The night was young and Nina was enjoying every moment with Dante.
Laughing Dante and I drunk an adult beverage and walked down the block to the lake close by my house. " You had fun today boo?" "It was great school was lame as usual.
"I really think I'm going to move and start my senior year somewhere else i cant take brook haven serious anymore. The teachers are idiots and don't know anything without all the answers right in front of them."
"The whole student body is full of mess and has a thrill for drama that's not my style at all." "Baby chill out you got one more year until you can be with me for real without all the extra stuff behind it."
"I just want you girl so stay ill die if you leave." "Shut up Dante your lying." "But I'm not I'm looking you in your eyes to insure you that I'm speaking real."
Once Dante dropped me off i was drunk and i had never reached this level before. I wasn't worried because i had convinced myself that i could pull myself together before i got in. Only that wasn't the case.
Once i got inside the whole house was in the living room watching television. Almost stumbling Jessica jumped to her feet and ran over to me. Why did she do that? She was running to get me in trouble not that i cared but why lord why?
All eyes were on me as i stood up straight almost. "Sweetheart have you been drinking?" "No I'm just tired i had a really long day. Don't worry about me just let me rest good night."
Making it to my room i closed and locked my door. To my surprise Kyle didn't look at me or say anything to me. I guess he figured i was really done with him and all his lies he told.
Throwing down my things i stripped and threw on more comfortable clothes. Grabbing my phone Dante had sent me a really cute text message.
My love- I was texting you to make sure your alright. I know you made it in safe but i was worried about how much you drunk tonight and wanted to make sure your alright. Get some rest ill see you soon i love you boo. Good night princess.
Tying up my hair i put my phone on the charger and wrapped up my night. Just when i was about to fall asleep i felt vomit coming up out my mouth. Laying on the side of the bed i let it all out.
To tell you the truth i felt one hundred percent better afterwards. That morning when i woke up i had a headache so bad i dropped school and just lay in my bed for the rest of the morning. Jessica checked up on me as everybody got ready to leave for the day.
Pulling myself together i went downstairs to grab something to eat. The house was so quiet that's just what i needed peace and alone time. Sitting on the couch i rested my bones as my headache started to merge.
Feeling some what better i jumped on the computer and did some of my assignments on the computer no matter how bad i felt school was still important. Finishing two assignments i laid back down in my bed.
My phone was on loud ringer it woke me up out my sleep instantly. It was Dante calling me and waking me up.
"Hello." "Where are you?" "Home." "Whats wrong?" "I had a hangover." "Do you feel any better?" "Just a little bit." "Can i come over?" "Sure but just for a little while Dante no funny business."
"Okay no funny business i got you ma." It took Dante a whole hour to come but he came. Sitting on the couch again Dante held me and rocked me in his arms.
Then kissed my forehead and sat up. Pulling out a blunt he looked at me. "Can i light this up in here?"
"I mean i don't care besides nobody comes home until hours from now so go ahead. The smell should be gone before then."
Lighting up the blunt we smoked and got high. Dante hates when i get high because he says it makes me too goofy and he don't like goofy stuff. I was being goofy because i really like him anyways and i couldn't help myself i wasn't a weed smoker so i guess i had to get use to it.
We smoked three blunts and i fell asleep on Dante. The doorbell rung and i jumped out my sleep real fast. When i looked around i didn't see Dante nowhere.
Which it had me nervous because i woke up to some unexpected events. Going to the door i saw it was the cable man but i didn't even let him in. Turning towards my room i laid on my bed.
When Dante popped up out my closet i screamed so loud the neighbors had to hear me.
"Baby calm down i didn't know who the hell that was at the door. I just hid i don't do that baby girl."" It was the cable guy. You know what just go before somebody else comes."
"But i don't want to leave you. I love you baby." He was looking in my eyes like he was for real. We started kissing and he was rubbing on me.
He got on top of me on the bed and was going crazy squeezing my booty and kissing on my boobs and neck.
We had sex for the first time and once he was finally gone that was all i thought about, i had lost my virginity to Dante my crush of five years.
Ashley was trying to be all up in my business and i wasn't stunning her non sense she was talking crazy and it was the weekend i was trying to be out.
"Nina slow down please i know you've been in love with Dante for a while now but i just don't wont to see you hurt." " Yo Ashley leave me alone i don't know what your talking about anyways."
"Listen to me Nina don't be stupid girl everybody see the change in you. Don't forget i kind of helped you get noticed." "Bitch don't you dare throw up nothing in my face."
"I knew it your just like the rest of them. So get lost ash i don't need you. I didn't need you before and i damn sho don't need your help now."
"Despite what your saying I'm still your friend regardless and I'm just telling you don't destroy yourself trying to love and fit in with Dante world. That's not your league or your lifestyle please Nina." "Ash get out my face please."
Walking up to the car i got inside and continued to sip on my cup and look at Ashley broken face. I didn't understand why she couldn't just be happy. I mean everybody else seemed to care about my happiness.
"I'm riding with you is that okay with you?"
" Ashley i don't care." Ashley jumped in the car with us. We pulled up to some buildings and sat there smoking a blunt.
It was dark and a bunch of jays were roaming around the buildings. A couple of them gave Dante some money and kept it pushing, then this bright pink Monte Carlo pulled up next to us.
Once Dante saw the car he got tense. "Oh my god what does this bitch want?" "Who is that?" Ashley asked concerned.
" My ex girlfriend Alice. She a big shit starter so you girls just relax i got this." Once Alice got out the car she held a bat in her hands.
" Get your ass out the car Dante. You really thought this was over i don't think so. You got some chicks in the car? Ladies hop out its time to do damage."
Ashley grabbed Nina's arm and held her tight as she looked on. On the other hand Nina was out of it and so drunk and high her eyes was low and she was slowed up.
Nina let ashleys grip go as Dante got out the car then she jumped out the car too."Bitch dont be pulling up on my man demanding him to get out his car your an ex bitch for a reason. You don't understand simple English bitch its over between you and him get over it broad."
I said standing outside the car laughing. Ashley grabbed my hand and tried to put me back in the car while Dante walked up on Alice. "Im about to smash you and your bitch watch me Dante you just left me out of town and thought it was cool now your being caught with this raggedy beast. Get out of here you suck."
"Just leave Alice please i don't wont no trouble tonight. Just go home and ill do the same." "Its over boo be gone go home damn." "Nina please hush." Ashley said.
"Shut that bitch up for i kill her Dante you know i will." "Chill out we about to pull out its not this serious." "Its very serious dude and I'm going to make you pay for leaving me stranded for a week. Your a dirty dog and you must suffer."
All Ashley saw was a pink gun as she jumped in front of the bullet for Nina. Once Ashley fell to the ground they sped off and left us there to pick up the pieces.
Rushing Ashley to the hospital i sobered up quick as the cops asked a billion questions. I couldn't believe my best friend got shot on account of me i felt so low and guilty i stayed up at that hospital the whole time.
I didn't change clothes, i didn't eat, or talk , i just stayed by her side all of this my fault.