11:35pm
You sat in your living room watching the second hand on the clock move, it was 11 and he still wasn't home. Your relationship with your boyfriend of 3 years has not always been a walk in the park. You know he's an idol but sometimes it just bothered you when he would appear on other females Instagram who you didn't even know. "She's just a friend" "she's just a co worker" you got tired of hearing the same lame excuse over and over again.
You were never the jealous type but the little lies then became bigger lies such as him telling you he's in one place but you would see from someone else that he was in another place. You suspect him of cheating plenty of times but of course he would always deny it. It's sad because you actually love him and you see a future with him but recently the thought he's escaped your mind.
He wasn't the same as he was when you two first got together. The spark is now....gone
Finally, you heard the door of your apartment complex being opened and he had walked in taking his jacket off and placing it on the coat rake.
Namjoon: hey baby. He said kissing your cheek
Yn: Where where you. You simply said, not expecting him to tell the truth
Namjoon: at practice... why the cold shoulder all of a sudden? He said looking over at you
Yn: Mhmm just practice as always right? Namjoon why is it that I always have to found out where you've actually been from some random person rather than you. You said looking over at him
Namjoon: what are you talking about? He said looking over at you in confusion
Yn: haha now you wanna play dumb, namjoon for the past 3 weeks now actually I've had people come up to me and say "did you know namjoon was here" "namjoon was there" "namjoon was with her" why have you been lying to me, I only wanted to know where you were and you can t even tell me that. You said getting upset
Namjoon: Yn I don't have time for this tonight, I have to leave early in the morning. We will talk about this tomorrow night. He said about to make his way to the room
Yn: Namjoon that's your problem, your always avoiding the problem at hand. You said, he didn't even look back, he just continued walking
Yn: Who's Eunji? You said calmly causing him to stop dead in his tracks and look over at you
Namjoon: how do you know her? He asked
Yn: no the real question is how do you know her and why has she been in your car. You asked him causing a look of shock to appear across his face
Namjoon: she's just a friend Yn. He said
Yn: here we go with the friend card, Namjoon when is it going to end?
Namjoon: what?
Yn: THE LYING!! Namjoon im so sick and tired of having to deal with this shit with you, I don't know why I still even put up with you. You said
Namjoon: I don't either, why are you still here anyways?
Yn: I can't believe you just asked me that. Namjoon i fucking loved you, I supported you, I was always there for you and you've done nothing but constantly lie to me. You said beginning to feel tears stream from your eyes
Namjoon: It's not my fault you have trust issues Yn. He said completely ignoring everything you just said
Yn: Because you made me have trust issues nigga. The least I deserve from you is for you to be trust worthy and honest with me. You said
Namjoon: fine... you want me to be honest... me and Eunji had sex, there did you hear what you were searching for? He said causing a look of shock to appear on your face
The room went silent for a minute until a slap was heard throughout the whole apartment as his head turned the other way due to impact.
Yn: Why the fuck would you cheat on me Was I really not enough for you so you have to go over to the next bitch. We have been together for 3 years namjoon... 3 YEARS DOES THAT REALLY NOT MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU. Your just gonna throw all that away for some hoe that you barely know. You yelled as tears steamed from your face causing him to put his head down
Yn: the least i deserve is an explination namjoon, why... why did you throw away our relationship for a one night stand huh? You said as he still didn't say anything back
Yn: Your really not going to say anything namjoon? You said -silence-
Yn: wow, this is the thanks I get for everything I've done for you. These 3 years were really a waste of time weren't they? You said and again silence
You shook your head in disbelief at him, not wanting to waist your words on him anymore, you went into the shared bedroom and packed your things. Once you were done, you walked out the front door completely ignoring his presence as you seen the one tear drop fall from his eye as you shut the door behind him.
- 2 weeks later-
You were waking up to 50 text messages and phone calls a day since you two had split up and of course you've blocked him but he always found another way. You were now living with your friend for the time being and of course still wasn't over the 3 year relationship but was slowly getting through it day by day. As your friend told you bye as she walked out the front door heading to work you decided to turn on the tv.
-breaking news: Superstar/ Idol Kim namjoon from Bts is now in a relationship with member Jung Eunji from the girl group Apink after splitting from his girlfriend of 3 years.-
Your heart sank into your chest as you heard the news and instantly turned the tv back off. A tear had feel from your eye and you had no thoughts on your head
☹️The End☹️