maricela: do we give up then?
adan: no we just have to really think things threw we cant expose anything babe
maricela: yea that's true ..
they spent the night out
maricela: so is this going to be an issue anymore?
she stood back and looked at him
adan: what do you mean?
maricela: there's cartel bosses that liked what i did tonight.. and they want me to do some more work
he nodded
adan: i cant stop you even if i wanted to
maricela: yea but i promise not to let it take over my life ok
adan: good .. but cartel bosses? haha
maricela: right i didn't think it would be that big but .. if i ask you to go with me to one would you go?
adan: you want a partner?
maricela; why not
adan: ill think about it I'm used to selling and moving shit haha
things calmed down from there own she finally felt the calm come back she was at ease
days went by
javier: that list isn't getting any shorter
maricela: yea i know .. what are they saying?
javier: that if your serious you'll commit and get this done with
maricela: i am serious but I'm to calm
javier: mari this is the only way you can control your urges when they come but you cant do one and expect these bosses to wait on you? you said by Sunday
maricela: fuck ok .. but after these i might have to disappear for a bit or laylow haha
javier: why?
maricela: 12 bodies in 4 days? yea but lets do it
he nodded .. she went to get ready
adan: ill drive that way you don't have to stress ok
maricela: no stress but ok lets go
adan: why you wearing the medallion?
maricela: because she protects me .. you ready? the addresses are in the GPS
adan: more than one?
maricela: yea haha
they walked down
javier: hes going?
maricela: yea he's driving so is it set?
javier: hhmm you accomplish this they wanna meet you
adan: for what?
javier: they don't think shes actually real
maricela: well I am real tell them to set up a meeting
javier: alright have fun
she nodded .. they left .. she zoned herself out while he drove
adan: your quiet?
maricela: i been calm because i took care of the urge without that urge there's no fun to this .. so I'm replaying old memories of mine to get in that mood
adan: so the time when you werent doing none of this what got you threw? where you thinking of killing me?
she laughed
maricela: no i kept telling myself do it for him it'll be ok and i kept think of my moms last moments how it felt but doing it again felt good
he looked at her
maricela: you asked haha
adan: shit at least you werent thinking of me
he said as he parked.. she leaned over and kissed him
maricela: i love you i could never hurt you .. ill be back
he nodded
adan: i love you too
she got down
pedro- your forreals accepting shit haha
adan- shes happier
pedro- what you gonna do when they start making her travel
adan- ill let you know when it happens shes already walking out haha
pedro- good luck haha
she jumped in
maricela: drive haha
adan: that quick?
maricela: its easy you have to hit them fast so there security is shocked and don't make a move
adan: that's smart
they did the rest with no issues ..
adan: whos the last one?
maricela: its a female
adan: is that bad?
maricela: no but my grandma was the last female i killed .. lets see how this goes
he nodded and watched her go into the bar
security: shes been waiting for you
maricela: what?
security: follow me
she resisted but followed him gun in hand
kristy: put it down its ok .. George .. you can go thank you for everything
security: it was nice working for you Jefa
she nodded as he walked of her office
maricela: what is going on? who are you?
kristy: good your not getting to know your kill keep it like that mija
maricela: ok?
kristy: I'm on your list because your my replacement .. why you doing this haw? homeless? need money?
maricela looked at her confused
maricela: what?
kristy: i lost count of how many I've killed i got tired and tried to get smart and just leave but here we are so whats your reason? bad home? runaway?
maricela: none of that?
kristy: then why are you throwing away your life? if i could go back i would take it all back ..
maricela: if i go back my mother would've killed me .. this saved me and now i like to do it
kristy: the money will only make you happy for so long but here i want you to use this knife to kill me please
maricela rolled her eyes
maricela: i been using a knife all night
she walked behind her kristy sat back as maricela put the gun to her head
maricela: the money is a bonus for me .. they killed you because you started to care .. ill never become you because i killed that part of me long ago
kristy: hug my children as they bury me
maricela: haha if i don't have to kill them to
kristy tried to fight but she pulled the trigger .. it went silent