*Jimin POV*
It took me a moment to fully grasp the idea that someone was kissing me, and that I was enjoying it. They were soft and gentle and it wasn't until Tae pulled on my arm that I saw it was Yoongi.
His cheeks were blushed and eyes were glassy but I couldn't focus on anything other than he had kissed me. His comment the night prior all makes sense now though.
"Don't kiss my boyfriend" Tae growled as he pulled me into his arms. I immediately pushed him away and sat back down on the couch next to Yoongi.
"I'm not your boyfriend. You clearly broke up with me last night. Just leave Tae. We aren't meant for each other. We aren't getting back together"
"But Jimin-"
"No. I'm serious. We don't work. I was only fooling myself"
It was silent for a few minutes before Tae sighed and grabbed his coat. He walked to the door, halted then turned to look at me
"Is this is then?"
"Yeah"
"Fine, you know where I am if you change your mind. Have fun destroying your body"
I watched as he walked out the door before reality took a real hit. I sat there staring into space for a few minutes before looking at Yoongi.
"Why did you kiss me?"
"You said do anything to make you forget..."
"So it was nothing more than a distraction?" I asked and looked at him, noticing Hoseok and Jungkook we're moving to sit next to me as well, Hoseok next to me and Jungkook sat on the floor in front of us.
"I wouldn't say nothing more..." he admitted and looked at Jungkook
"All of us would have done the same thing Jimin" Hoseok confessed "you can't blame us..."
"What?"
"You're beautiful. Charming. Funny. There's nothing to not love about you"
"But why did you kiss me?"
"You wanted a distraction and I saw my opportunity to make a move on you"
"So you both would have kissed me too?" I asked Hoseok and Kook, earning a head nod in return "this is a lot to take in"
"We know. Which is why we never said anything before now. We know it's a lot and you've always been whipped by Tae so we didn't see a point"
"How long have you had a thing for me?"
"For Yoongi it's been almost a year, Hoseok has been maybe a little longer, he confided in Yoongi about it which made Yoongi see all your beautiful sides, for me it was when I did your first tattoo so two years now"
"Wow..."
"He got really jealous when you said you wanted a new tattoo from me" Yoongi laughed making Jungkook elbow him in the thigh
"This is not what I was expecting to hear today"
"Yeah... we know. Don't feel rushed to do anything about it though. We've gone this long, we can go a little longer" Hoseok laughed and cuddled me into him. He's still one of my best friends so I didn't mind curling myself around him, even though I know he now has feelings for me. He kissed my temple, which is a normal thing for us and sighed as Yoongi chose a movie for us to watch.
I woke up a while later from the feeling of someone laughing. I shifted a little and noticed it was Kook I had fell asleep on. He smiled when he saw I woke up and turned his phone off before stroking my hair away from my forehead.
"Hobi and Yoongi had to go to work so I replaced Hoseok so you didn't wake up" he whispered. I nodded and shuffled myself a little closer to him, tucking my face into his neck "still sleepy?" He asked and I shook my head "just comfortable?" He asked again which made me nod "good"
"How long was I asleep?"
"Maybe 2 hours"
"Did I dream everything you guys told me?"
"No" he laughed "I'm afraid not"
"Then I want you to tell me properly how you feel"
"Okay... What do you want to know?"
"Tell me about when you first started noticing it was more than friendship"
"Okay... Uhm, well it was when I first did a tattoo on you, and I don't know. I guess just having you trust me so much to tattoo you, with something I had designed from scratch, made me feel really proud that you would have that forever. I know I do it all the time for hundreds of people a year, but it was different with you.
I loved hearing stories you had never told me, the closeness I felt, seeing how you barely flinched with the pain, your face when you first saw it finished. I really don't know exactly when I first felt it, but I saw something different in you that day. Want me to carry on?"
"Yeah... I want to know everything"
"Okay... well I started noticing that when you would be coming here I would get excited and brush my hair through, brush my teeth, wash my face, which is weird because I've never done that for anyone. I was getting myself ready to see you. I noticed when you would text only me to chill for a bit I would feel proud that you chose me. When you would text Yoongi or Hobi instead, I would be so jealous"
"Are you still?"
"Yeah... but not so much since I know they are the same as well"
"Ah, Okay"
"Is that enough talking for now?" He laughed and tightened his arms around me
"Yeah" I smiled and cuddled into him again
"How about just getting high then? How dare you have your first experience with Yoongi..." he said with a laugh and moved to start rolling a joint.
"I'm sorry. I would have loved it to be with all of you but I saw an opportunity and took it"
"Did you enjoy it?"
"Yeah. Felt good"
"I know right" he laughed and lay down with me again. He lit it and took a couple of breaths in before handing it to me "I'm intrigued about stoned jiminie, I want to know what he's like"
"I guess you'll find out soon" I giggled and took a few breaths.
~~
Once we were both high and comfortable I wrapped my arms around him and watched as he seemed to settle into my arms in a matter of seconds. I stroked one hand through his hair, noticing how he smiled softly.
"Kiss me..."
"Why?" He asked and opened one eye
"I want to see what it feels like... I've experienced Yoongi, now I want to see if you feel any different"
"Are you going to make notes about us?" He asked with a nose crinkling smile
"No... just mental notes. Why? Are you not up for the challenge? I mean... Yoongi was really good. Almost too good. Don't know if anyone could top it really"
"I love a challenge" he mumbled as he leaned in and kissed me gently.
Since we were both high, everything felt a million times more sensitive than normal. Every graze of his fingers against my neck or waist sent rockets up my spine and a tightening sensation in my lower abdomen.
He gently tugged on my lip with his teeth, moaning quietly when I pulled on his hair.
He seemed to find my sweet spot on my neck so quickly, like he'd been doing it for months. He abused it to his full potential by sucking, nibbling, rolling his tongue over it. No matter what he did, it felt so good.
It didn't take much for him to have me a moaning mess, mumbling his name and incoherent words. I was grinding my hips up against his thigh, searching for anything that gave me a little more pleasure, but before I could get into it too much he pulled away with a smirk.
"You look good with my mark on you" he giggled
"Shut up... I didn't want you to stop"
"I know. I don't want to either. But before anything goes any further, I have to know that we're an item. That no one else is between us. I don't want it to be a chill thing if we ever have our first time. I want to make it special"
"Okay. I get that" I smiled and stroked his cheek "let's just cuddle again then"
"I'd love to" he smiled and moved so he could rest his head on my chest.
~~
A few hours later Hoseok came home, stating how Yoongi still has one more client to see and then he'll be home too. He also brought a cardboard box filled with my clothes with him too.
"Where did you get it?"
"Tae brought it to the shop. Said he thought you could with some clean clothes 'until you sort things out and move back home'" he said with a laugh, imitating Tae perfectly.
"Well thank you for carrying it home"
"It's alright" he smiled. I noticed his eyes clocked the mark Jungkook left on me as soon as I walked up to him "did you two... y'know"
"No. Almost. If he hadn't of stopped himself then probably"
"Oh... are you like a thing?"
"No. I just wanted to see what it was like. I asked him to kiss me"
"Oh..." he said with smile but I could see it still hurt him a little "come on, help me make dinner for everyone"
"Sure. What we making?"
"Pizza"
"Just tell me what to do chef" I giggled and poked his rib
"Get all and any vegetables you want to put on it out the fridge and chop them. I'll do the dough and cooking"
"Okay" I smiled and made a start on my job "how was work today?"
"Good. Got to do a really big tattoo on this old guy"
"Oh cool, what was it?"
He went off on a tangent about the tattoo meaning for the client. While he was talking I took the time to notice his beauty once again, how his eyes open a little wider when he's telling a story he really enjoys, the way his face creases up into a huge smile when I would laugh at his story.
"Well I'm glad you had a good day"
"Thank you" he chuckled "how you feeling about Tae now?"
"I don't know. No matter what happens, I'm not getting back together with him though, that's the last thing I'm doing"
"Good. He doesn't deserve you"
"Who does?" I teased him lightly
"Us. We deserve you"
"Shut up" I blushed and hid my face a little
"I mean it. Only we deserve you. Here... try this. I found them today. It's really good" he placed the snack in my hand and waited for me to eat it. But instead I walked to stand in front of him and placed it between his teeth. I then leaned up and bit the other half of it before pressing my lips to his.
He groaned and pulled me closer to him, before picking me up and sitting me on the unit. He was a little tougher and more dominating than Yoongi and Jungkook but it was a nice contrast. Made him stand out.
He pulled on my hair to pull my head back before attacking my neck with kisses and bites. I knew he was sucking his own hickey onto my neck as he was focusing on one area more than the rest. I didn't mind though. I liked the thought of being claimed by both Hobi and Kook.
When he pulled away his lips were swollen and shiny after all the nibbling I had done on them. He smiled and stroked a thumb over my cheek.
"You're a better kisser than I could have ever prepared myself for" he laughed softly
"Thanks" I smiled and jumped from the unit to help him carry on cooking.
"So who's the best kisser? Me, Kook or Yoongi"
"I've not given Yoongi the best chance yet. I want to kiss him again"
"What about between me and Kook then?" I smiled cheekily
"You're too different to compare you. Both of you have a different style. He's more gentle and loving but you're more dominating and in control"
"I promise I won't tell him that you prefer me" he whispered which made me smack his chest and blush
"Shut up. I'm not saying anything"
"I'm only joking Chim, you know that"
~~
Over the next few days I spent it in the company of my three best friends. Each of them allowing themselves to be more touchy and affectionate with me, then relaxing when they realise I didn't pull away or act strange.
In all honesty, I love it. I love the attention I get from it, but I know I can't have it forever. I need to decide if I like one of them more than just friends. I may not even have more feelings than friendship for any of them, I just don't know.
I was currently watching a movie with Yoongi with his head resting on my chest and an arm and leg draped over me. I haven't kissed him again since the first time when Tae was here.
He knows I've kissed Hoseok and Jungkook though, he knows I initiated them and I'm sure that it hurts his feelings a little, but I just haven't had the right moment with him.
But right now was perfect. It was only us two here so we wouldn't be disturbed, he was relaxed and not expecting it, I have a surge of confidence and more than anything, we're already cuddled up and warm under a blanket, it would just be a simple shift around.
I moved his head so he was looking at me, stroked my thumb over his lip and gently pressed my lips against his.
"Jimin..." he whispered gently
"Stop me if you don't want me to kiss you" I mumbled into his skin as I moved so I was propped over him and kissing his neck
"I don't want to stop you"
"Good. I just need I figure out how I feel. I need to give you all a fair chance I can't kiss Hoseok and Kook and not kiss you"
"Kiss me all you want" he laughed softly and pulled me to kiss him again
He was exactly how I imagined him to be. He was soft and gentle but so head strong and willing to take anything he wants. His hands weren't afraid to wander as his kisses got more heated and heavier. He wasn't afraid to give me a gentle spank, making me moan into his mouth. Even though he was so touchy feely he was definitely the most submissive out of the three of them. He let me do anything I wanted where the other two let me get away with some things and not others.
"Yoongi..."
"Sorry" he whispered and took some deep breaths to calm himself
"It's okay. I just didn't let Kook or Hoseok go further than a kiss so I can't let you either"
"I know. They said that was your boundary"
"You've talked about it?"
"Of course we have. You're always the topic of our conversation when you aren't around"
"What did they say?"
"That you're the best kiss they've ever had"
"Oh..." I giggled and blushed "so... what about you?"
"I couldn't agree more" he smiled and pulled me to cuddle him again
Hoseok and Kook came home around an hour later. Kook immediately threw himself on top of me and Yoongi, wiggling his way in for a cuddle.
Yoongi lifted the blankets and tucked Kook into his neck as I was his big spoon and warmed his body up from the cold.
I could hear Hoseok on the phone to someone in the kitchen, slamming drawers and cupboards. He either had a bad day or is speaking to someone he really doesn't want to be speaking to.
Kook sighed happily and relaxed his body between us, reaching behind him to grab my hand and lock our fingers together.
~~
Later that night everyone had gone to bed. I told them I would sleep soon but I just need to prep a few things for work. They all nodded and gave me a kiss on the forehead before going to their rooms to loose themselves in sleep.
I lied though. I have nothing to prep for work. I just need to think about everything. Even though every thought my mind always goes back to one of them in particular. Everything from his kiss, the looks he gives me, the way he just strokes my hair gently when he walks past me. I love the way he never rushes me, or makes me decide on something I'm not sure on, no matter if it's big or small. He is always just so gentle and soft around me.
I walked to his room and took a deep breath before opening the door and quietly walking to his bed to see if he was awake. He wasn't so I just got under the covers with him and stroked a thumb over his cheek. He woke up from the movement of me next to him and smiled when he registered my presence. We had a moment of looking at each other before I leaned in a kissed him gently. He seemed shocked for about 0.3 seconds before he pulled me closer to him.
"Is this you choosing me?" I smiled softly, which got bigger as I nodded
"Yeah... I choose you Hoseok"
A/n
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