Dance Buddies • BTS X Idol Reader

Jin's confession~

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Your POV~

After I told Namjoon the whole story he carried me up to my room and told me to stay there while he settled what happened.

I've been here for ages.
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*knock knock*

"Joonie?!"
I shot up from my bed expecting for Namjoon to finally come back.

"Better yet..."
The voice from behind the door was muffled and broken.
"Well, maybe not right now but-"

"JIN?!"

"Uhm-"
He hesitated.
"Y-yeah."

I was about to get up to open the door but quickly realised my knees.
"Uh I can't really open the door-"

I heard a slap from behind the door.
"Of course you can't! I'm such a dick!"

"Jin did you just hit yourself-"

"I'm coming in."

The door slowly opened. Jin stepped in with his head to the ground, not daring to look up and see what he did.

"(Y/n)."

"Yeah?"

He ran his fingers through his hair and I heard him quietly whimper.

"Jin..."
I softened my voice when I realised he was crying.

"I'm so so so sorry..."

"Hey it's okay-"

"Don't you fucking dare say it's fine!"

I jumped and then sighed.

"Jin-"

"You have no idea how bad I feel. So so fucking terrible.."
His voice was wobbly and almost a whisper.
"I'm a fucking monster. I hurt you. I injured you! Oh my god-"

"Jin.."

"I can't believe I even raised my v-voice at you. I can't believe I even laid a hand on y-you."
He looked down at his shaking hands and then covered his face, sobbing.
"I-I'm a monster.."

"Jin... please come sit down."

"I h-hate myself-"

"Let's talk about it okay?"

His sobs died down and he rubbed his eyes, still looking at the floor.

"You don't hate me.. THE FUCK AM I SAYING OF COURSE SHE DOES YOU IDIOT!-"

"JIN!"

"I'm sorry.."

"Jin, look at me please.."

He took a deep breath in and then looked at me. His face was red and wet and eyes full of guilt.

"Oh my god.."
He brought his hand to his mouth when he saw my knees. I looked down at them and then covered them with a blanket. He looked back up at me and I smiled.