my new sponsorships

22nd november 2019

today  david was planning on proposing to yoona.

the thing is with yoona , she is always at work with me. when i work , she works .even when i am at home , she is still at the office.so in order to get her off work , i got the members to tell her that i have been overworked, so she would worry about that. then i used that to make a "deal" that if she goes to the office , i would too. with that she reluctantly decided to not go to work for a day. everyone in the head office thinks we are just taking a day off to go and meet some investors in time for the IPO. but no , we are just taking a day off. well she is anyway.

david had planned to take her to juju for a day and then he would propose to her in a hotel that he had booked to eat dinner at. i helped him organise everything. she thinks that they are just going on a date today , but no.she is getting engaged today.i am so excited. i couldn't sleep well last night.

i had woken up at around 6am ,went to the home studio and recording room to record a song for the album after my upcoming comeback. its acctually a really nice song and it didn't take me long to finish. then i went to the gym at around 8 and did some running , then i had a shower.at  9, i had a breakfast meeting with tae joo. 

over the past few weeks i had grown quite close to him. after i took him from his father , when he got slapped , he sent me a had written letter . he apologised and thanked me in the letter, whilst also mentioning that he had began to really look up to me. it was a really nice letter that opened my heart up to him for a bit. although i only see him as a friend , i hope he does so to.

i left the house and i was driven to a hotel which we had previously arranged to meet at. once i arrived i was taken to my table , i was followed by my  security team , team 1 today,  and they were sitting on a separate table to me.after a few minutes tae joo hyung arrived. i noticed at first a few stares before i took off my mask so i asked to be taken to a seperate area of the hotel restaurant. it was a private room. security team 1 were sitting to the table closest to it. we both ordered some food to eat and it arrived really quickly.we spoke for a bit about the radio star episode , he was still apologising .

me: seriously , there's nothing to apologise for anymore. those scenes were cut from the broadcasted version.so i guess its fine.

we then began to speak about our parents. turns out his dad had a specific liking to me and had begun to try to get close to my parents. but i guess my dad tried to avoid him at a conference or something because they haven't spoken yet but have "still met". whatever.once it was 9:50 i heard a knock on the door .