Missing you (Book One)

Chapter 43 : Distance *Read*

Life.

  Death.

What was the difference ?

 We all lived to die anyway.

If you feel like you're dead why live?

I never have been this negative before.

I never felt this pain before.

I never cried this much before.

I never doubted myself before.

Feeling tears build back up in my eyes I stop thinking.

It's silent, I can only hear my breathing.

Val left awhile ago, he went to dance practice unlike me.

I sit here looking at my stomach and planning my death.

I know I sound like a depressed teenager.

And that's because I am.

I should of never done what I did.

I was a dumb kid that was way over her head.

I went with life, and gave it everything I had.

Having a kid was not on my list.

I was seventeen, ready to start my big dance career not give it up because I'm having a baby.

Val was too understanding.

He could never care for a kid that wasn't his.

And I couldn't blame him.

Laying out on the couch

I rub my stomach and sigh

I hated feeling like this.

So helpless

Mostly sad and exhausted from all my crying.

Missing Val.

And hurting

This is a new story.

A new chapter.

A new life.

It was all changing.

And maybe it was for the best

Hello, my beautiful readers. I am making a second book called Loving you. It's still going to carry out this book, and all the details. Like I said, New chapters are coming. Sorry for the long wait I had family issues. but now I'm back and ready to write more. Like I said Loving you should be out soon so (: Comment And Vote Love you ^.^♥