With You (Namjoon ff)

Chapter 55

Y/N: Wahhh! This is delicious.

Yoongi: Someday I would like to try your cooking.

Y/N: I'm not as good as you.

Yoongi was smiling looking at you.

Y/N: What?

Yoongi: You look better. Promise me you'll eat properly and take care of yourself.

Y/N: I can't promise, but I can try.

Yoongi: And don't overwork yourself.

Y/N: It's the only thing keeping me sane.

Yoongi: Try to go out. Do you have any friends?

You sighed as you looked up at him with tired eyes.

Y/N: Only two, that too in Canada. None in Korea.

He could see the pain in your eyes.

Yoongi: I meant any friends except Bangtan, us 6 guys.

You looked at him again.

Y/N: If you're doing this because you pity me then don't.

He kept silent while looking into your eyes.

Y/N: And if you're doing this because you feel guilty about Namjoon's actions, then don't.

Yoongi: Why is it so hard to believe that I'm here because I want to?

Y/N: You're asking me that? You know very well why.

Yoongi: It might be hard but trust me, I'm here because you're like a sister to me. I enjoy our presence. We like the same things and do the same things. How can I let my sister suffer?

You watched him with a scrutinizing gaze.

Yoongi: No one sent me here.

You smiled at him, a genuine one this time but it wasn't able to hide your tiredness. You were mentally tired.

Y/N: I believe you, you don't have to explain anymore.

Yoongi: You look exhausted.

Y/N: I'm tired Yoongi hyung. I'm tired of constantly being...

Yoongi: Hurt.

Y/N: Yeah, I'm tired of constantly trying to pick the shattered pieces of my heart and when I do I'm tired of them shattering again even more.

He came to you and hugged you tightly. He buried your head in his chest and caressed your head.

Yoongi: It'll be okay. I'm here and we'll do this together.

Your tears kept flowing as he held you in his arms just like Namjoon used to do.

Y/N: Just let me take my pills.

Yoongi: I'll get them for you.

Y/N: They're in the 3rd shelf, 3 bottles.

He came back with your pills in his hand with a shocked expression.

Yoongi: These are... tranquilizers and sedatives! D-do you have...

Y/N: Anxiety disorder, yes I do. And a bit of insomnia.

Yoongi: Does anyone else know about this?

Y/N: Only Jiho and now you.

He came to you and hugged you again.

Yoongi: I'm sorry, you are suffering a lot.

Y/N: You don't have to be sorry, it's not your fault.

Yoongi: Here take it, so you can sleep soon.

Y/N: Thank you, and you should leave too it's getting late.

Yoongi: I'm not leaving until you fall asleep.

Y/N: Aren't you tired? Just go hyung, I'll be fine.

Yoongi: I said I won't leave until you fall asleep.

You moved aside making space for him on the bed.

Y/N: Atleast sit comfortably until I fall asleep.

He joined you under the blanket sitting with his back pressed to the headboard. You closed your eyes as he kept caressing your hair.

Y/N: Can you sing me a song?

Yoongi: Yah I'm a rapper not a vocalist.

Y/N: But you can still sing.

Yoongi: I'll sing when I have to wake you up because it surely won't help you to sleep.

Y/N: Please?

Yoongi: Aishh! Fine.

Yoongi: Uh Huh! LiStEn BoY, My FiRsT LoVe StOrY-

Y/N: I think this much is fine.

Yoongi: Thought so.

Y/N: You're a meanie!

He chuckled and kept caressing your hair. Soon you fell asleep and he quietly got out of bed. He adjusted the covers on you and kissed your forehead.

Yoongi: Sleep well, kitten.