A Bronx Girl Made For The City

Jealous over Conner?

I sit in the room all alone doing nothing. A little later Connor comes in with lunch for me. "Thanks Connor" I smile. "No problem" he smiles sitting on my bed. "So you gonna keep pretending not to know me" I laugh. "Well doctor buisness comes first baby cus" he smiles. "I'm glad your ok" He says holding my hand. "With the best doctor here, of course I'm in good hands" I smile. "How's Natalie" I ask. "She's fine" He smiles. "Yeah your from my ma's side and she's from my dad's, crazy huh" I chuckled. "Scoot over I'm tired" he smiles. I scoot over and he gets under the covers. We both fell asleep. I wake up because Connor with his sleep kicking. Then Jay walks in. "Hey Jay" I yawn. His face went angry. "Are you serious" He says."what" I ask and see Connor. "With him" He says angrily. "Calm down Connor is nothing even close to romantic with me" I laugh. "Are you seriously laughing" he says really angry. "Yeah because Connor is my big cousin" I say and Jay's anger goes down. "Yeah now shut up" Connor says with his face in my pillow. "But you guys met yesterday" Jay says. "We do it all the time to stay professional, now I'm awake" Connor says sitting up. "Good, you kicked me awake" I say pushing him off my bed. "Whatever" he laughed leaving. "You know you get real jealous" I laugh. "You get jealous" he says. "I have not gotten jealous, I get even" I say. Then Natalie walks in and checks Jay out then looks at me. "Hi Natalie how's your stuffed cow doing, is the head still off" I ask. "Uh yeah, how are you" she says a bit scared. "I'm good" I smile. "See ya" she says leaving. "That was jealousy" He smiles. "It was getting even and threatening" I say. Then Connor ran back in. "Crazy ex" he says. "What do you want me to do" I ask. "Hide me" He says. I open my blanket and he gets in then the girl barges in. "Where is he" she asks and I start crying."I'm dying" I cry. "I'm so sorry" She says leaving. Jay locks the door and I let Connor out. "Your welcome" I laugh. "Thanks" he kissed my cheek. Then I see the date. "I'm free if you wanna drink tomorrow" I say. "I'm ok" he says leaving. "What's up" Jay asks. "Look I know your brother and my cousin hate each other but tommorow is the anniversary of my aunt's death. "Our mom died to" Jay says. "Connor saw his mother kill herself when he was 10" I say. "I'm sorry" Jay says. "It all hurts the same" I say. "Every year Connor would come fly to see me and we would drink together if I was too young he'd get me juicboxes" I laugh. I see Connor in the hallway.

"Go home get some rest" I say and he kisses me then leaves. Connor comes in and hugs me crying. "I thought I lost you, I can't lose you, out of everyone not you" He cries.
"It's ok" I cry holding him. "Your not gonna lose me" I hold him tight.

Will sees Connor and I, then leaves. "Look at me" I say to Connor and he does. "You won't lose me" I tell him. "You took care of me, when dad wasn't home, when my mom came over, when I had no passion for things, you helped me get into a good college, you hooked me up for the job" I say. "I love you" he says hugging me. "I love you too big cus" I smile.