Megans POV:
I was starring at my boyfriend making the fuck out with another girl. Scooter starred in shock- he looked between me and Justin wondering how the drama would start.
'What the hell!" I blurted out. My knees trembled a lot. I tried so hard not to fall on my knees.
"Oh god!" Justin jumped up. The two got up cleaning themselves up. The girl next to him, had a big body- not in fat, but big ass, big boobs... ugh she looked like a stripper... Gross. She had blonde straight hair that was flawless and every feature of her face standed out. In my words- she wouldnt be beautiful, but maybe "Hot" for guys. I started at them in shock. I felt tears coming out already.
Suck it up Megan. Your done crying.
"Wh-what are you doing here MEGAN" he yelled quietly and stiffly.
"How could you! How could you DO THAT! WHAT THE FUCK JUSTIN!" I yelled.
The girl was still standing in shock. She winced every time, I yelled. Hes Justin Bieber for crying out loud, everyone in the world must know that he has a girlfriend!
"Can we talk in private?" he said stiffly
"PRIVATE? SERIOUSLY JUSTIN?!!! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT FUCKING PRIVATE IS ANYMORE!" I yelled. "AND WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!" I yelled at her. She frowned in anger. I stepped towards her, because she wasnt replying me, then I felt a sharp pull on my left. Justin grabbed my wrist hard and pulled me into one of the rooms. I tried to get him off me, but he was strong. It was like he was taking his anger out on my wrist. He locked the room.
"WHAT THE FUCK JUSTIN! YOUR HURTING ME!" I screamed. He saw what he did and let go. I looked at my hand and saw that my left wrist was forming a bruise. Seriously? Both of my hands were injured now...
"Sorry about that" he said
"YOU PROMISED YOU WOULD NEVER CHEAT ON ME AND NOW THIS? WOW JUSTIN YOU ARE SOOOOO GOOD AT KEEPING PROMISES.. YOU KNOW WHAT? IM GOING TO BREAK MINE TOO. WHY JUSTIN! WHY WHY WHY WHY!" I yelled while sobbing and slapping his chest as he tries not to fall back.
"I wanted to tell you yesterday that I couldnt keep the relationship going" he said calmly. I looked up at him. My tears were forming again.
"Couldnt...keep.... our relationship going?... Justin?" I said in shock. He was breaking up with me. In a way he never did before. No wonder he was acting so weird yesterday.
"I cant believe you.....I-I-I dont even know who you are anymore..." I stammered. "Whats the reason?" I said trying not to break down.
"I couldnt do it anymore.. I have my personal reasons..." he said quietly.
"Wow Justin... I cant believe you.. How can one person change in a day? Or possibily over night?..." I said. My heart was aching. It ached in pain... it broke like a glass.. the pain shattered inside..
"Guess Ive changed. And so did my feelings" he said not looking at me in the eye. I felt anger in my body. The pain inside burned from madness. I stepped in front of Justin and swinged my right hand across his face. Even with a small cast, it sounded like a real slap. I hated myself for doing that, hurting him.. but he hurt me more and Im not letting him do it though.
It was over.
If Justins feelings changed... then everything is over.
"Guess we were fake all along huh. Everything we said, everything we did... they were all fake... just for the media... Wow Justin.. you really showed your true self today... that self centered jerk who has been inside you have finally came out huh. You really put on a great show Justin, sadly I didnt enjoy it. Goodbye" I said strongly.. My body was too numb to move, but I managed. I used the wall for steady walking.
I saw the girl sitting on the couch, giving me a dirty look. Seriously if I had the stenght I would have pulled out her hair. Scooter was standing in the same place again still shocked of what happened.
"C'mon Scooter, think I came here for nothing" I said in my normal voice. I was back to normal... I think... Scooter followed me into an alley. I hit my head on the brick wall with my back to it. I cried in deep pain as Scooter shushed me and tried to calm me down.
"The girl said that, Justin thought I was going away from a long time and thought he was going to be alone for today and invited her. They met last night at a bar." he said
I sobbed even more. Seriously? Did he have to tell me this?
"I cant believe Justin... Scooter... I dont know him anymore.... its over... everything is over.." I said sobbing.
"Dont worry.. Shh.. you guys are just starting out in your twenties. The age were life begins.." he said making a point.
"You know, how much trouble we gotten into by just falling apart? Now what? Its Justin this time.... I dont think I can live anymore" I yelled.
Justin broke his promise. He made me break my promise. He cheated on me. He really did again. He broke up with me for no reason. This time it was he who left me. Justin had left me. And now its completely OVER.
Long distance relationship doesnt last. Because of it that Justin and I didnt last..
***
"One ticket to New York please" Scooter said at the airport. My face was horrible because of my dripping makeup.
"Sorry sir but its sold out. Every plane going to New York is all taken because of the holidays. " the girl said.
"Can we pre-order for tomorrow?" he asked
"Sorry sir but its sold out for the week" she said having a sorry face.
Damn it. I was going to die.
We went all over the airport to see if anyone could sell their ticket to us with an exchange of a lot of money but it was a totally no. Everyone said no and refused like crap.
Great, I was stuck here. It was hopeless so Scooter and I spent the day together, we ate Europian food and walked around. Scooter told me about whats going on with Yael lately and just thinking of Scooter and Yael made me feel jealous.
It was nighttime already, I insisted Scooter to get me hotel and let me stay there for a week but he refused many times. No was his final word and also meant I was going to have to stay in the tour bus with Justin.. for a week. Who knows,the girl might be living their too. Doesnt she have a dance on pole thing for people? Like seriously a stripper...
We got inside the tour bus, which I thought I never get back into. Scooter gave me his room. Justin was sleeping- probably with the bitch. Scooter took the small living room. I cried myself to sleep quietly and slept away.
*Morning*
I woke up hoping it was a dream but it wasnt. I got freshed up and went out of the room hoping not to run into Justin. It was going to be hard like this. I went back inside and looked in the mirror again thinking about what to do. I realized that I was wearing his jewelery. I took everything off fastly and put it in a special box. I know what Im going to do with it later...
I ate some pancakes as Justin was still sleeping. My theories were right, they did sleep together. The girl came out and sat on the couch right in front of me.
"Morning" she greeted
I gave her a confused expression. After yesterdays crap she talked to me like nothing happened. "Why are you talking to me? Dont you know whats going on?"
"Lets just leave that out. Im trying to forget that memory when Justin and I were good until you came along" she said, in a rude voice.
"Okay seriously? Wouldnt you go crazy if your boyfriend just left without saying anything? And ignored your calls and everything else? Yeah I went crazy until I saw my boyfriend making out with YOU" I snapped
"Oops? Arent you forgetting something? Dont you mean EX boyfriend? And no I wouldnt go crazy because guys will never do that to me. They cant get enough of me duh" she said
"So your a slut huh" I snapped
"I wouldnt call myself a slut. And Of course Ill never will be" she said smirking
"Ugh, who are you?" I said eyeing her
"Chantel- Chantel Jeffries" she said proud.
"Chantel? Guess it suits for a bitch" I said rolling my eyes.
"Oh Honey, dont get mad that Justin dumped you. You dumped him so many times and yet he was still here for you but honey its the other way around now except that he doesnt wait for you any longer. Get it?" she said pissing me off more.
I was going to talk back until Scooter came out. I wish he kicked her out, but it was Justins choice. Ugh he so spoiled. Why did I even fall for a fucking player like Justin. Inside he was always gonna be that jerk. I hate that I loved him. It was wrong now. It was totally wrong. Wrong for good.
"Sorry Meg but looks like your going on tour with us for a week" he said
"WHAT?!" I yelled
"Yeah... no flights AT ALL!" he said giving me a sorry face.
"Oh my god SCOOTER! Are you kidding me? You know what happened yesterday and Im staying here!!!!??" I yelled
"UGH BE QUIET!" Justin yelled when he came in the room. He was sleepy. Chantel got up and went over to Justin kissing him. Ugh it made me wanna puke.
"Im staying here in a hotel while you guys go wherever you guys are gonna go okay? Im not staying here and nor does he want me here and you know it would be totally weird" I said giving out my point
"Ugh your so whiny" Justin commented
"Shut up" I snapped back. "Its all your fault anyway" I said back
"Dont listen to her" Chantel said hugging him.
"Sorry Meg but Im not letting you go like that. Ill get worried. And this is Europe, your gonna get lost" Scooter said. "You have to stay here" he said meaning by staying in the bus.
"I dont have anything" I said
"Shopping" he said like a girl.
I rolled my eyes and went over to the room I was staying in. I jammed my headphones on me and listened to Justin Timberlakes Mirror. I hated the singers first name but the songs melody just went with this situation. I went on my phone and deleted his number and tried to delete everything else, but they were too precious to delete. So I put his music and pictures on my secret folder app. Also I unfollowed him on everything. I didnt want any notifications from him.
I noticed I was wearing his jewelery.
It made me sad just by looking at it.
I need to get rid of this stuff...
and my Justin tattoo.
Because...
he wasnt part of my life anymore no matter what.
He gave me more stress than happiness.
Im letting him go.