Flaws and All

Por TasiaBryantJordan

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He sighed lowly to himself. "I love you too though" "You don't..." I replied. "Why don't you believe me?" "Be... Más

🌹Prologue
(Intro) Diynara Taylor
(Chpt.1-01) 1st Grade~✏
(Chpt.1-02) Meanie🤨
(Chpt.1-03) Vulnerable Virgin🌷
(Chpt. 1-04) Change📈
(Chpt.1-05) Valentine's Day💜
(Chpt.1-06) Not in my favor🤷🏽‍♀️
(Chpt.2-01) 12 & Pregnant😳
(Chpt.2-02) Newborn🤱
(Chpt.2-03) James💙🤱
(Chpt.2-04) New Edition✨
(Chpt.3-01) Boy Crazy😜🚹
(Chpt.3-02) PayBack👊
(Chpt.3-03) Pool Party🌞
(Chpt.3-04) Hair & D*ck appts?😅
(Chpt.3-05) Booked🚔🚨
(Chpt.3-06) Trey😗
(Chpt.3-07) Olivia👯‍♀️
(Chpt.3-08) Be My Boo💝
(Chapt.3-09) No Love there💔
(Chpt.3-10) Self Harm😰
(Chpt.3-11) Best friends Don't F*ck😣
(Chpt.4-01) New Boy🤤
(Chpt.4-02) Progress📈
(Chpt.4-03) Prom💃🕺🏼
(Chpt.4-04) Dance with me💃
(Chpt.4-05) Your Name🤔
(Chpt.4-06) Friend Problems😒
(Chpt.4-07) Bonding👫
(Chpt.4-08) Sniffing out the Virgin🧐
(Chpt.4-09) Sparks Fly✴
(Chpt.4-10) Let me be your first😘
(Chpt.4-11) Virgin no more🥴
(Chpt.4-12) The Aftermath⏩
(Chpt.4-13) Busted😱
(Chpt.4-14) Confessions💬
(Chpt.4-15) The Trip prt 1✈
(Chpt.4-16) The Trip prt 2✈☀
(Chpt.4-17) To Please Her❤
(Chpt.5-01) Coming Home to You💓
(Chpt.5-02) Birthday🎂
(Chpt.5-03) And Your Enemies closer👺
(Chpt.5-04) There For Me❤️
(Chpt.5-06) First Fight prt 1😤
(Chpt.5-07) First Fight prt 2😤
(Chpt.5-08) Valentine's💝💝
(Chpt.5-09) Lovin' & F*ckin'❣️
(Chpt.6-01) Our Tripping Over😞
(Chpt.6-02) Falling down😟
(Chpt.6-03) Break💔😳
(Chpt.6-04) Petty Cheats🙃
(Chpt.6-05) Our Fall🤭
(Chpt.6-06) The Breaking Point👿
(Chpt.6-07) The Breakup💔
(Chpt.7-01) On my Own😎
(Chpt.7-02) On Better Terms❓
(Chpt.7-03) Missing you👀
(Chpt.7-04) The Lust Agreement🥵
(Chpt.7-05) Addiction💊
(Chpt.7-06) Lazy Love😴❤️
(Chpt.7-07) A Threat🔪
(Chpt.7-08) A-dick-ed😶🤔
(Chpt.7-09) Makin' More than Movies🎥
(Chpt.7-10) Makin' More than Movies prt 2
(Chpt.8-01) Harsh🥺
(Chpt.8-02) Kids👶🏼👧🏾👦🏽
(Chpt.8-03) Marked✒
(Chpt.8-04) Baby Daddies🚼👀
(Chpt.8-05) We're Pregnant🤰😉
(Chpt.8-06) Called out🗣
(Chpt.8-07) My Baby father😜💙
(Chpt 8-08) Problems🆘
(Chpt.8-09) Who's boss🤔
(Chpt.8-10) New Mommy💕👶🏼
(Chpt.9-01) First Night🤗
(Chpt.9-02) New adjustments✍️
(Chpt.9-03) 3 Months Later⏰
(Chpt.9-04) Long time no see😏
(Chpt.9-05) Old Times😩
(Chpt.9-06) Back to Reality👾
(Chpt.9-07) Bitter Sweet🍬
(Chpt.9-08) Mama Allen👀
(Chpt.9-09) Oh.... Kehlani😻
(Chpt.9-10) A Break Down😓
(Chpt.10-01) Resolution👌🏽
(Chpt.10-02) Co-parenting👨‍👩‍👧
(Chpt.10-03) She Makes it Easier💯
(Chpt.10-04) Do you remember💭
(Chpt.10-05) Make Love to Me🤤❤️
(Chpt.10-06) Make Love to Me prt 2
(Chpt.10-07) Playing games😠
(Chpt.10-08) Forgiveness🙌🏼
(Chpt.10-09) As a Family👪💕
(Chpt.10-10) Mommy & Daddy😛
(Chpt.10-11) Welcome to the Family🤗🤗
(Chpt.10-12) Tell me Something💁‍♀️
(Chpt.11-01) A Loss❌
(Chpt.11-02) Losing streak😓🙄
(Chpt.11-03) Risky Relief💉
(Chpt.11-04) Sneaky Freaky💦
(Chpt.11-05) Fed Up with Surprises🤬
(Chpt.11-06) Abuse🤜
(Chpt.11-07) My Fate😬
(Chpt.11-08) Locked up⛓️
(Chpt.11-09) Flashbacks⌛️
(Chpt.11-10) My Son Now💙
(Chpt.11-11) Finally Something🙂
(Chpt.11-12) Goodbye👋🏼
(Chpt.11-13) Suffering😣
(Chpt.11-14) F*cked up😖
(Chpt.11-15) Another Chance💘
(Chpt.12-01) Mama's Boy😎
(Chpt.12-02) Tracking🔎
(Chpt.12-03) Jay❗️
(Chpt.12-04) Talking it out👥
(Chpt.12-05) Intentions🤫
(Chpt.12-06) Daddy's Day💚
(Chpt.12-07) Family👪❤️
(Chpt.12-08) Babies and Blues🚼💙
(Chpt.12-09) Meetings😆
(Chpt.12-10) His Mama💀
(Chpt.12-11) Dating?...No....Yes?🤷🏽‍♀️
(Chpt.12-12) Love Don't Change💗
(Chpt.13-01) Issa Wedding🔔💒
(Chpt.13-02) My Baby💍
(Chpt.13-03) Lovin' on the Brain🧠💖
(Chpt.13-04) Our Family Now👪🤗
(Chpt.13-05) I Love you, Jay🥰
✨Hey✨
What If: Dyme and Quanny
What If: Dyme and Kehlani??
What If: Dyme and Malik?
Sidelined: Part 1
Sidelined: First Time (Part 2)
Sidelined: She Ain't You (Part 3)
Flaws and All Mic' up🎙️
⚠New Book Alert!?
Advice, Covers & Extras

(Chpt.5-05) Steady Fallin'☺️

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Por TasiaBryantJordan

Chapter Five
-The Relationship-
~~~~~~
"What else can you share with us about your relationship with her? Just before we get into the.....hard parts"

"Well um, I guess I can share a few more good times. We had plenty of em. But specifically in January was....was when I knew I was madly in love with this incredible woman. I loved everything about her...flaws and all.."
*
:: January ::☁❄
-Jacob's POV-

"Girl.......if you don't let go of my dick, I swear to you–" I gave her the ice cold grill.

"You my boyfriend nigga, deal with it" she tightened up her grip further.

"Oh that's how it is now huh?"

I quickly turned to face her and wrapped my hand around her neck, seeing a smile appear across her face. "Let go of me..." I told her again.

And surprisingly, she let go and pulled her hands from out my sweats.

"Betta listen.......ow!" I yelled, feeling her step on me.

Immediately we started throwing hands in the classroom, hiting and kicking each other until we both fell out the damn chairs. But she still wanted to kick me while I was down, right. So I eventually grabbed one of her ankles and pulled it towards me so she couldn't get up. I got up instead and started dragging her slowly along the floor.

"Babe! Let go of me!" she laughed, covering her face in embarrassment.

"Um excuse me? This is a classroom, my classroom" My French teacher stepped back in from taking a run.

I helped Dyme up after we got in trouble, but she still wanted to play by pinching my ears.

"Miss Taylor, this is not your class sweetie..." Miss Dubois folded her arms.

"Can I stay Miss D, I gotta sub" she lied.

"I don't think so, go sit in someone else's class but not in mine. I can't have you distracting my students young lady–"

"Okay you can stop talking to me now" Dyme said, cutting her off.

"Excuse me?"

"Did I stutter? Or are you still learning English?" Dyme asked in a snarky tone.

"Babe...stop" I laughed at her.

"No because bitch ain't have to be nasty with me, I asked her nicely too" she talked to me while packing up her things off the desks. "I'll see you baby" she bent down to give me a kiss.......along with a pinch on the ear again.

I gritted my eyes at her and watched her walk out of the classroom, now causing me to get some funky looks from the teacher herself. Shit. It wasn't my fault my girl was bad....

:: 2 hours later ::
*Classroom door opens*🚪

"Hey Miss Dubois, the principal would like to speak to Jacob for a moment" a student came in.

"Jacob..., go to the principle's office please.."

"Grab your stuff too" the student added.

I got up quietly in the back and picked up my books, carrying them and myself out of the classroom to see...
"Babe?"

"Thanks KeKe" she waved goodbye at the girl that got me out. "You got everything?" she walked up to me next.

"Yeah but....what's going on?"

"You wanna go home?" she asked.

"I mean yeah of course but it's only 2nd period.."

"So? We're going home early today, I need a nap or something. Come on.."

I followed her into the hallways and over to our locker section, mine specifically. I cracked open my code and got my bookbag out to toss it on to my back before....

"Mm Mm. Leave it here" she said, pulling it back off.

"Why?"

"Because,....we can't look like we're ditching outside, then we'll get caught" she explained.

I tossed my book bag right back into my locker and all of my books with it. Taking out my keys and my phone to put em in my hoodie pocket instead. After that, she pulled me quickly down the halls again, bringing us to a dead end with a window above.

"Help me up" she whispered.

"We couldn't just go out the back?"

"No! The guards are on patrol back there"

I looked around nervously. "Babe I don't know about this–"

"Jay come on, don't be a pussy"

I sucked my teeth and lifted her up against the wall, seeing her unlock the window and push it open. She climbed up wall with no problem and crawled out through the window before bending back down. I grabbed her hand and climbed up the wall too, getting my fingers on the ledge before...

"Hey! What are you two doing!"

"Aw shit come on!" Dyme said, pulling me out with her.

"Agh, damn my back" I whimpered, holding my back as I got up on my feet again.

"Get back here!" The guard yelled.

"Run babe!" she laughed, darting off into the lot.

"Wait girl!"

*

Now we were on the bus safe and sound and on the way back to my place. We had a double seat to ourselves and kind of a long ride to go since I ain't have my car today. Adri wanted to borrow it to go...God knows where, but she said she'll buy me something in return. She's my responsibility so,...

"You run like a girl" Diya said, leaning over to lay on me and playing with my nose.

"Oh shut up, a nigga almost broke his back tryna get away. Because somebody wanna be a bad girl today"

"You love it though" she looked up at me.

"Yeah......*sighs* I do, but I know what chu' like" I pushed her up against the wall to bite at her neck.

"Babe...."

"What? You was doing all that shit earlier, think I forgot?" I gripped her up.

"Mmm, so you aggressive now"

"You love it though"

She smirked. "I do. But come on, we're in public. Lemme lay on you" she whined, crawling right back to lay her head on me.

I wrapped my arm around her and decided to chill again, taking in the moment to just...sit with my girlfriend on the bus. Minutes went by and neighborhoods were passed from looking out the window. And before I knew it, she had fallen asleep on me.

I gave in to a little nap too in my seat, but woke up right before it was our stop to get off. I tapped her gently and awoken her from her slummber, making sure we both got off as the bus pulled off from us.

*Dyme yawns* "Ou that ride was too good" she wiped her eyes. "Can you carry me, babe?"

"Girl what–?"

"Please? Just let me get on ya back, you know I ain't that heavy"

"Just get on cry baby, you lucky I love you" I bent over, feeling her quickly jump on to my back.

"I love you too, but don't drop me nigga" She said as I started walking us back to my house.

*

We finally got in the house after about 10 minutes, where we both went straight upstairs to kick it in my room. I closed the door behind me and looked back at her taking off her sneaks right away. Then she pulled off her hoodie and hung it on the back of my desk chair, exposing that little white tank top she had on underneath.

Meanwhile, I took off my own hoodie and sneakers to put em up with hers. I took off my t-shit and went into my drawer to put on a beater instead. When I looked back again, she was underneath my covers smiling at me.

"Damn, somebody must be really tired" I laughed.

"I'm a just take a nap okay"

"Yeah right, just go to sleep babe it's cool. I'll wake you up in about an hour or two"

:: 6:46 pm, 7 hours later ::
*Phone rings*📞

Waking up from off of her, I turned over to my end table to pick up her phone finally. This was like the 3rd time it rung but...I guess we were too busy to acknowledge it sooner.

"Mm, hello?"

"Who is this?" an older woman asked over the phone, alarmed.

"This is Jay, Diynara's boyfriend..."

"Oh, hello. Why couldn't she answer the phone? Where is my daughter?"

"Sorry miss but we were both sleep actually, and she's still asleep right now.........Should I wake her up?"

"No, it's fine sweetie. Just tell her to call me please. I just called to see what was up since she didn't pick up her brother today is all, and she never called me to inform me about it"

"Oh..okay, I'll tell her when she wakes up. She was just so tired today...and she's been sleep since 11 uh-3 o'clock I mean" ...shit, almost gave us away.

"Hmm, okay. Thanks again. Bye bye" she said, hanging up seconds later.

I pulled the phone down from my ears, setting it gently back on the table before I laid down again. I couldn't help but to take in my girlfriend's appearance while she was sleeping. It was so cute how her mouth hung open a little bit, to even how she slept with one leg up while she laid on her stomach.

Deep down, I was feeling all weird inside again and to sum it all up in a few words....I guess you can say I was in love with her at this point. She made my world go round, even when I thought nobody else could fix my broken heart over the lost of my parents. She was just...the kind of person I needed around. As loving and as caring as she is, I will never forget the times she's been my backbone. I never been so appreciative of a person so much but this girl deserves everything.

...she's my everything.

I rolled over and hugged up on her from behind, kissing her ear to her neck so she could wake up. Eventually she started to react to what I was doing, turning over on to her back so I could climb up to her face fully. We kissed passionately in this position, reminding me of how good it always felt to be on top of her during the get down.

It turned me on little by little, and now I wanted to feel her again. To invade her warm-ness with my love and nothing more. No domination, no screams, no pleads....just love making.

I continued to kiss her downwards, sucking on her chest as I lifted up her bra, and then all the way down to her belly button. A hand came down to grasp my arm gently, giving me the confidence I needed to undress her before me. I pulled off her shorts and then her underwear, tossing them somewhere on my floor to take off her top next.

From there, I watched her eyes open slightly to look down at me in the most sexist way possible. Opening her legs to give me complete access with so much trust and desire. I bended down in between, spreading her legs so I could kiss at her lips the right way.

"Mmmm...babe" she moaned softly, grabbing me again.

With another flick of my tongue, I shortly lifted up again and pulled down my sweats and my boxers. Undressing myself before my hard erection exposed to both of us in the moment. I moved in closer, lining myself up with her entrance before I went into her core. Climbing up to watch her react with so much plaseure and ecstasy as she looked up at me. Now we were face to face, breathing the same air as we took in our connection down below.

"I'm so in love with you..." I talked to her deeply, so caught up in the moment.

She laughed lightly and showed me a smile. "You mean it?...Not just sex talkin' me right"

"I mean it on my father's grave. Sorry I'm just now saying it and while I'm trying to have sex with you. I never planned it but...I feel it now. I feel like you're all that I need for me to be happy. Not a nice house or a fancy car, nor the attention from other women,...nothing. All because I have you and I promise you'll always have a place in my heart. Even if...God forbid– shit happens and I lose my mind and tell you what we had was nothing. Just know that I'm stupid and I'm lying, you'll always be here" I lifted her hand to my chest.

Taking in my words, she pulled me down and in for a kiss. "I'm in love with you too and I promise you'll always....have my heart as well"

"Let me make love to you" I humped her sensually, kissing up the side of her face as I went deeper inside.

"Mm-mah....yes Jay" her hands moved quickly to grab on to my back while she moaned beautifully in my ear.

I meant that promise with every drop of blood in my body at that time. And I was so happy she had felt the same way.

But remember when I said I loved her flaws too,...well I remember a little accident she had and boy did she hate herself because of it. But...it was okay for her to show me her not so perfect and lovely sides,...that's what made our love real. What made my love real. That I could still see her as the most beautiful girl I ever laid eyes on...even when she smelled like a fish market and fucked up my bed.
--Jacob💞

:: Days Later, Early morning ::

"Babe...........babe" I shook her by her shoulders in a hurry.

"Hmm?" she hummed.

"You're bleeding and you got blood everywhere" I said, looking down at the mess.

"Huh?" she sat up slowly to see what I'm talking about. "Oh my god, I'm so sorry" she jumped up, holding herself.

I got up from the bed too and looked at the big blood puddle too that she had created overnight.

"Babe it's on you too" she said covering her mouth.

"Awe really? *looks down*....shit yo" I looked down at my shorts, having a little bit of the blood here and there. My shorts were grey too😒😣

"Fuck...." I cursed, just thinking about the possibility of my pants being ruined and if bleach could get it out without turning the shit white itself. I was a tad disappointed about that....and sadly she saw it when she looked at me.

"I'm so sorry..." she cried....yes cried in real tears before rushing into my bathroom.

"Babe–....., babe it's fine okay" I chased after her and watched her close and lock the bathroom door in my face.

I could hear her crying in there through the door. Letting my heart sink for ever showing her my frustration. It was just one pair of shorts anyways..., I'll live..

"Babe can you open the door?....I'm not mad at you okay. I promise I'm not"

".......I'm just so embarrassed..." she cried.

"Nah..., you ain't gotta be embarrassed in front of me. It was an accident okay. Just let me in...., its okay"

Shortly the door opened. Revealing her own face, covered in tears as she looked away from me. I held out my arms and watched her come up to them, laying her head down on my chest as I gave her a hug back.

"I know you embarrassed but shit happens that we can't control. Its not your fault okay, it was a accident and an easy fix"

"I just didn't want you to see that,...it's disgusting and it even got on you to make shit worse. I just feel so nasty..." she confessed.

"Don't worry about it okay, it's over. I still love you, still think your beautiful and.......sexy as shit even like this. Just go get ya self together and cleaned up. Take a nice shower, so you can feel like you again and meet me back on my bed. I'll clean up the mess and I can just put on some fresh new clothes instead" I shrugged.

"Thank you" she hugged me, pulling back with a kiss. "You mind if you can...bring me my bag and...my pad off the chair?"

"Mhm..."

I left her alone to go get her stuff, grabbing her bookbag first before grabbing the huge purple pad off my desk chair. Damn this thing had to be some heavy duty protection or something, just by how thick it is. And to think I used to be finicky with all the blood and period stuff like all niggas usually are. But I guess you get used to it and grow the f*ck up when you get a girl. Because 9 times out of 10, you're going to see that side of her one day.

"Here babe" I handed her stuff over, seeing her just getting the shower ready.

"Thank you. I'll be out soon okay, and I'm a try not to make anymore messes"

*

The door to my bathroom swinged open and in came in Diya freshly out of her shower with some new clothes on. I for one am also wearing some new clothes and laying on top of my brand new sheets. I switched to lay on my stomach instead, inviting her over with my finger as I gave her look.

She laughed a little and sat her bag down before climbing up to me on my bed to lay with me again. "See, everything's fine..." I said.

"Yeah, I guess I just overreacted. You know I get emotional when my period is on.."

"It's alright, I had plenty of accidents in the bed. So who am I to judge?"

"I love you Jay" she climbed up on me, hugging around my neck.

"Love you too.."



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