The Reoccurring Thoughts of a...

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Hi, my name is Caitlyn Shaffer. This is my journal. Inside it contains all of the emotions I've been experien... Meer

"Too Many High Hopes, Too Many Disappointments"
"No Matter What"
"Hopeless Case"
"Dead Inside"
"Strong Outside, So Much More Inside"
"My Story"
"Do What Makes You Feel Real"
"My Sister"
"Why I Write"
"Memories"
"Mental Intimacy"
"Grateful"
"Here's To You"
"Behind a Smile"
"You Are You"
"Maturity"
"I Was There"
"Don't Waste Your Time"
"Sorry is Just a Word"
"It Was Just the Memories"
"Everything Happens for a Reason"
"Do You Still Hate Me?"
"I'm Nothing Special"
"Angel/Demon"
"Ask Me"
"You Are My Favorite Story to Tell"
"I Can't Do it, but I Have To"
"Where Did the Time Go?"
"Your Mind is Your Own"
"Good Times, Bad People"
"Don't Lose Sight of What's Important"
"You Will See Light One Day"
"Don't"
"I Hate Feeling Heartbroken"
"Strong"
"Who Knew?"
"I'm Glad I Met You"
"You are the Captain of Your Own Ship"
"You're a Fucking Joke"
"Where Have You Been All My Life?"
"When it Hurts"
"Love Isn't Hard"
"Positives, Not Negatives"
"Happiness"
"Depression Seemingly without a Cause"
"You Cannot Save Everyone"
"I'm My Own Toughest Critic"
A Letter to My Love
Smile So No One Can Feel Your Pain
"It Hurts"
"Comfortably Numb"
"I Don't Like the Memories..."
"I Don't Want to Get Attached..."
"I Wish You Knew..."
"I'm One Of Those People..."
"A Female..."
"Sometimes the Best Thing..."
"Got a Masters Degree..."
"What's Depression Like?"
"Change Can Be Scary..."
"I Like To Be Left Alone"
"I Hate Being So Sensitive"
"You Lied"
"I Miss You"
"Vodka Burns My Throat..."
"Its Sad..."
"I'm Always Either Used..."
"Depression..."
"I Feel so Fucked Up..."
"Please Don't Wake Up..."
"I Don't Think Anyone Really Understands..."
"Behind My Smile is..."
"Nobody Wants Me"
"It Breaks My Heart..."
"Pain Changes People"
"She's Standing on a Line..."
"I Don't Want to Get Attached..."
"When I'm Hurt..."
"I'm Fading..."
"I Get Jealous..."
"Just Remember..."
"I Feel Like..."
"I Feel Like Everyone..."
"I Miss Talking to the Old You"
Not Friends, Not Enemies
"I'm Sensitive..."
"Have You Ever Been so Sad..."
"Did You Love Him?"
"I Wish You Knew..."
"So Sick..."
"No Response..."
"If He Wants You..."
"I Wish I Could Get a Refund..."
"I Wanna Run Away with Someone..."
A Lot Can Change in a Year
I Just Like How It Feels...

"You Never Think That the Last Time is the Last Time"

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Monday, June 3, 2017; 4:25am

"I will never leave you in the dark."
"No matter what happens, I wont just disappear"
"I know how it feels to be ghosted. I won't do that to you."
Once upon a time, I believed that.
I believed that you were the only one who would stay, regardless of my crazy mood swings and bad days.
But as soon as you knew you had your hooks in me, which you never actually wanted, you left.
You disappeared.
You told me that you were done with me.
That we should stop this.
You broke my heart.
You didn't care.
You left me in the dark.
I never realized that those fun late nights would be the last I would have with you.
I never realized that you were lying when you said you wouldn't.
I never realized that you would be the reason my head was never screwed on the right way after that.
You messed me up.
All because she messed you up.
Well guess what?
The world doesn't revolve around you.

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