Gangsta Luv

Misunderstood

Leah's POV

Wednesday

10:50 am

I'm shocked at the question he just asked me.

Is he serious ?

So he thinks I would be in a relationship and be here right now ?

"No Zaidan" I say couple seconds after.

We get silent.

Should I tell him I'm getting a divorce ?

I will eventually tell him but not now. Later on.

"How are you feeling ?" he breaks the silence.

"I'm good" I say. I'm guessing he's asking about after lastnight.

I'm actually really soar but I'm pretending like everything is good.

He's distracted when his phone starts ringing.

Somebody's literally always calling him.

He looks down at it but doesn't answer.

Maybe it's one of his girls calling cause I'm sure he has more than one.

I feel disgusted with myself to fuck him the first time we link.

What is wrong with me ?

Now he probably thinks that's how I am.

I just want to go home.

I have a lot to do anyway because I'm moving into my new place today.

I wanted to have sex with him again this morning but I changed my mind.

"So your not taking me to the supermarket ?" I ask after he took a turn somewhere else.

"What do you want from there Leah?"

"It's okay.....I can get it somewhere else" I tell him looking out the window.

"What do you want from there Leah? " he asks me back the same question.

"I just need to get something to drink " I finally tell him.

He shakes his head looking ahead of him focused on the road.

I'm thirsty and he doesn't care.

Wow.

"Wah do dah wasteman yah" he mutters under his breath beeping a car in front of him.

"You can get one here" he says stopping at a corner shop.

"I'm not going out there Zaidan" I say looking out there.

"Yuh can move shakey suh " he says winding down his window.

A elder gets up and walks over to the car that was sitting by the shop on a stool.

"Yuh know long mi nuh see yuh " he says looking through the window.

"How mom ?"

"Shi good mon" Zaidan says.

"Good day beautiful" he says as he notice me.

I wave at him.

"What do you want ?" Zaidan asks looking at me.

"I'll have a orange juice" I tell him.

"Order a orange juice a dah shop deh fimi fada"he says handing him a thousand dollar bill.

He comes back with the orange juice and the change from the money.

"Keep di change" he says taking the orange juice from his hand.