𝑇𝑤𝑜 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑠 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑏𝑦 𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑐𝑐𝑖𝑑𝑒𝑛𝑡.
"I tried so hard not to fall for you, but you fucking tripped me."
𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝. 𝐻𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑝 ℎ𝑒𝑟.
𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 �...
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I left Nabi alone in the kitchen and made my way to the living room as well. I plopped on the couch next to Heeseung. I put my hands on my face.
"How did it go? What happened?" I looked at him.
"I'm fucked, man." I said and rubbed my temples.
"Why? She didn't like it?" I shook my head and looked at him.
"No, she loved it." He frowned.
"Then what's the problem?" I ran my hand through my hair and sighed. I put my fingers on the place where her lips were.
"I-" I pinched the bridge of my nose. "I have to think about it a bit more." Heeseung blinked repeatedly at me.
"Let me help you out." He said and turned to me. "You're totally smitten."
"What? I am not!" I argued and frowned.
"Yes, you are! If you're not, tell me what happened in the kitchen." I looked at him without saying anything. "Huh, what did you say?" He crossed his hand in front of his body. I sighed.
"We only hugged. That's it." I shrugged.
"I meant tell me the truth about what happened." I glanced at him with an annoyed look and he smirked.
"Well, we..." He looked at me, expecting me to speak. "We almost kissed." I muttered, looking down.
"And?"
"And? What do you mean 'and?'? That's it."He tilted his head to the side and looked at me. I rolled my eyes and scoffed.
"She kissed my cheek and I kissed her hand. That's it." He nodded.
"I see. And tell me, did you want to kiss her or you had that feeling that it's awfully wrong?" I glanced at him, nibbling on my lower lip.
"I...don't know. I guess it felt right. I wanted to kiss her, but I didn't dare. Before I knew it she pulled away." I explained while smoothing out my black trousers. I imagined what would've happened if she didn't pull away. Imagined the feeling of her lips against mine, her fingers in my hair. My hands on her waist while I was kissing her, pulling her closer. My heart raced and my ears got red.
She's just a friend. Remember.
A friend you can imagine kissing, but still a friend. Nothing else.
"I'll leave you think it over." Heeseung patted my shoulder. I thanked him and he went to sit next to Jay. I stared at nothing, thinking. I heard the door of the kitchen open and close and snapped out of my trans.
I saw Nabi run up the stair with the bag in her hands. She wiped at her face, but I couldn't see it as her back was turned to me. Me and Heeseung looked at each other at the same time. He nodded. I pushed myself up from the couch and excused myself before going upstairs. I knocked on Nabi's door.
