...I'm Just Too Messed Up

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Justin's POV

I had Y/N's favorite flowers in my hand. I open the door and close it quietly. I walk up the steps two by two excited to see Y/N.

"Babe I'm home." I say as I open the door to our room. I don't see her no where in sight. "Y/N?" I ask.

I knock on the bathroom door. No answer.

I open the door to see Y/N on the floor blade in her hand blood dripping from her wrist. I drop the flowers on the floor heading to her.

"Y/N Why?" I ask barely a whisper.

"No one loves me." she says.

"I do. I love you!" I say. "Baby why this?" I ask motioning to her arm.

"You don't love me Justin . You think you can love me, but I'm just too messed up. " she says as she begins crying I kiss her tears away.

"I love you. No matter what baby." I say as I lift her up and sit her on the tub. I take out the First-Aid kit and start working on Y/N's wrist.

"Why are you helping me?" she asked.

"Because I love you and when you love someone you'll do anything for them even if it hurts you." I say looking into her beautiful eyes. I could feel the warm tears falling on my face. She kissed me on my cheek

"But I don't Justin." Y/N says my heart shatters at that.

"It's okay because I will wait for you. I love you too much to let this relationship go to waste." I say looking at her.

I want her to love me as much as I love her.

After I clean Y/N up I clean up the mess I made in the bathroom and head back to her changing her into one of my shirts so she could be comfortable. I lay her down on the bed kissing her forehead. I change into my sweats leaving my shirt off. I cuddle with her loving the feeling of her in my arms.

As I begin to doze off I hear Y/N call my name out.

"Justin?"

"Yes baby." I say as she turns to look at me.

"Do you actually love me?" she asks.

"Yes with all my heart." I say smiling at her even though she couldn't see me in the dark.

"Good." she says as I pull her closer I put my head at the crook of her neck. She starts touching my cheek with her warm soft hands and playing with my hair.

"I love you." I say before I dose off.

"Good night Justin." Y/N says.

*Next Morning*

Your POV

I wake up to see Justin still asleep. I need some fresh air. I get up quietly and throw on a sweater and one of my tights.

I walk to the nearest park sitting on the bench. I think about what happend yesterday.

"What's wrong?" I hear my best friend say. I called her up before I came here. I need some advice in my life right now.

"I started cutting again." I say as I show her my wrist.

"Why?!" she shouts at me.

"No one loves me." I say quietly letting my head hang down.

"Y/N people always love you, you just love pushing them away and stop this!" she says as she pointed to my wrist.

"Really? I push them away." I ask.

"Yes, you do. When we first met you pushed me away but I kept trying and it worked." she says. "And where's Justin?"

"Home asleep. He told me he love's me." I say explaining the whole story.

"Go get him Y/N!" My best friend yells as she grabs me off the bench.

"Okay." I say feeling a whole new rush inside.

*

I walk to the door as I walk there I see Justin already heading to the door. As he opens it I hug him "I love you." slips out my mouth. At first it feels very weird in my stomach. "I love you." I say again this time it feels more like the zoo running around in my stomach. Justin's lips smash against mine.

His kiss felt so ... so passionate. "I love you too." he says.

The rest of the day is spent with me and Justin cuddling, watching movies, and of course making out to his sweet luscious lips.

The End

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