Kaan was an okay kisser. It felt like it was his first kiss and I started to feel bad the second I kissed him.
It was obvious this was very new to him and he didn't know what to do. I didn't know why I kissed him. I guess I was just horny tonight but I knew I couldn't take his first time away like that. It should be with a special someone.
Like what I had hoped mine would've been. My ex, Vince was the first and last person I had slept with and I was desperately wanting to erase that memory. I wanted someone else to touch me like he did and be better than he was so that I could finally forget him, but Kaan couldn't be that person. I didn't want to play with him like how Vince did. If I slept with Kaan tonight, it wouldn't mean anything to me but it might to him.
He made no move to push me away. He wasn't very responsive but I could sense he didn't want to stop.
I pulled away to see his wide eyes staring at me in astonishment.
"Sorry, I shouldn't have done that." I said, moving back to put space between us.
He looked at me alarmingly. "Did I do something wrong?! I'm sorry, it's because it was my first kiss and I didn't expect that-"
"No," I cut him off. "You didn't do anything wrong. I did. I shouldn't have taken your first kiss like that. I'm sorry. I don't know what came over me."
I opened the closet door and stepped out. He followed silently.
"It's fine. First kisses don't mean much to me." He said softly.
"Still, it wasn't right of me to do that." I said. "I think Maira and Murat left. I'll leave now. Domt forget to meet me in front of the restaurant tomorrow."
He nodded, disappointment evident on his face. "Okay."
I quickly walked away from him. It was good that the kiss didn't mean anything to him but I still felt guilty for doing that, like I'd used him somehow. I knew that it was because of Vince that I was feeling this way. Before Vince, I wouldn't have even cared about taking away anyone's first kiss.
Before Vince, I used to think that the boys I kissed were lucky to have been kissed by me and I still believed that. Kaan was extremely lucky that he got to kiss someone like me but Vince taught me that just because I think that way, it wasn't necessary that the other person feels the same.
On my way downstairs, I happened to peer into a quiet room. It caught my attention because all the other rooms were noisy with moans and I needed somewhere to be alone to think about everything that had happened. Thinking about Vince brought back everything - my parents who have always kept me happy, my prfectionist sister Rachael and her little daughter Rebecca who was the only child I could tolerate and my lovely brother Anotonio. I missed them all but I didn't want return. Not yet.
I walked into the room only to find Frida and Eli with Eli shirtless and his fingers fiddling with the buttons of his jeans!
"Oh my, am I interrupting something?" I said with wide eyes.
They looked up at me. "Not at all!" They both said at the same time.
I turned my questioning gaze to Frida and she hurried to explain. "He fell into the pool and he can't swim so I had to pull him out." I noticed she had on a shirt and jeans and her wet dress was in a bag.
"How did that happen?" I asked amusedly.
"He got drunk. I think someone spiked the non alcoholic drinks and this idiot was standing too close to the pool. He slipped and fell," Frida glared at Eli. "You ruined my dress!"
"Hey, it's just wet. I didn't ruin it."
"No, you ruined it. See," Frida pulled it out of the bag and pushed four fingers through a big hole in the fabric.
"It's just a two finger wide hole," Eli said, looking at Frida wiggling her fingers through the hole.
She sighed. "He's pissed drunk." She balled it up and threw it in the bag.
"That's unfortunate." I commented. "Anyway, seeing as you two are safe, I'm leaving. Maybe just stay here for the rest of the night."
"Wait, when are we going to leave?"
"We can't. Eli was the driver but now he's drunk and I'm drunk and you don't know how to drive so we're stuck here till morning. Better tell your dad that you're sleeping over at Eli's."
Back in the living room, I drank some more while looking for a specific someone who was nowhere to be seen until I felt someone take a seat next to mine.
"Looking for me?" His husky voice asked, just as I remembered.
I turned to look at him. "Surprisingly yes."
"Does that mean my dance had it's effects, just a little late?" He asked with a grin.
"No, it's definitely not that."
"That's a shame." He leaned forward. "But I still have a few more tricks up my sleeve to make that happen."
"That won't be necessary because I won't be falling for you. I wanted to ask you something."
"What would that be?"
"Who has put you up to this?" I asked bluntly.
He looked taken aback but then he smiled. "What do you mean?"
"I mean I know I look hot and that every man in here has looked at me at least once, even the girls but they won't approach me. You know why? Because I'm still someone they see as below them. I'm still a quiet girl to them and half of them didn't even know I existed until a few days ago. So tell me why did you come to me before and even now? Tell me who has told you to make me fall in love with you and then break my heart and then expect me to cry and be sad over you in their lame plan to hurt me?"
He chuckled. "If you've figured as much, why does it matter? The plan will obviously not work now."
At least he didn't deny. "Was it one of the three? Tell me was it Nia, Pari or Boonsri?"
He winced at their names as if he was reminded of something unpleasant. "I won't tell."
"Why not?"
"Because I've been told not to."
I took a sip of my drink and before I could put it down, it was snatched out of my hands. He took a long sip of my drink from the part where I drank and I rolled my eyes. "Is that your way of getting free drinks from girls?"
He chuckled. "No it's my way to get them into bed."
I grimaced. "Anyway you not been willing to tell me makes it clear for me. I'm certain it's one of them. Most probably Boonsri."
He shook his head. "I know how Boonsri can be but she's not the one who asked me to do this. She likes to think she's a lion but she's actually a kitten."
"I wouldn't underestimate her. But if you say so, then who is it? Just give me a name - oh what am I asking you for, I don't even know your name."
"Look, I promise it wasn't anything big. It was just going to be a...prank?" He said but it sounded like a question. Even he knew it wasn't that. The person who planned this obviously thought that his good looks and flirtatious smiles would make me fall in love with him.
If it would have been any girl, even Julia herself, she was bound to fall for that trap but not me. It was because I've seen many men far more better looking than these high school kids.
"Even if I hadn't figured it out, you still had no chance. I wouldn't have fallen for you anyway," I said condescendingly.
"Don't be so sure, I mean I made you want me just by dancing with you."
"There's a difference between wanting you and being in love with you. But right now," I looked at him in the eyes. "I want you."
Seconds later he had his mouth on mine. I was a little surprised but had expected it. No one could resist my charm. When I set my eyes on a guy, even he can't help himself from not wanting me.
He was a very good kisser, obviously having had a lot of experience so I wouldn't have to feel guilty for taking someone's first time away just because I wanted to get laid.
His lips were hot and fervent on mine and I responded with equal vigour. Suddenly he had me pressed against a wall with his hand under the chains on my thigh and roaming every inch of skin that he could access.
His other hand cupped my ass while his mouth - which I was certain was going to be my favourite thing tonight - left hot, burning kisses down my neck. The heat that I had felt ignite all over my body when we had danced, returned with more ferocity and I bit my lip to prevent the moan from escaping although no one would've heard over the music.
"We should–" I panted, "–probably get a room."
"We really should," He whispered in my ear before softly biting it.
With his hands under my thighs, he pulled me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist. Our lips met and tongues battles for dominance until finally he had to give in.
I felt him bump is into a wall and I snickered."Think you could find your way with me distracting you?" I asked between kisses.
"I'll manage." He said and bit down on my lip.
I grinned wickedly. "Even when I do this?" I asked and then ran the tip of my tongue teasingly from his neck to behind his ear.
I heard him inhale a sharp intake of breath. "I might have to rethink my ability to walk if you keep doing that."
Now we were in the kitchen on the way to the set of stairs that lead to bedrooms.
Suddenly I felt him trip and lose his balance and we came tumbling down with my head hitting pretty hard on the floor which was made worse when he fell right on top of me.
I groaned loudly and glared at the what had made him trip.
Colin was squatted down and looking at us sheepishly with his hands holding Aurelio's arms who was passed out on the floor.
"What the hell, Colin? What are you doing?"
"I...uh, Aurelio had too much to drink and he just passed out while talking to me and so I was going to put him in a bed." He explained hurriedly. "I'm sorry you tripped over him. You two aren't hurt, are you?"
"I hit my head hard."
"Dude, you almost gave me a concussion." The boy who I had been making out with said and I realized I still didn't get his name.
"I'm sorry," Colin repeated.
"At least help Aurelio up and then take him elsewhere. Don't just drag him around like a dead body," I said.
"Yeah man, you just ruined what we had going on," he grumbled.
Colin was so small he couldn't even make Aurelio sit up.
"I'll help," I said and moved to pull Aurelio up. With some help from the guy, we three managed to put him in bed.
"Thank you! I couldn't have managed it on my own," Colin said with a bright smile.
"I think you could've," I said and then we left.
"So are we going to continue from where we left off?" He asked.
"Only if you give me your name," I said.
He smiled. "I'm Abeo. Abeo Oluwa. Nice to meet you, Julia Sanders." He said, extending his hand for a handshake.
"Likewise," I said and took his hand.
He pulled me to him and we again found ourselves consumed by our desires. Abeo pushed us into an empty room, locked the door and we were soon on the bed.
The night was filled with passion, my moans, Abeo's pleasurable grunts and finally, I felt like I had let go of Vince completely.
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