‼️ TRIGGER WARNING ‼️
Mentions of suicide, self harm, depression, cheating, however it does end in fluff
It's been 2 weeks since I tried to kill myself and I've been in hospital ever since. Mom visits everyday and sometimes to my surprise even Daniel.
Today mom couldn't make it so it was just me and Daniel sitting in a room full of silence.
"Y/n why did you do that? Why did you try to kill your self?" Daniel said looking into my eyes
"Because. You cheated on me. I know it may not have been on purpose but it really, really hurt Daniel. I was so over the top in love with you, to the point where I would die for you. So when I saw you kissing her I walked away and became depressed thinking I wasn't enough. So I did try to kill myself. I thought it would have help everyone..." I trailed off looking at the bottom of the bed I had been stuck in for weeks
"Y/n I know nothing I can say will make what I did ok but I still love you. When I kissed her I wasn't thinking straight and I definitely was not thinking about how my own girlfriend would react. To be honest I wasn't thinking at all. We're not together and we never got together either. I feel so bad for everything I did to you. I hope you can forgive me one day" he said now looking away as well
"If I heard you right, did you say you still love me?" I said a smile creeping onto my face for the first time in months
"Uh what? No-I mean if yo-" he started blushing like crazy but I cut him off
"If I was allowed to move I would kiss you right now. So if you if you do still love me how bout you come here and give me a kiss?" I said with a huge smile on my face
Daniel looked up and his eyes met mine before he jumped up and kissed me
We broke apart and I rested my head on his chest
"I love you too and I forgive you. Just please don't do it again" I say taking in the beautiful smell of his shirt. It smelt like home
"I promise you with all my heart I will never do it again" Daniel said and kissed the top of my head
After a few more hours I was finally discharged from the hospital. Me and Daniel decided to drive back to the why don't we house since I missed the boys and Daniel told me they had been worried sick about me
Daniel pulled into the drive way and stopped the engine.
I climbed out and walked up next to Daniel in front of the door. I grabbed Daniels hand as he knocked on the door waiting for someone to open it
After a few seconds the door opened to a very smiley jack.
"OH MY GOD Y/N! I'm so happy your ok!" He said pulling me into a hug.
Jack had always been my best friend since the hour I first met him
Everyone else in the house heard what jack had said and ran to the us making it all one huge group hug
We all pulled away and I hugged them individually before coming inside the house
"Wow nothing has changed. Your still all really messy" I laughed knowing it would piss off jack and Daniel
"No we're not. It's Zach's fault" Daniel said pointing at Zach
"Ok just because he's the youngest doesn't mean you can blame everything on him and I was joking. It looks exactly the same as the last time I saw it" I said walking into the kitchen
"Are you two back together?" Asked jonah
Before i could answer Daniel cut me off
"Yes we are so back off she's mine" Daniel said and wrapped his arms around me, picked me up and ran upstairs into his room
The rest of the night consisted in playing games, being idiots, watching movies and me trying to cover up the hickey Daniel had given me on my collarbone
It was the happiest I've been in months. Definitely a night to remember
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