"Come on Y/N stop lacking it. I know you're stronger than this so move it!"
"Stopping dragging and move! Jump! There we go! Now run faster!"
"Alright that's enough for today."
I let out a deep breath as I reached for my water bottle putting down my gun. It's been a long day of training. Me and my brother are all in a secret organization that has they're best agents go undercover and arrest or sometimes kill drug lords, people who have killed innocent people. It all depends on what they have done to have the secret organization to go after them. Well my father was one of the founders of this organization and well he had my older brothers all join. He trained all of them and the mistakes he made with my eldest he made sure not to do with the second oldest, and the mistakes he made with the second oldest he made sure not to do with third and he did the same same things with my fourth oldest.
So he wanted me to be perfect. He wanted no mistakes with me. Which was why I'm one of the best. Yes I'm the youngest. Every mission we have had I've been able to do by myself. I do fast and easy. Some missions are hard but I get through it.
"Alright Y/N that's enough. I think you've ran quite enough." I felt a hand in my should stopping me from another run around the field. I turned around to see my father. "Get some rest we have a meeting tomorrow in the morning." I nodded as he walked away. My dad has always been in a way cold. Don't get me wrong he does have his moments where he's the nice father trying to have with his kids but that's only some times. I never usually saw him laid back, not as a teenager that is.
*
"Wait. You want me to go back to school. The whole point on graduating early was to not go back." I looked down at the profile reading over what the mission was supposed to be.
"Yes. You'll be undercover. The guy we need to get is the principal. A principal who had a double life. He uses his job as the principal as a cover up. While he sells high market drugs. Not just any drugs. Diazepam, Methamphetamine and Opiates. Some school girls have also gone missing. We have a leverage on where the girls could be. There are a total of ten girls. You already have all your clases set. You'll be named Y/N Davis. You're also going to be his personal assistant. You'll be starting tomorrow. You understand what you have to do, correct." I nodded as I picked up the pictures of the girls. They're mostly freshmen and sophomores.
"Yes I got it."
**
I walked into the school acting lost. That was until I saw the principal John Smith coming towards me. He was being followed by a short blonde girl. He smiled down at me. Now I know why he's got this really covered.
"Welcome to Rosewood High Y/N Davis, one of my top students will show you around and then bring you back to me. I'll see you soon." He then walked away with a charming smile. Yup he's twisted mother fu-
"Hi, I'm Ally Brooke I'll be showing you around." As soon as she looked at me with those beautiful brown eyes I felt-holy shit.
I'm in love.
"U-Uh I'm-I'm Y/N." For the first in I think awhile I felt my cheeks warm. I can't remember the last time I've felt this way. I don't think I've ever felt this way. She's gorgeous that beautiful smile she had as she showed me around. Although I already knew where everything was at but seeing her smile, good god.
My heart is all mush.
She's going to be trouble.
And I liked it.
*
It's been about two months since I got into school. I was able to get everything we needed to get the guy. All we had to do was wait for him to pick up the drugs at the docs.
Right now Ally and I were sitting under a tree as she had her head on my lap. Let me tell you I got really close to her. She was amazing. She had such a beautiful soul she was such a nice person. She didn't have a mean bone in her body.
"Hey what do you plan to do after high school."
"Um I don't know maybe join the police force or the army. I've always liked being able to help people. I know there are other ways I could help but being able to bring criminals to justice makes me want to help. Being able to bring families justice for their loved ones, I just know I could help. I know there are lots of lose criminals out there and they need to be brought to justice. That's what I want to do." Well I'm not completely lying it's just I'm just doing that now.
"Mm I knew you were special when I met you. You have such a nice heart." She reached up and creased my cheek. I smiled down at her smoothing out her hair.
"You're the one to talk Ally. You'll be the one saving lives as Dr.Hernandez can't wait to see you with that doctor coat." She smiled big up at me. "You'll be in my life that long?" I smiled teasingly down at her. "Unless you don't want me to?" She sat up and looked at me with those killer eyes.
"I want you to stay in my life." She wrapped her arms around my neck as she straddled my lap. Like that she leaned forward and pecked my lips. I smiled into the kiss as I held her hips. I tried to ignore these feelings but I couldn't. She knocked down my walls surrounding my heart and made home in my heart and refused to get out. So yes we started dating like one month after I got here.
I felt my phone vibrating but Ally's lips were just so addicting. I couldn't get enough. I was happy. Yes I had a job to do but good god I was happy. I've never been so happy. I can't wait for this job to finish so I could spend even more time with her.
"Babe your phone is ringing." I groaned as she pulled away and went to answer seeing that my dad was calling my eyes widen.
"Shit."
"Hey language. What's wrong?"
"I'm late my dad wanted to talk to me. I have to go. I'll see you later?" Ally smiled and nodded as she stood up. I stood up as well pecking her lips and quickly leaving.
I can't believe I'm late again. This is like...I've honestly lost count on how many times I've been late for training.
*
"Why the fuck were you late? Again. It's that girl isn't it." Dad roared as he yelled at me. Yes he knew of Ally and he didn't like. He didn't like that he's best Agent was falling behind. I didn't think was falling behind. I was still getting shit done which was what mattered. I was still fit, fast and smart. I didn't need to train every day.
"Leave her out of this dad."
"No she's going to end up getting you killed. You need to focus and get the job done." I rolled my eyes and stared back at him with the same glare. "I am getting the job done. Greg is going to docs at the end of this week by neck week he'll be sitting in prison cell and the girls he's taken will be safe and sound at their home with their families." My brothers just stood there not wanting to get yelled at by our father. But I wasn't like them. I know what I'm doing.
"You'll stop seeing her-No I will not. She makes me happy why is that so bad?"
"Love is weakness Y/N you should know that. You're becoming soft. Last week when you when on that small mission. It took you twice the time yo finish. You needed back up cause if you didn't you'd get yourself killed." Okay that's not true. The only reason I needed back up was because it was an ambush. I'm good but not that good to take over thirty men down by my self and with only one clip from handgun that had only fifteen rounds.
"Forget dad. So what if need some help here and there. I'm strong and smart I can handle my self." With that I walked away. If he thought he could get me to stop seeing Ally he was dead wrong.
Is it so bad that instead of going by myself into a dangerous mission I'd rather take some back up. Yes I used to go by myself but I knew the risks. I want to be able to come back to the base so I could see Ally again. I know it's kinda cliche but it's how I feel. She's the happiness, the sunshine that I didn't know I needed until now.
*
I looked around the hall way looking for Ally it was now by the end of the day. And I haven't seen Ally I was starting to worry. I called her but went to voicemail and sent her text that were never open. I was in my last class looking at the empty spot next to me when the door to the class room opened. I looked up to see the John come in.
"I'm sorry to interrupt this class but I unfortunately have bad news." Every listened carefully as he held a paper. "Last night there was a shooting at a bakery. A very well known bakery...the Hernandez Bakery was gun down." I felt my heart stop at the name. That's Ally's parents bakery. She said she was there last night. She said she was there. "The only one in the store was our fellow classmate Ally Brooke. Unfortunately Ally was killed..."
*
Y/N blankly stared at the wall as she held her rifle as everyone else was getting geared up. She wanted revenge. She needed it. She needed to finish this job so she could find the assholes who shot up the bakery. She needed to. She had to. Ally was taken from her. Before they could truly move forward into their relationship. She needed revenge. She's never felt so lost, so hurt, so broken. Every night after training, yes she went back to training daily, every night after training she'd go to her apartment and cry her eyes out. For once in her life she was truly happy only to have it ripped away from her.
She was ruthless, careless, heartless when she was on the missions. She didn't care. She was falling and she didn't care. Her father tired to get her to snap out of it but it only angered her even more. Her brothers knew to stay away. So she was alone.
*
"Y/N get back." Y/N didn't listen she would just fire her gun at everyone who shot at her. She already had a gun wound on her leg but she didn't care. She wasn't even taking cover. After they arrested John Smith and got the missing girls back she stopped with the undercover and went straight into missions and only missions. She's tried everything to find out what happened on the night bakery was shot down but got nothing. Every time she looked for anything she got nothing. This was over a year ago now. So she needed to take her anger out somehow.
She continued to fire her gun until she felt a sharp pain coming from her arm. She looked to the right to see a boy maybe her age looking at her with scared eyes. The boy was pointing a empty hand gun at her. She shot her gun shooting the boy straight through the chest. Not killing him but still life threatening.
**
"What the hell are you doing out there?!" Y/N's dad yelled at his youngest child. He was angry and worried. He couldn't believe that his youngest would care so less about her life. She could have been killed and she didn't care. He was angry that he didn't get respond. That Y/N was only starting at the wall with no emotion.
He didn't think what he did a year ago would do this to his daughter. If he had known he wouldn't have done it.
*
Another two years went by and Y/N was no better. If anything worse. With the amount of bullet wounds she had it'd be a surprise that she wasn't dead. She became so careless and no one knew what to do.
She sat in the cafe in New York. She had a few weeks off and she didn't know what to do. After all the investigation she did for The Bakery Shooting she got nothing. No answers. No nothing. She still longed to have Ally in her arms again. Just to tell her that she loves her.
She let out a sigh and stood up. She needed to leave back to her apartment. She needed to lay down and sleep. Something she hasn't done in a long time. Ever since that day Y/N hasn't been able to sleep well. Every time she did she'd wake up in sweat and tears. She could only dream about how Ally could have died. How her last moments where. Some dream would be with Ally standing in front of her only to have her disappear when she reached out for her.
Y/N was cut off by someone bumping into her.
"Oh I'm so sorry." Y/N froze at the voice. It couldn't be. No it couldn't be. It couldn't. It wasn't possible.
Y/N looked up from the floor only to be met with those beautiful chocolate eyes she's messed oh so much.
"A-Ally?"
Ally shot her head up with wide eyes her eyes meeting tear red eyes. She couldn't believe after all this time she'd see you again. After what Y/N's father said she thought that the option that Y/N's father suggested was the best. She didn't want Y/N to die because of her. Yes Y/N's father told her everything and she didn't know that Y/N was blowing off her training to be with her. She couldn't live with that if it had happen.
"Y/N." Ally whispered her eyes also filling with tears. She missed you just as much. She couldn't bare the thought on how Y/N must have felt at believing she was dead.
Y/N could only pull Ally in a oh so much needed hug. Ally hugged Y/N just as tight. Y/N cried tears of joy at seeing that the girl she was so much in love with was standing in front of her. And it wasn't a dream.
Ally's heart broke at the sound of Y/N's cries. Ally gently pulled away from the hug leading Y/N to her apartment which wasn't far.
Once the two were in the apartment Y/N was the first one to speak.
"I-I thought you were dead." She whispered. Ally sat her down on the couch taking a seat right next to her.
"I'm sorry I put you through so much pain. It wasn't my intention. I never wanted this to happen. But when your father came to my house and told me how you weren't doing your best in the force and how you were putting yourself in danger because of me. He told me to leave. He told me that if I left you would be safe and you focus on your career. I didn't want to find out that your died because of me. I didn't-My father made you do this? He knew that you were alive ?" Ally nodded.
"Yes but I agreed. Y/N I'm so sorry Y/N and I understand if you're mad at me. And I-Ally all this time I-I thought you were dead. I thought that the girl I was in love with was dead. The girl that I never told just how much I love her was dead." Y/N cried into her hands. Ally's heart breaking even more at sound.
"Y/N please. I'm so sorry. I'm here and alive. And I wish I could of reached out to you. I love you too Y/N. More than anything. I've always have." The two hugged each other as they both cried.
*
"You fucking asshole! You made believe that the girl I love was dead." Y/N angrily pushed her father who was stunned at first.
"Y/N lis-Why so you could tell me one of your other bullshit lies. I fucking hat you. You saw, you saw broken and hurt I was. How defeated I was. You did this to make me better at my job. You made me worse. You made me not care anymore. She, she's the one showed me that living life was more important than just doing work. You could have told me instead of letting me go crazy on trying to figure out what happened that night."
"Y/N please lis-I quit. I fucking quit."
"You can't-I just did." With that you left letting your father yell out for you.
**
Ally softly traced all scars and bullet wounds you had with tears in her eyes. She could have prevented this if she would just talk to Y/N but she didn't. In the moon light Ally could perfectly seen the scars and bullet wounds on her lover's body.
"I love you Y/N."
"I love you too. Thank you Ally."
"For what?"
"For showing me that love isn't weakness. It's strength."
**
😊✌🏽
-Moni