Lauren's POV:
I woke up the next morning at the voice of Camila's phone ringing. I sighed in annoyance and shifted on the bed.
"Camila, your phone is ringing. Stop it please I want to sleep." I grumbled and turned to the other side. I was extremely tired after yesterday. Camila kept crying for hours and I was comforting her. After she calmed a bit I called Liam, because Harry didn't answer me, and told him that I'll sleep at Camila's house. We went to sleep at 6 am after I managed to convenes Camila that she has to rest because she has work tomorrow.
And now the phone was ringing, what a bad timing! It was so early and we barely slept. Who could it be?
"Camila, your phone." I called again with a higher voice and kicked her leg slightly so she'll wake up. She sighed and sat up next to me then grabbed her phone from the nightstand next to her bed,
"It's your brother. I'm not gonna answer it." she informed me as she put the phone back to its place and went back to sleep.
"It's your boyfriend, not my brother." I argued and buried my head under the pillow.
"Ex boyfriend." Camila mumbled lazily as she pulled the blanket over her head.
"Okay whatever, would you please-" but before I end my sentence, the phone stopped ringing. I breathed in relief, it finally stopped. Now I can come back to sleep. But before I could do that, the phone started ringing again.
"Dear lord." I sighed and sat up, "Camila either you answer him or turn the phone off, I'm so tired and I want to sleep." I whimpered as I removed the blanket from Camila. She groaned and sat up again,
"You have a really annoying brother." She shouted as she grabbed her phone and turned it off.
"Hey! You've dated him for 2 months." I protested, earning a death glare from her.
"Dated, in the past, and now it's over." She said and then got up from the bed.
"Where are you going?"
"I have work at 10. I have to get ready." She stated as she made her way to the bathroom.
"Ughh, you reminded me how much work sucks." I said and got up from the bed too, "I'm gonna make us some coffee." I said before getting out from the room and heading towards the kitchen.
After minutes the coffee was ready. I held the two mugs and walked to the living room. I placed them on the table and sat on the couch, waiting for Camila to get out from the bathroom.
I started thinking of the last two days and how things have changed. Camila and Harry, me and Zayn.. everything changed. We were so happy, two days ago I was walking with Zayn and talking about Harry's relationship with Camila. And now I'm waking up at Camila's house after a long night full of tears from both of us.
Zayn.. what happened between us? How we ended up like this? Why I put myself in such a situation from the beginning? Why did I allow myself to fall in love with him in the first place? Why I was so weak to resist him? why I couldn't control my feelings towards him even though I knew he has a girlfriend?
The only one who should be blamed is me, I caused this pain to myself. I'm the one who didn't think with her mind and thought only with her heart. I'm the one who agreed to be with a taken guy. I should've stopped him, I should've stopped myself. But regret is not useful now, it won't help me to get out of this. I have to think of a way to save myself from this. I have to stop loving him. I have to fix my heart and move on in life. I have to be okay. I have to be happy again.
A ring on the bell returned me back to reality. I got up from the couch and headed towards the door to open it. My breath caught in my throat at the moment I saw who it was; it was him, the man who I was thinking about seconds ago, Zayn.
"What are you doing here?" I asked bluntly, surprised of seeing him. I can tell he looked surprised from seeing me too because his eyes were wide in shock. He shook his head slightly to wake up from the shock and then smiled to me,
"How are you, Lauren?" he asked in a low voice, his tone holding so much pain in it.
"I asked you a question; what are you doing here?" I repeated pettishly, gritting my teeth.
"Umm, I… I came to talk to Camila, I didn't know you were here." He finally answered and I felt my heart hitch in pain; he didn't come to see me, he came to talk to Camila.
"What do you want from her?" I asked again after taking a deep breath to stop my tears from falling.
"Zayn?" Camila suddenly showed up, stopping him from answering me. She walked outside to him and gave him a quick hug, "How are you Camz?" he asked her with a smile.
"I'm good, what about you?"
"Good." He answered as he looked at me. I kept glaring at him with my arms crossed over my chest.
"Why you're still standing outside? Get in!" Camila opened the door for him and I moved from their way. They both got in and then Camila closed the door. They went to the living room and sat on the couch.
"I'm gonna make you a coffee." I said to Zayn with a forced smile.
"No, it's okay I don't want to bother you." he said but I ignored him and walked to the kitchen. The coffee was just an excuse so I won't sit with them, I couldn't sit with Zayn in the same room without remembering everything we shared. But the worst part from all of this is that I felt sorry for him; he looked hurt. His eyes were full of pain and he looked tired. It's so hard for me to see him like this without being able to do anything.
The truth is I missed him. It has been only two days but I miss him so much. I miss his smiles and his laughs. I miss his hugs and his kisses. I miss how we used to talk for hours and spend time together. I miss our morning walks, I miss when he used to sneak to my room at the middle of the night and lay next to me. I miss his smell, I miss his touch, I miss him.. everything about him.
I put my hands on the table and looked at the blank wall in front of me. I took deep breaths to calm myself. I was on the verse of crying and I didn't want to do this now, not with him sitting a room away from me. I can't let him sense my weakness. I can't let him see me crying. I can't show him how broken I am.
This can happen in one way; I have to stay away from him. I have to avoid him as much as possible. That would be hard but I have to do it.
I took my phone out from my pocket and searched for Liam's number. after I founded it I pressed the call button and waited for him to answer.
"Morning Lauren." Liam's sleepy voice came from the other end of the phone.
"Morning Liam, how are you?"
"Good sweetie, what about you?"
"Good. Umm Liam, can you come and pick me up from Camila's house?" I asked in embarrassment, not wanting to bother him or anything.
"Why? Are you bored?" he asked jokingly.
"No no, but it's just… Camila is going to her work and I don't want to stay here by myself." I lied, it was okay for me to wait for Camila here, but I didn't want to stay in one place with Zayn.
"Oh, I see. I'll come and pick you in a minute, be ready."
"I will, thank you so much Liam."
"No problem sweetie." and with that he ended the call. I put my phone back into my pocket and then started making Zayn's coffee.
Zayn's POV:
I woke up early in the morning at my family's house. I woke Perrie up and told her to get ready. I decided last night to visit Camila and talk to her about what happened with Her and Harry. Harry was my best friend and despite all of what he did I still want to help him. he loves Camila so much and she loves him too. Camila became a close friend for me too and I have to help both of them. They didn't deserve what happened. Harry made a terrible mistake but he regrets it and I have to help him to fix what he ruined.
After Me and Perrie got dressed we said our goodbyes to my family and then went out. First I started driving towards Perrie's house which she was sharing with her other band mates.
"See you later, baby." I kissed her cheek and waited for her to get out of the car but she didn't. She just sat there with frowning eyebrows and pouty lips, "What's wrong, babe?" I forced myself to ask.
"I want to stay with you." she pouted childishly as she looked away through her window.
"But I told you babe, I have to see Camila and talk to her. she doesn't know you well and you can't come with me." I explained but she didn't look at me, "Listen honey," I held her hand and started stroking it," I promise to make it up for you." I spoke softly and then she turned to look at me.
"How? By taking me to a restaurant or to cinema? I'm sick of this, Zayn. You treat me like a child. Why can't we do something weird or more fun? All the other couples travel around the world and do interesting things together. Why we can't be like them? You didn't take me to anywhere outside London. All what we do is going to your house or mine, and if you want to surprise me you take me to a restaurant. What a romantic boyfriend!" she shouted loudly and I tried to stay calm as possible.
"I know, I'm sorry babe. I promise that-" I was about to say but she cut me off,
"Stop promising things that you won't do!" she snapped and that's when I lost it all.
"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY? THAT I'LL TAKE YOU TO PARIS? WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO HA? YOU AGREED TO BE WITH ME ALTHOUGHT YOU KNEW I'M A BUSY MAN AND I BARELY HAVE TIME FOR MYSELF, SO WHAT CHANGED NOW? WHY YOU STARTED COMPLAINING NOW?" I screamed straight at her face. Tears started to stream down her face as she stared at me in shock, surprised of my sudden reaction.
"Listen Perrie, this is me and this is my life. if you like it you can be a part from it, but if you don't…." I stopped talking and looked at her after realizing that ending this sentence will be harsh.
"What? What will happen if I didn't like it?" she whispered shockingly, her tears falling silently from her wide eyes.
"Just get out of the car, Perrie. We'll talk later." I said to end the fight. She obeyed without saying a word, shutting the door firmly behind her.
I let out a frustrated, loud groan after she got out and started hitting the steering wheel repeatedly with my clenched up fist. I was so angry and upset, not just because of Perrie but because of everything. Nothing was working out with me. I've ruined everything with Lauren because I was so stupid and couldn't control myself, and now I let out all my anger on Perrie even though she didn't deserve it.
I didn't plan to be so hard on her like this. She started it, she kept talking and complaining until I let out all my anger on her. but I shouldn't do this, I don't know what happened to me. I don't know why I'm getting angry at everybody even thought the only one who I should be angry at is myself. I'm responsible for all what happened. I have to stop blaming everyone and start blaming myself.
I hit the steering wheel one more time before I started the car and drove to Camila's house. The dirve towards her house didn't take a lot of time, or maybe it did but I wasn't paying attention. All I knew that now I was parking the car outside Camila's building.
Before I get outside the car I looked at my reflection in the rearview mirror to make sure it wasn't obvious that I was crying the whole ride to here. After fixing my hair and my clothes I got out from the car and got inside. I walked towards Camila's apartment and rang the bell, waiting for her to answer. I heard footsteps coming close to the door and then the door opened, revealing the last person I expected to see right now.
It was her; Lauren. The reason of my anger and heartache. My love, the girl that turned my life upside down after she got into it. She was here, she was here and standing in front of me.
I couldn't believe my eyes when she opened the door for me. I was so happy to see her, I missed her so much. when she appeared in front of me I felt a weird feeling inside of me, I was happy and sad at the same time. I was happy to see her, but I felt sad because of the way she looked; her face looked pale and tired. Her green eyes weren't sparkling as they used to do when I show up in front of her and the wide smile that used to spread all over her face when she sees me didn't appear this time. But despite all of this, she still looked beautiful.
The first thing she said to me was asking what I was doing here. I stuttered and then asked her how's she with a smile, but she didn't even smile back. She glared at me and repeated her question. My smile faded immediately when she did this and I felt my heart cracking into tiny million pieces. She was annoyed to see me, that was obvious. Her looks were full of furry and pain. She kept glaring at me until Camila finally showed up.
After Camila greeted me we went inside to the living room and sat on one of the couches, but Lauren didn't sit with us as I expected her to do. She excused herself to make me some coffee. I know she's lying, the coffee was just an excuse so she won't sit with us.
She can't stay with me in one room. She can't even stand seeing me in front of her. How painful is this? Does she have any idea how terrible that makes me feel? But I can't blame her, it's all my fault. I broke her heart and I deserve this treatment from her.
"Camila, I came here to talk to you about what happened yesterday." I started talking to Camila after I recovered from the shock of seeing Lauren.
"There's no need to talk to me about anything, Zayn. It's over, what was between me and Harry is over." Camila said in a sad tone and looked away
"But your eyes are telling the opposite." I said as I grabbed her chin and turned her face towards me. Her eyes started filling with tears immediately after I said these words,
"Zayn, he kissed her. He spent the night with her while I was here waiting for him to come as he promised me a day before." her voice broke but she took a deep breath and continued, "He didn't change at all, he was like this before and what happened yesterday was a normal thing for him. This is how he used to live before and I can't do anything to change that, I don't have the right to change his way of living."
"But you love him, and he loves you."
"No, he doesn't love me. I'm just another girl he met and wanted to get into her pants." she spoke in a voice full of pain.
"Did he do that?" I asked, embarrassed of myself for asking such a question, but I had to ask her this. I have to know if Harry really did this or not.
"No," she shook her head slightly, "he didn't, he didn't even ask to do this." she mumbled and looked at the ground shyly. I breathed in relief, thank god he didn't do this. That would make the situation worse than it really is.
"See? he didn't. He wasn't looking for this. He loves you for what you are, not because he wants to sleep with you. He loves you because you're an amazing and a very beautiful girl. You have a big heart and an awesome personality and that what he sees in you." I said as I looked at her in the eyes, "I've known Harry for 5 years now and let me tell you, I've never seen him like this before. I've never seen Harry falling for a girl as I saw him doing for you. He's so crazy about you, he sleeps with his phone on his ear talking to you. He even mumbles your name while he's sleeping!" I said and she chuckled slightly, "You make him very happy, he keeps smiling whenever he sees you or talks to you. He dances like an idiot out of happiness when he comes from your house. He counts the hours till your work finishes so he can meet you. Harry was never like this Camila, you've changed him, you really did." I said and tears started streaming down her face. I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and pulled her to my side, resting her head over my shoulder.
"If he really loves me then why he did that? why he lied to me?" she asked as her tears stained my shirt.
"I don't know, I really don't know. but he regrets that, he was shocked when he saw the pictures yesterday. He got out from the house like a crazy when he realized what he did. Maybe he was drunk and out of his mind, but he really loves you Camila." I said and she lifted her head from my shoulder and looked at me,
"Do you think so?" she asked in a shaky voice.
"I know so." I smiled to her and she smiled back. I kissed her forehead and then wiped her tears from her face, "and you love him too, don't try to deny it."
"I do, I love him.. I love him so much." she finally admitted with a shy smile causing a beautiful feeling to build inside of me, it's a beautiful feeling to see people in love, and specially when those people are my best friends. This was the first time for me to hear Camila saying she loves Harry, and it warmed my heart to see her saying it. After what happened between them, she was still able to say that she loves him, and that proves how real their love is.
"I'm so happy to hear this." I hugged her again and stroked her back.
"Thank you so much Zayn, you really made me feel better." she said as she pulled away, but before I had the chance to reply to her, Lauren walked to the room with a mug of coffee.
"Here's your coffee." she handed me the mug with the fakest smile I've ever seen.
"Thank you." I mumbled in a low voice as I took the mug from her hand, my eyes not leaving her. She looked at me and our eyes met, but she didn't look away or even drop the smile. She kept staring at me for seconds before she finally broke the gaze and walked to the armchair, grabbing her jacket from there.
"I'm coming back home now, Camila." she stated as she wore her jacket.
"Why?" Camila pouted sadly.
"Because you're going to your work soon and I don't want to stay by myself. But if you needed anything just call me, I'll be here in minutes."
"Why don't you wait a bit? I'm going home too, we'll go together." I offered excitedly, this is my only chance to talk to her alone.
"There's no need for that, I called Liam and asked him to pick me up. He's probably on his way now." She said with a small smirk, causing my blood to boil. Her phone rang on her pocket, causing us to break the hard glares we were sending to each others, "Oh, he arrived." she exclaimed before she answered her phone, "Hey Liam, did you arrive?" She spoke through the phone with excitement. She grabbed her bag and waved us goodbye before opening the door and leaving the house.
My feelings were not able to be described anymore. My heart was filled with a lot of things, pain, jealousy, and anger. What a teaser! she's spending time with Liam just to make me jealous, and it's working out with her. I was so jealous and angry, I felt my heart hitching in pain. The way she's treating me is killing me inside. She absolutely knows what she's doing, and she's happy of that. But she can't be blamed, I broke her heart, and now she's doing the same with me.
"Zayn?" Camila called, waving her hand in front of my face.
"Ha? You were saying something?" I asked after realizing that I was staring at the spot where Lauren was standing seconds ago.
"Yes, I was saying that your coffee is getting cold." She said with small smile and I chuckled,
"Oh, I'm sorry. I just… drifted away in my thoughts a bit." I said then sipped from my coffee.
"It's okay." She patted on my shoulder then stood up, "I'm going to get ready for work, make yourself at home." She said and then went inside to her room.
After Camila finished getting ready I offered to drive her to her work. She agreed happily and went with me. after I drove her there I went back home. I was driving so fast so I can arrive fast; I can't let Lauren stay alone with Liam, I can't leave them alone to do whatever they want.
I arrived in a short time and opened the door, but what I saw in front of me made me froze in my place.
Liam was laying on the ground with his face down and Lauren was sitting on his bare back. He was making pushups as she was sitting on his back and counting for him. she was laughing loudly whenever Liam raised his body up the ground and then lowered himself back.
"25….26…" Lauren counted as she laughed loudly, clenching Liam's shoulders so she won't fall.
"What's going on here?" I asked in shock, walking towards them. Liam dropped hard on his face when he heard my voice, causing Lauren to fall to the floor. She groaned and lifted her head up to look at me and Liam did the same. Lauren smirked when she saw me and sat up.
"We're exercising!" she answered with excitement
"Hey! I am the only one exercising here. You're just making it harder by sitting on my back." Liam joked with a smile, causing Lauren to laugh again. I didn't laugh at the silly thing he said, I just kept glaring at him, fighting the urge to punch him on the face to drop his smile.
"Well you're gonna thank me when you get a stronger lower back and stronger arms." She said as she patted on his muscular arm, which made my rage increase rapidly inside of me.
"Where's Harry?" I asked just to stop their conversation and scare Lauren a bit. Well, not scaring her, I just wanted her to take the hint from saying Harry's name, and she definitely did because she sent me a death glare that was faced by a smirk from me.
"I have no idea where he is. He hasn't came back since yesterday." Liam answered, causing me to feel worried.
"Did he call?" I asked again as I sat on the couch.
"No, he didn't." Liam answered again.
"He called Camila this morning but she didn't answer. don't worry about him, I bet he's fine. He's probably at that girl's house." Lauren said coldly as she got up from the ground and started walking upstairs, but the voice of the front door opening stopped her. she turned her face towards the door and we did the same, waiting to see who's going to come in.
"Harry! Where have you been buddy?" Liam exclaimed and got up from the ground.
"Out." Harry answered in a low voice.
"You got us worried, man. Why didn't you call?" Liam continued his questions.
"I wanted to stay alone." Harry answered in the same tone as he looked at Lauren, who turned her face and went back to walking upstairs when their eyes met.
"Lauren," Harry called as he saw her walking away. She stopped walking again and turned to look at him,
"What do you want?" she spat angrily, crossing her arms over her chest.
"Can I talk to you?" he asked softly, his voice carrying even more pain than before.
"Please Lauren." He begged when she didn't answer him, "Just hear what I'm gonna say then go, please." He pleaded and I felt sorry for him, he seemed hurt in a way I never thought I'll see him in. His eyes were red and puffy, it was obvious that he didn't sleep last night.
"Okay." Lauren finally agreed. A ghost of a smile appeared on his face when he got that answer from her, "Thank you." he mumbled.
"Let's talk outside." She ordered as she walked towards the front door with Harry following her.
Harry's POV:
"Let's talk outside." Lauren ordered as she walked towards the front door. I followed her immediately, afraid that she'll change her mind in any second. I closed the door behind us and then we both walked to the garden.
"So? What do you want to talk about? What do you want to say?" Lauren asked when we reached the middle of the garden.
"Lauren, I'm… I'm sorry." I started speaking, "I'm sorry for lying to you, I'm sorry for not telling you about me and Camila."
"Why? Why haven't you told me before?" she asked irritated, "Why you hid such a thing from me?"
"Because… because I was afraid that you won't like it. I was afraid that you won't be happy to know that I'm dating your best friend." I answered while looking at the ground. I was embarrassed of her. I really regret not telling her before about my relationship with Camila. I wish I was honest with her from the beginning.
"How could you think like that?" she laughed sarcastically, planting her hands on her hips, "Harry, I wouldn't mind at all. Actually, that thing would make me very happy, my best friend and my brother are in love so why I wouldn't like it?" she asked in a serious tone and a small smile appeared on my face.
"So you're okay with it?" I asked again just to be sure.
"Okay? I'm so happy for this! That's the best thing that could ever happen, but eventually you've ruined everything." she said, reminding me of what happened and causing my smile to fade.
"About that, it's not like how you think it is." I started explaining, "It was a game my mother played with Kendall behind my back to ruin my relationship with Camila, and unfortunately it worked." I mumbled and looked at the ground, embarrassed of my stupidity.
"Your mother? Anne?" Lauren gasped in shock.
"Yeah I know, I got shocked like you when I knew about that."
"But why? What did Camila do to her? why she doesn't want you to be with her?"
"I don't know, I really don't know. Camila probably didn't make anything wrong. It's all my mother's fault. You don't know her, she's a control freak; she likes to have the power to control people's lives and change whatever she doesn't like. She has been always like this, but it took me a long time to figure it out." My words were followed by a heavy silence. No one of us said a word, I was staring at her while she was looking away.
"Listen Harry," she finally looked at me, "I know that your mother planned for all of this, but she didn't force you to do anything; you are the one who got drunk and kissed that girl." Lauren said and I nodded embarrassingly. She was right, I shouldn't get drunk, I shouldn't listen to Kendall insistences, I shouldn't lie to Camila from the beginning and tell her that I have work.
"But I know you regret it, don't you?" she asked, pointing her finger at me.
"Yes, I do. I regret it I swear…"
"And you're ready to fix your mistake, aren't you?" she asked again,
"I'm ready to do anything and everything to fix it." I replied excitedly,
"Do you still love her, Harry?"
"I love her, I love her so much. I didn't stop loving her, and I will never do." a big smile appeared on Lauren's face when those words left my mouth.
"And she feels the same about you." she said and I felt my heart jumping in happiness.
"She told you this? Do you think she still loves me? I mean, after what I did and what happened.. do you think she'll accept my apologize?" I asked in one breath, feeling excited and worried at the same time.
"We'll never know if you stayed standing here! Go and talk to her, you idiot." She laughed and slapped my shoulder playfully. I chuckled and then hugged her tightly. she laughed, surprised from the sudden hug, but she hugged me back anyway.
I was about to cry, Lauren finally laughed, she's finally happy. It was so hard to me to see how sad she that day when she saw my pictures with Kendall. When she shouted on me that morning and said she hates me I felt an awful feeling, I hated myself for doing this to her and to Camila. I felt disgust of myself, I didn't only break Camila's heart, I broke Lauren's too. When Camila is happy Lauren is happy too, and When Camila is hurt Lauren is hurt too. Their friendship is so strong that they both share the same pains.
"I'm so sorry for lying to you and…. Everything, I'm sorry for everything." I apologized after breaking the hug.
"Naaah, It's okay. Siblings fight sometimes, right?" she asked with a wink.
"Yes, they do." I agreed as I messed her hair with my hand.
"Hey stop or I'll change my mind." She chuckled and yanked my hand away, "Aren't you going to see Camila?" she asked as she ran her hand through her hair to fix the mess I made.
"Yeah right, I should go now." I said as I looked at my watch, "But she has work now." I frowned as I read the time; it was 10:30. Camila's work starts at ten.
"So what? Go to her work place!"
"What? But how? What if anyone saw me?"
"Harry, everyone is gonna see you with her at the end. You don't have to hide anything, specially something like this. You're free to do whatever you want and whatever you like, don't allow anyone to control your life."
"How come I got so lucky to have a sister like you?" I smiled and kissed her forehead.
"I don't know, I guess you're just so lucky." She stuck her tongue out at me causing me to laugh.
"That's right, I'm definitely so lucky." I approved and gave her another quick hug, "I gotta go now, I have to apologize to your friend."
"You better do." she threatened jokingly but then her face expressions turned serious, "Harry, don't you ever break her heart again." She said in a serious tone.
"I won't, I promise." I said with a nervous smile but she didn't give me one back. I looked deeply into her eyes and saw that they were full of pain, a pain that I don't know the reason for.
"And don't lie to her, not even a small lie, do you understand?"
"Yes, I do. I won't lie to her again, I assure you."
"And don't cheat on her. Don't make her jealous, don't you ever do that okay?" she said in a shaky voice, the tone of it making me feel worried. I got closer to her and put my hands on her shoulders,
"Lauren, I won't cheat on her. I won't hurt her again, I promise you." I whispered softly and then tears started falling from her eyes, "hey hey, why the tears?" I asked in surprise and wiped her tears.
"Nothing it's just… she means so much to me and I don't want her to get hurt." She said, looking down at the ground. She's lying, there's something else.
"Are you okay sweetheart? Is there anything bothering you?" I asked concerned. She looked hurt, there's something not right with her.
"No, I'm fine." She smiled comfortably to me, "everything is okay."
"I hope it is." I mumbled, still not believing her, "Lauren, if anything wrong happened with you, tell me okay? I'm your brother, don't hide anything from me." I spoke softly to assure her it's okay to tell me what was going on with her.
"I'm not hiding anything. I'm fine, there's nothing wrong." She gave me the same answer, or to be more correct; the same lie. She's definitely hiding something, she's avoiding to look into my eyes and her voice was shaking. I'm sure she's not okay as she's pretending to be.
"What are you still doing here? Go and get your girl back!" Lauren exclaimed through her tears, making me smile.
"I love you so much." I hugged her again and stroked her back.
"I love you too." she mumbled over my shoulder as she hugged me back. My sister is not okay, I can sense that. But she's not gonna tell me, she's gonna hide her pain as she always used to do. she's always pretending that she's strong so she doesn't worry anyone, but I'll do the impossible to know what's wrong with her.
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