Jake POV
When I saw my baby brother breaking down at the thought of losing me, I couldn't hold back anymore. Seeing him so broken like that, it tore at my heart. He has always been the stronger twin so I knew my condition must have been hard on him. He and I have been close, granted Len and I have been close but Den and I, we had a special relationship.
Nothing like me and dad though, but we had a different kind of closeness. When dad walked into the room and hugged me, that is when I really lost it. I never seen my dad like that, and it worried me because I didn't want him to have my little siblings just yet, so I masked my pain for his sake.
When he told me, Colson has been here daily and that he was in the waiting room, I was complicating on whether or not to see him. Stone whimpered a heart-breaking whimper when we heard he was here. I know Stone is still in so much pain and so am I. Being called a freak for something that you can't control that is part of you, it hurts. A knock on the door brought me from my thoughts and I sighed.
"Come in." I said and the door opened slowly and in walked Colson. He looked amazing, his hair styled, no facial hair and his eyes sparkled. He smiled a breath-taking smile when he saw me awake and sat down in the chair next to the bed.
"Hi Jake." He said and I felt my body getting warmer just by those two words.
"Hi Colson." I replied but without any emotion. I can't let him see the effect he has on me, not when I know how he truly feels about me.
"How are you feeling?" he asked cautiously avoiding direct eye contact and that irked me, being raised by my dad has it burned in my head that you always make eye contact with the person you are talking to.
"Weak and tired." I answered not really knowing what to say.
"I can understand that, I haven't been feeling that great either, but I know why. Ok Jake, I gotta be honest. Your father..."
"Dad. I don't have a father." I said through clenched teeth.
"Sorry, dad. Your dad explained a lot to me the first day I got dragged here by your brothers. He told me the way I left things and having sex with my wife is what put you in here and if I had known, I wouldn't have left the way I did and I'm truly sorry for putting you through all of that pain Jake. It wasn't my intention to do that." He said and he finally made eye contact with me. I was taken aback when I saw tears forming in his eyes and the pain in his face but at the moment it didn't matter, I told him how to reject me and he just blew it off.
"When I told you what I needed you to do, you refused to do it how I asked and just called me a fucking freak and to leave you alone. I told you that you needed to reject me the way I asked because if not, well look at what it caused. I was told I about died a lot and it was harder to bring me back each time, I could have died Colson, leaving my family heart broken and they mean the world to me. You hurt me so much Colson, I had to endure the pain of your harsh semi rejection on top of the pain, the unimaginable pain with you having sex with your wife and on top of that, I saw the images of it each time. Imagine hot lava from a volcano and times that by a million and that is how I felt each and every time. That is why I asked you to reject me the way I asked because I knew it would be painful for me if you didn't, I just didn't know it was going to be that bad. My wolf Stone is so depressed that all he does in whimper heart breaking whimpers and howls in pain and it doesn't help the pain I feel each day. He is scared that you are going to hurt us again and he hasn't talked to me since you called us a fucking freak." I said looking into his eyes not blinking once.
"I don't know what to say except I am sorry Jake, I am so sorry. I was just shocked and thrown off guard at what you told me that I didn't think before I spoke and just ran because I was scared. Hearing someone is a werewolf isn't something you hear every day. I know what I called you was so beyond wrong and there are no words to describe how sorry I am for that. I had learned a lot about your race and have met the many wolves that are roaming around this place and I regret calling you that because you aren't a freak, I honestly think now that it's amazing. All of you are beautiful wolves. I saw a picture of you in your wolf form as I was told it's called, and you are mesmerizing, and it took my breath away when I saw you like that. I can tell you weld a lot of power and your stance shows your strength and beauty. I would love to see him in person one day. I also need to tell you something." He said and I couldn't help but smile at his words. It will take time to trust him that's for sure, but I felt Stone relax a little at hearing our mates words.
"Ok tell me, we'll talk about everything you just said after your finished. I don't want to go on a million rabbit trails to get back to the main topic of conversation." I said and he took a deep breath and closed his eyes and when he opened them, he had tears falling on his beautiful cheeks.
"My wife, when the twins were born, the moment I saw them I knew they weren't mine. They were mixed and she told me that she got drunk one night when I went out of town to see my parents and a friend of ours came over and well, they slept together, and she got pregnant. She wasn't sure who the father was, and she was hoping when they were born, they would be white, but they aren't, they are white and Hispanic so needless to say, I'm in the process of divorcing her. If it weren't for you Jake, I would have tried to work it out with her because the children are innocent in this, but I can't. Each day that I would come here, that bond we have just got stronger each time and I can't ignore it. My feelings have gotten a hell of a lot stronger for you just by being near you that when I'm away from you for the night, I feel empty and lonely."
"What are you saying Colson?" I asked because I need to know what he meant.
"I'm saying if you are willing, I would like to at least go on a date with you, spend time with you, get to know you." He said and I felt my heart thump against my rib cage and my breath hitch.
"I ah I would like that; you just need to convince Stone. He is a hard nut to crack and he is hurt Colson, his pride and his ego are very big, and he is a prideful wolf. Don't think that I forgive you though, it's going to take time for me to forgive and trust you. It is going to take a lot of work on your part for both of us to forgive you and to trust you. The mate bond though will make me and him to want to be with you, to mate with you, to mark you to make you ours, that is beyond my control, but I can control on forgiving and trusting you. I'm sorry about your wife truly I am. I have hoped you were happy I really did. I didn't want you to be unhappy, I wanted you to live a long happy life even if it wasn't with me. As long as you were happy that is all that mattered to me. Can I ask for one thing?" He nodded his head and smiled a small smile at me.
"Can I kiss those amazing full looking lips of yours?" I asked hoping to be able to taste what he tastes like. He didn't say anything, he just got off the chair and sat close to me on the bed and took my hand and put his other hand behind my neck and leaned in and pulled me toward him. When his lips touched mine, I felt my whole-body light up and relax the moment I felt them on mine. The kiss was soft and sweet and loving. I slide my tongue out to his lips and he opened his mouth for me and our tongues glided against one another, it wasn't a fight for dominance it was just prefect. I would have kept kissing him but the need to breath was needed so we pulled apart slowly and when I opened my eyes his were still closed and he was smiling. When he opened his eyes, I couldn't help but fall in love even more with him. His eyes held love and regret which I understood why.
"I have to say, that was the best kiss I have ever had in my life." He whispered against my lips and I couldn't help myself I pulled him to my lips again and this time, the kiss was a little rougher and deeper. Stone was happy finally; he was happy our mate didn't pull away and that he enjoyed the contact with us. Colson moved his hand from my neck and put it under the hospital gown softly touching my stomach, making me lose what little breath I had left in my lungs. I gasped at the contact and couldn't help the moan I let out. He kept moving his hand up and when I felt his fingers on my nipple I moaned even louder and my dick was painfully hard so being daring I moved our hands that were on the bed toward it and put his hand on it and moved his hand slowly up and down my shaft. He started moving his hand on his own so I moved mine and pulled him on the bed so he could be more comfortable. I moved my hand down his stomach and unbuckled his belt and his pants and pulled his zipper down and firmly grasped his hard dick and moved my hand up and down causing him to let out a deep throated moan causing me to shiver and I about came from just the sound. The feeling of his hand moving up and down on my non clothed dick and his moan is causing me to get closer and closer to exploding and my breathing was fast and hard moaning and moving my hips with his hand.
"I'm going to cum Cole." I said trying to catch my breath, this caused him to stroke me harder and faster causing me to return the favor for him.
"Me to Jake." He breathed in and kissed me and that moment I came undone and exploded in his hand and I felt his body tremble and felt his sweet seed in my hand and the moan he let out told me he enjoyed what we had just done. He slowly let my semi hard dick go and sighed and laid his head on my chest. He was running his hand on my stomach, the gown still up so he has a perfect view of my lower body now and I felt shy being this exposed with him laying like this even though we just jerked one another off, it was still a little weird that he just laid his head on my chest touching my stomach not minding the cum on his hand and my body or his on my hand.
"That was intense, I never came so hard or fast before Jake. What are you doing to me?" He asked moving his head off my chest to look into my eyes. I smiled and said the only thing I knew at the moment.
"Apparently making you fall in love with me just like I have the moment I caught your amazing scent. You smell so delicious that I just want to eat you up and I can never get enough of you."
"What do I smell like?" he asked shyly, and I smiled again.
"Carrot cake and whipped icing." He laughed a hardy laugh and blushed.
"Carrot cake, really?"
"Yup and whipped icing. Smells so delicious and now carrot cake is my favorite cake to eat, especially if it's you I eat, out by the way." When I said that he blushed so hard that he hid his face in my chest and I chuckled. I was happy with him in my arms and I hope this is the start of an amazing life with him.