Gangsta Luv

Worried

Zaidan's POV

Thursday

4:20 pm

It's been almost 2 weeks since me and Aaliyah spoke.

All this for what exactly.

I even tried calling her no answer.

She doesn't want anything to do with me and I finally accept the fact.

Mi a real crawsis dawg.

I need to let her know how I really feel about her...I don't normally do the relationship shit but I want her.

She just don't fucking listen and it's gonna be a problem.

I finally get up and pause the movie I'm watching.

I think a drink would make me feel a little better or the gym to take this girl off my mind...laying in bed watching tv won't make shit better and I don't normally feel this way about a female.

I used to smoke every day just to ease stuff off my mind but stopped 2 years ago.

A spliff in the morning , evening and night was my go to.

Do I regret every money I spent on it? No...because it made sense to me.

I'll just visit the restaurant been a while since I've been there.

It took me 15 minutes to shower and finally get out.

I get dress and look at my reflection in the mirror.

My hair needs to be done.

I never know what to do with this , Soon cut off it bloodclaat.

I normally get it cornrow but the lady that does is out of town but It doesn't look too bad because I keep a lineup.

I exhale and rub my hands down my face before picking up my 40 and putting it in my waist.

I pick up my Porsche keys as well and head downstairs.

I haven't driven it in a while so I'll use it today.

" I don't have time for this I want someone I can talk to "

Can't believe one gyal deh pon mi head suh long.

I chuckle to myself and drive off.

It took me 20 minutes to reach the restaurant.

As I get there I walk over the bar.

" One a di new drink dem mi fada " I say to the bartender.

"Boss yuh good ?" he ask maybe sensing my mood.

I nod to him not bothering to say nothing.

He comes back with the drink seconds after.

"Respect" I say.

"Yuh wah mi serve dung suh later on ?" He ask.

"Yeah if yuh wah extra work" I say.

I'm already gonna have a bartender there but it's okay.

"A you enuh boss , anything a anything " He says walking away getting back to work.

I know it's gonna be packed and I'm sure Gina invited all her friends.

I told Leah she's gonna be the first one to see the restaurant when it's open back so maybe I'll try to get Gina to take her.

Probably she won't even come.

Shit.

I look around the place.

I need some more waiters but the interviews I did weren't professional at all.