Gangsta Luv

Anticipation

Leah's POV

Sunday

4:20 am

Im woken by loud noises. Sounds like a argument.

I touch my head realizing my bonnet is not on.

I always sleep with my bonnet and when I'm up its no where to be found.

I find my feet off the bed and make my way downstairs where the noise is coming from.

My mind drifts off back to last night.

Why would he didn't want to have sex with me?

He's not attracted to me anymore?

What could it be?

I feel horny now and I have no idea why...maybe because I went to sleep with the anticipation of having sex with him.

I can't believe this is me , craving sex every second of the day.

The shouting continues and I spot Zaidan on the phone pacing around the living room.

What time is is?

His eyes meet mines.

"I'll call you back" he says before hanging up to acknowledge me

"Is everything okay?" my voice small.

"Aaliyah gwan back guh sleep" he says looking at me. His face pained.

"Did a do something?" I ask.

"Why do you always think you do something ?"

"Baby just go back to sleep" he says rubbing his hands down his face.

"I can't sleep without you" I tell him.

I honestly feel like I can't sleep without him when I'm here.

"Mi a come up deh now , Gwan wait pon mi" he says and I turn on my heel and make my way back up to the bedroom.

I lay on the bed and pull the covers over me.

Maybe it's what happened lastnight that's why he's acting this way.

I pick up my phone from the nightstand and scroll through instagram.

While I'm scrolling my attention catches a post on Jamaicastar posted last night.
*4 men shot , 2 killed in Tivoli Gardens*

Jeez.

What's the point of killing people and nothing ever comes out of it but to spend the rest of your life in prison.

Jamaica can never stop...

I turn off my phone when Zaidan walks in the room.

Zaidan's POV

4:56 am

I look at the innocent girl in my bed and only if she knew about my fucked up life. Even with everything that's going on she's gonna be safe and that's what I'm sure about.

I walk over to the bed and sit on the edge up to where her head is.

"Why yuh nah sleep ? " I ask stroking my fingers in her hair.

"Remember I'm waiting on you"

Oh right.

"Do you find out who is the person that got shot ?" she asks.

She's still on this...

"Not as yet , your gonna need some rest remember we're leaving early" I tell her changing the subject.