𝑇𝑤𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡.
"I tried so hard not to fall for you, but you fucking tripped me."
𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝. 𝐻𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 ℎ𝑒𝑟.
𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 �...
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Sunghoon's
The same day I went home with the aftershock of realization. I dropped Nabi off in front of her house and drove back home smiling like an idiot and singing along the song on the radio. I felt so happy and charged. Like the world suddenly became all pink. I didn't know love felt that good.
"In my life, there's been heartache and pain. I don't know if I can face it again. Can't stop now. I've traveled so far. To change this lonely life. I wanna know what love is. I want you to show me. I wanna feel what love is. I know you can show me." I sang along while driving down the streets, rain pouring on the windows of the car. After seeing my parents fight all my life I never really believed in love, but now, now I know. Ice skating was the only love, the only thing I enjoyed truly.
It was warming my heart thinking about Nabi and when I'm going to see her again and when I'm going to hear her voice or see her smile. I stopped the car and went out still humming the song with that idiotic smile on my face. I went inside.
"I know you can show me. I wanna feel what love is." I still sang quietly and closed the door after myself. My mom turned to me as I took off my shoes and went to the stair still humming.
"What is with you? Are you drunk again?" She got up and came to me. I looked at her with a wide smile.
"No, I'm not, but the world is so wonderful. Everything is so wonderful." I looked around and closed my eyes, imagining Nabi's face and my smile widened.
"You said the exact same thing the last time you were drunk." She said and I shook my head. The warmth in my chest not leaving, the butterflies still flying around in my stomach.
"I'm in love mom, I fell in love. I never thought I'll feel this." I put my hand on my chest, feeling my heartbeat with my hand. It was beating so loud and fast and I was in pure ecstasy. Her lips curved in a small smile.
"At least we didn't mess you up entirely." She muttered and looked away before going back and sitting on the couch where there was a blanked and snacks. She is usually at work at this time. I frowned.
"Aren't you supposed to be at work right now." I asked and sat next to her. She glanced at me and back at the TV where there was playing some rom-com drama.
"I took a day off." She looked down at her hands. "I'm divorcing...again." My expression faltered and I blinked.
"Oh...Sorry." I muttered and she shook her head.
"Don't worry, you won't have to be at any of the sessions or anything." She said and sniffled.
"Well, I haven't liked him from the beginning. He looked like an asshole." I said and shrugged. She smiled and looked at me.
"He is an asshole, but it took me five years to realize it." I looked at her as she was looking down at her hands. I moved closer to her and put an arm around her shoulder as she was wrapped in the blanket.
