(Previous chapter)
"I have my ways..." He mumbled before he stepped on the gas pedal.
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(Author's P.O.V)
Jimin was surprised that Jungkook didn't get them killed as they finally arrived to their home. Jimin had his eyes wide open and he was gripping onto the leather seats for dear life as he slowly turned his head to the side to look at Jungkook. Jimin furrowed his eyebrows once his eyes were locked into the younger's figure.
Jungkook had his left hand over his tummy and the opposite hand over his mouth as he tightly closed his eyes. Jimin hesitatingly reached his hand out, in order to rest it on Jungkook's shoulder, but he flinched when Jungkook yanked the keys out of the ignition and sprinted towards the door. Jungkook was breathing heavily while he was unlocking the door, he looked over his shoulder to see Jimin hurriedly getting out of the car as he walked towards Jungkook.
Jungkook finally unlocked the door and ran inside the house, Jimin was calling for him but he ignored it as he opened the door to the bathroom and hunched over the toilet, gagging loudly as he released god knows what he ate. Jimin tried to open the door to the bathroom, but he furrowed his eyebrows when he found out it was locked. Jimin rolled his eyes before he started to pound the door.
"Jungkook! Open the door!" Jimin commanded as he fumbled with the doorknob. Jimin narrowed his eyes at the door once he could hear some strange noises once he stopped messing with the doorknob.
"N-no...I-I'm Okay! Wait I-in the-" Jungkook couldn't finish his sentence once he felt the burning sensation go up his throat, and down the toilet. Jimin scoffed softly before his face softened once he heard Jungkook whimper. Jimin felt a sharp pang of guilt wash over him as he trudged inside the kitchen, he felt like he caused to much pain to Jungkook as he grabbed the first aid kit and set it on the counter. Jimin stared down at the first aid kit as memories overflowed his brain from the first time he had to use one.
(Flashback)
"Jiminie... It's okay sweetheart, I can do it" The women softly said as she gripped a nearby pillow to ease the pain. The small boy looked up at her with big eyes before he softly placed the soaked cotton ball onto her wrist. The women winced loudly, but she tried to hide it once her son looked up at her worriedly.
"You're hurt mommy, so I'm going to help you..." he mumbled softly as he grabbed some bandages that were inside the first aid kit, and gently wrapping it around the bruised wrist. Jimin slowly lifted her wrist up and placed it in front of his lips before he gave it a gentle kiss, looking up at his mother as he smiled.
"This way, it'll get better faster!" He said brightly, his eyes forming into little crescents that his mother adored. The women gently moved small strands of hair that were in his eyes, out of his face as she stared down at Jimin fondly.
"I love you..." she whispered before she pulled Jimin into a hug.
(End of Flashback)
Jimin didn't realize he was shaking before he felt a gentle hand on his shoulder, and a soft voice rang in his ear before he turned around.
"Master, please sit down..." Jungkook mumbled before he grabbed the small box with his hands. Jimin blinked his eyes a few times before he slowly nodded his head and walked over to the table, pulling out a chair before he sat down. Jungkook nervously walked over to where Jimin sat and placed the first aid kit in front of him, pulling out whatever he needed to care for Jimin's eye.
Jimin watched Jungkook's every move and he noticed that he was visibly shaking. Jimin held his head down, negativity spreading into his mind. The night he raped an innocent boy...
"Master please!"
"I-I'm begging you!"
"Please stop"
"I HATE YOU"
Jimin felt his head being tilted up, making him look up into Jungkook's big, doe eyes as a slight blush crept up onto Jimin's cheeks. Jimin felt Jungkook graze his thumb over his cheek, which made him tilt his head slightly. Jimin slowly reached his hand up touch his cheek, feeling liquid on them before he removed his fingers from his cheek.
Tears....
Jimin sniffled softly before he wiped his tears with the back of his hand, but Jungkook didn't remove his hand from his cheek as he gazed down at the black haired male. Jungkook felt slightly guilty, he has never seen Jimin cry so quietly, as if he was trying to hide it. Jungkook removed his hand from Jimin's cheek and grabbed out an anti-bacteria wipe. He gently wiped it on Jimin's black eye, he jumped when Jimin winced loudly before releasing a soft groan as he looked up at Jungkook.
"I-I'm sorry, you can continue..." he said softly, making Jungkook nod his head before he continued. Jungkook stood up from in front of Jimin and tossed the bloody wipe into the trash, "I'm going to get ice...." Jungkook said before he walked into the kitchen, appearing moments after with a bag of ice in his hands. Jimin reached over for the bag until Jungkook moved his hand further away.
"L-let me do it..." Jungkook mumbled softly.
Jimin nodded his head before he leaned back into the chair. Jungkook slowly lifted the bag of ice to Jimin's eye before he gently pressed the bag of ice down. Jimin grunted softly as soon as the chilly sensation of the bag settled onto his eye, but after a few minutes, the coolness felt nice on his eye.
Jungkook pulled out a chair next to Jimin and sat down on it, resting his head on his palm as he continued to hold the bag of ice on Jimin's eye. Jimin grew slightly worried as he studied Jungkook's face. Jungkook's usual honey toned skin was now slightly fair as the dark circles under his eyes seemed to pop out more than it did before.
Without thinking about it, Jimin reached out his hand to rest on Jungkook's cheek, softly caressing it with his thumb as they made eye contact with each other. Jungkook's anxiety levels were rising up each passing second as he stared into Jimin's dark colored orbs. As much as he tried to look away, he couldn't. It was like Jimin's eyes held Jungkook in a trance that he didn't want to get out of.
Tears slowly brimmed Jimin's eyes as he recalled the painful memory where he hurt Jungkook. Jimin breathed shakily before he took his hand away, looking down at his clenched up hands as a warm tear rolled down his cheek. Jungkook looked up at Jimin with concern before he gently placed the bag of ice on the kitchen table, turning his body towards Jimin. Jimin's tears didn't stop flowing, he didn't make a sound, not even a soft whimper.
Jimin removed his gaze from his hands and forced himself to focus them on the boy in front of him.
"I-I'm so fucking sorry..." Jimin breathed out.
Jungkook gasped in shock as the usual cold, demanding person that was his master, turned into this crying, sad person. Jungkook felt tears brim his eyes but, he blinked them away as he stared at his master's figure. Jimin coughed softly before he spoke up again, his voice filled with sadness and guilt as he stared at Jungkook with sorrowful eyes.
"Y-you didn't deserve....t-that!" Jimin wiped away his tears that rolled down his cheeks but it didn't work as fresh ones replaced them.
"I'm such a fucking idiot...." Jimin mumbled as he rested his head on the table. Jungkook opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out, only a tiny squeak as tears flowed down his pink-tinted cheeks.
Jimin's eyes widened as he turned his head to look at Jungkook, he gently grabbed Jungkook's head with his hands and quickly wiped away his tears. Jungkook sobbed quietly as he grasped onto Jimin's hands that were holding his head. Jimin's chest tightened up as he tried to contain his cries, "N-no, d-don't cry.... I-I deserve the p-pain...." Jimin stuttered as he gently grazed his thumb under Jungkook's eyes.
Jungkook shook his head frantically as he tightly closed his eyes, his head was pounding from crying but his heart hurt more whenever he saw Jimin's depressed face.
"N-no y-you *hic* d-don't!" Jungkook wailed as he slowly opened his eyes. Jimin shook his head softly, gently moving the small strands of hair that fell onto Jungkook's face.
"Yes, I-I do...I-I can take it, my mother left me....my father never loved me... a-and...." Jimin closed his eyes tightly as he remembered his mother's beautiful face and loving aura, releasing a loud sob once he realized he would never fell it again...
"A-and now.... you'll leave me...." He finished saying as he removed his grip from Jungkook, only to hear Jungkook's cries growing more louder once he did. Jungkook frantically held Jimin's hands in his own, as if it was the last 5 minutes on Earth as he stared into Jimin's tear filled eyes.
"N-no! I don't care what you did! I-I s-still care about you! I always will, nothing you could do will make me stop caring!" Jungkook cried as he briefly stared down at his stomach. Jimin gently removed Jungkook's hands from his own as he stood up from his chair.
"J-Jungkook, it's alright...you can be with Jin, I know he cares about you..." Jimin said as more painful tears rolled down his cheeks, making him turn his head away from Jungkook's eyes.
"I'm making the right decision...right"
Jungkook ran up to Jimin and hugged him tightly as he shook his head. Jimin bit his tongue softly before he turned around in Jungkook's hold, grabbing Jungkook's arms around him and easily prying them off as he looked down at Jungkook.
"D-don't make this harder than it should be... y-you be safe, far away from me... y-you'll be happier, you'll be protected....away from someone as pathetic as me-" Jimin's didn't finish as he felt...
Jungkook's lips on his...
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*hides*
I'm listening to Jungkook's "If you"
cover AND IM THINKING IF I SHOULD PUT IT IN THE BEGINNING OF THE CHAPTER TO MAKE IT BETTER BECAUSE IT'S SO BEAUTIFUL THAT IT'LL MAKE YOU CRY.
(I did it 😂)
(It did for me)
AYE HOW YOU LIKE THIS CHAPTER?
I'm thinking this book is kinda sucky and I'm probably going to unpublish it because it's not that good :/
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(Not proffered, I apologize for any mistakes)