Secrets - Niam {LiamPayne&NiallHoran} Love Story

Harsh Crowd

Walking into our house. Hand linked in his. Our secret was out and everybody knew; and I knew exactly who told the press. Anger boiled through me as we were half running half walking. Girls were shouting reckless horrid names at us. I tried my best to protect him from the girls; they were throwing hard heavy objects at us. I didn't care if they bruised me or not, he just needed to be safe. We hurried along to our door. Mobs of girls screaming, some crying saying "how could you"? Tears started to form on my face and fell to the ground like tiny little bombs. I don't care if they see me cry; this is who I am and if they were true fans they'd accept the fact that I love him. I digged into my pocket desperately trying to find the key to the house. I found it and put it in its slot and hurried in. We got in. We were safe. I walked up to him and embraced him in a deathly hug; I let out a sigh. "I never want to lose you." I hugged him for what seemed like a life time, I went to the bathroom and splashed cool water on my face. I looked up into the mirror and he was standing there; attempting a smile at me but fear was written all over his face. I turn't around and sighed; as soon as I did his eyes were tearing up like a river and he let them silently fall to the ground, not ever a whimper of a noise. His soft sandy hair all scuffed up and un-neat. All I could think about was what the future would bring. If it would be okay for us to be together. But each time I tried to convince myself it could get better, there was always the fact of our dream being ruined. 5 Boys. Now have become 3. Nobody would accept us, apart from the other boys and our parents. I felt so guilty; because it wasn't just our dream that was going to be ruined it would be Harrys, Louis & Zayn's as well... Nobody would want to see them again, which is wrong there're amazing performers and they did nothing wrong. But apparently Niall and I together is something wrong... "L-Liam..." I snapped out of my thoughts at an instant when I heard its music like voice. I looked at him, deep worry in his eyes. "It'll never be the same again... W-will it?" His voice was wobbly and was stuttering. He made my heart melt, I loved him so much I hated seeing him like this, I wanted to say "No it will change" but I couldn't... I wasn't sure if it would. I wanted to reassure him but I couldn't. "I don't know... I really wish I could say it would but I can't... We... We just have to take it one step at a time..." After those unhelpful words left my mouth his head hung low, looking down at the floor. Regret filled me at once... I should of thought of something more creative to say instead of that... I leant back on the sink, still facing him. My arms behind me holding me up. "I'm so tired..." I mumbled more to myself then him, but hoping he would hear so we could just sleep together as I needed he company now more than ever. I rubbed my face with one hand then sighed. He took a few steps closer to me and held onto my tight as I gave him another hug. "Let's go then" He mumbled into my neck, making my smile ever so slightly. We slowly made our way to our bedroom and got changed for bed. We got, he got in on the left and me on the right, his back was facing me so I pulled him closer to me. Hugging him from behind; my arms strongly round his body not wanting to let him go, my chin was lightly on his shoulder and I could hear his breathing, ever so smooth. His heart beat was now calming down which made me relax a little more. He started to stir; he wriggled around until he was facing me. I smiled at him; I had to be strong for him. "Hey you" I mouthed to him, not wanting to make a word as it was late and he looked sleepy. He smiled at me and closed his eyes for a long period then opened them again, I leant my head forward and placed my forehead on his, noses touching; my arms still around him. This is how I want it to be, just us. No distractions, no one to tell us no or where to go; it was perfect.

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;D Heyy... i bet you're wondering why i've put the prologue as the next chapter? Well, DON'T WORRY ITS NOT FINISHED YET!! But, what i planned for this story was that i would start with whats going on {for them} now, and then work backwards to get the the present, smart idea right ;D ? Nahh xD
But anyway this is the next chapter sorry to disipoint you guys! But please still comment and the next chapter will be up soon but im not sure how soon cause' yesterday i locked my right arm, so im using my left hand to type and its taking years xD It's all bandaged up and stuff and im still waiting to go to the A&E Or ER as some of you call it, so yeah... i will be slow until i figure out whats wrong even so i know my arms not going to work right for a while so please forgive mee<33

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~Kaytee xoxo