Temptation

Chapter 51

(Sorry for the late update!)

Song for this chapter:

Be your everything-boys like girls

Harry's POV

"How much longer?" I impatiently ask Abby as she checks the GPS that she has onto her phone.

"About twenty minutes."

We've been driving for what seems like forever when it's barely even been forty five minutes.

What If she doesn't even want me there? What if she went to her fathers house because she doesn't want to see me anymore.

I contemplate on whether or not I should turn the car around and just go back home but I can't bring myself to do it. If she doesn't want anything to do with me anymore, I'll have to deal with that. But I'm not going to keep my love for her hidden away as some fucking secret when she needs to know. She deserves to know that I am a complete fuck up and I apologize and that I was just too much of a stupid pussy to admit that I do love her. I was just so shocked in how someone can have the ability to love me; especially Beth who is the complete opposite of me and could do so much better.

"You nervous?" Abby pulls me away from my thoughts. I stare out at the long dirt road and think about her question. Am I nervous?

"I don't know." I really don't know If I am or not. "I never been in this position before."

"That's a good thing though, right?"

"How so?"

"We'll I don't know. I mean, like you said, you've never been in this position before. Maybe she would like the idea that you have never loved anyone else but her. I'm sure she hasn't been in love yet either."

I laugh a little. "Yeah, okay." I say sarcastically.

"I'm serious. She's never mentioned anything about past relationships. She even said that boys never found her attractive at all,"

That's hard to believe. I would never admit this to anyone but When I first saw her I thought she was beautiful. The night that she gave Tiffyvback her wallet and then came back to the table to talk to all of us, I just stared at her. I looked at her like a damn perv or something but I couldn't look away. The light from all of the rides reflected off of her green eyes and made them sparkle. Her wavy hair blew into the wind.. but when she scanned and looked for everyone, and When her eyes met mine I looked away fast.

I've always thought she was attractive. I was just never attracted to her suited life style of being a "princess" in daddy's little luxury world.

"It'll be alright." I nod in agreement even though I'm not sure if I really do agree. "I always knew she did."

"You always knew she did what?"

"Loved you." She whispers. There's a pause of silence and I wonder what she's talking about. "After the library, when we went out to eat, she would look at you in a way that I knew she was falling. Just the mentioning of your name would bring a smile to her face." I smile at the thought. "I would get sort of angry at her because I knew she was falling for you. I warned her Because I just don't want you to hurt her."

My hands tighten around the steering wheel. The remembrance of Abby warning Beth about sends knives to my chest.

I will, in all of my power, never hurt her. I will keep everything away from my past and past things that I have done away and just enjoy the moments with her that I can now.

"I would never." I tell Abby and she smiles from the side of me.

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After an hour drive to her dads house we finally come to the driveway. The house isn't as small as I thought it would be just for one person.