Missing you (Book One)

Chapter 24 :Mistakes.

His eyes met mine. We held gazes and I took off running at him with open arms. His face changed quickly into a smile as my arm's went around his neck. I didn't speak I just held him, tight .. maybe too tight like he was my life line.

"Zendaya" he breathes. God it's been forever since he has said my name. I stay silent.. breathing him in making sure this isn't a dream. Finally .. I think my voice wont shake and I speak. "I miss you". That's all it took for tears too come.

He grabbed my waist burring his head into my shoulder. " I missed you too" he whispers. "I'm sorry Val, I always push you away.. when I need you the most. these month's been hell. I can't keep doing this.. I love you Val .. and I need you."

Something changed, slowly he pulled away looking at me. "Zendaya I-" "Val" A high pitched voiced yelled. I look the way it was coming from. A tall blond started walking towards us with bag's in her hand. "Hey Kass" He say's kissing her cheek.

My heart clenches, "Who is this" Kass say's looking at me and smiling. "My good friend Zendaya" He replies. "Oh you're Zendaya ! You're so beautiful " she yells at me happily. "Oh thank you" I say feeling my anger rise.

"Babe you ready too go " She questions looking at him. "Yeah can I have a moment" He says looking at me. "All the time you need" She says kissing him quickly and dashing too their car. "Z-" "No it's okay.. She's really pretty and seems nice".

He look's at me.. "I'm sorry, okay" "No don't .. I hope you two are happy together." I say walking away from him. "Z please wait" I stop and face him once again. "Yeah" I say my eyes burning form holding back my tears.

"Listen okay, I thought we were over.. I thought-" "No stop okay.. I understand. You'll be okay without me.. and I should move on.. It's fine Val.. go run to her and go home.. it's cold tonight." I say my voice cracking.

"No dammit " He says sternly. "Just listen too me for a minuet" He begs. I stand there looking into those brown eyes I always loved. "Okay" I whisper. " I.. thought you were over us.. alright. I didn't want to hurt like this.. Z.. I didn't want to know if you truly moved on or not.. that's why I moved on .. or atleast tried."

"Val, After all these years .. I .. I really can't believe you thought I could move on.. after everything. I mean .. I don't know .." I say tears falling freely down my cheek's.  " I know I'm stupid .. and dumb and I'm sorry".

"Sorry doesn't change thing's Val.. even you should know that". "Anyway .. I should get going .. I have too get home before this storm comes, And again good look with Kass.. she seem's like a really nice girl.. and take care" I say looking at him and brushing my hair out of my face.

"Z-" "Bye Val" And with that I walked off into the night feeling my heart break with each step.

Hey, I bet you guy's hate me right now. I thought why not add more drama to this story ! Well.. I have big plan's for later chapters so I'm proud of that, IF you liked this chapter. Comment & Vote IT means the world too me. (;