dear y/n l/n,
i wanted to tell you that i knew your favorite book, and your favorite ice cream flavor, and the way you always tapped your fingers on your thigh when you were in thought at every classes.
i wanted to tell you that i prided myself in the fact that i memorized each freckles on your skin and how they were like pinpricks of stars forming their little constellations.
i wanted to tell you that i would be there for you, on the bad days too.
i wanted to hear your laugh, and know that i was the reason. i wanted to tell you that you could call me at 2 am and just cry, and i'd completely understand.
i wanted to tell you that you'd completely gotten my attention, that you were once the center of my universe.
instead, i just smiled as i passed you in the halls and never said a thing about it.
and this kind of epilogue between the two of us, this kind of end tells all you did not say in the beginning.
i chose to love you in silence, because in silence i feel no rejection and that silence brought my biggest mistake.
and i thought i was moving on, until one day, one of my hyungs here asked me, "if you had one wish, what would it be?"
and the first thing i thought was to was to waste that wish on you.
to wish that you and i somehow end up happily together.
there's something that i've learned and realized from all of this;
confess before it's too late.
your secret admirer,
nishimura riki
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Dear Nishimura Riki ⚊ Letter Series # 6
Fanfiction"And they told me heartbreak was necessary in order to move on" - in which a girl write thirty eight letters to a boy who will never feel the same. [ Short Story for Enhypen Niki ]
