Flaws and All

By TasiaBryantJordan

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He sighed lowly to himself. "I love you too though" "You don't..." I replied. "Why don't you believe me?" "Be... More

🌹Prologue
(Intro) Diynara Taylor
(Chpt.1-01) 1st Grade~✏
(Chpt.1-02) Meanie🤨
(Chpt.1-03) Vulnerable Virgin🌷
(Chpt. 1-04) Change📈
(Chpt.1-05) Valentine's Day💜
(Chpt.1-06) Not in my favor🤷🏽‍♀️
(Chpt.2-01) 12 & Pregnant😳
(Chpt.2-02) Newborn🤱
(Chpt.2-03) James💙🤱
(Chpt.2-04) New Edition✨
(Chpt.3-01) Boy Crazy😜🚹
(Chpt.3-02) PayBack👊
(Chpt.3-03) Pool Party🌞
(Chpt.3-04) Hair & D*ck appts?😅
(Chpt.3-05) Booked🚔🚨
(Chpt.3-06) Trey😗
(Chpt.3-07) Olivia👯‍♀️
(Chpt.3-08) Be My Boo💝
(Chapt.3-09) No Love there💔
(Chpt.3-10) Self Harm😰
(Chpt.3-11) Best friends Don't F*ck😣
(Chpt.4-01) New Boy🤤
(Chpt.4-02) Progress📈
(Chpt.4-03) Prom💃🕺🏼
(Chpt.4-04) Dance with me💃
(Chpt.4-05) Your Name🤔
(Chpt.4-06) Friend Problems😒
(Chpt.4-07) Bonding👫
(Chpt.4-08) Sniffing out the Virgin🧐
(Chpt.4-10) Let me be your first😘
(Chpt.4-11) Virgin no more🥴
(Chpt.4-12) The Aftermath⏩
(Chpt.4-13) Busted😱
(Chpt.4-14) Confessions💬
(Chpt.4-15) The Trip prt 1✈
(Chpt.4-16) The Trip prt 2✈☀
(Chpt.4-17) To Please Her❤
(Chpt.5-01) Coming Home to You💓
(Chpt.5-02) Birthday🎂
(Chpt.5-03) And Your Enemies closer👺
(Chpt.5-04) There For Me❤️
(Chpt.5-05) Steady Fallin'☺️
(Chpt.5-06) First Fight prt 1😤
(Chpt.5-07) First Fight prt 2😤
(Chpt.5-08) Valentine's💝💝
(Chpt.5-09) Lovin' & F*ckin'❣️
(Chpt.6-01) Our Tripping Over😞
(Chpt.6-02) Falling down😟
(Chpt.6-03) Break💔😳
(Chpt.6-04) Petty Cheats🙃
(Chpt.6-05) Our Fall🤭
(Chpt.6-06) The Breaking Point👿
(Chpt.6-07) The Breakup💔
(Chpt.7-01) On my Own😎
(Chpt.7-02) On Better Terms❓
(Chpt.7-03) Missing you👀
(Chpt.7-04) The Lust Agreement🥵
(Chpt.7-05) Addiction💊
(Chpt.7-06) Lazy Love😴❤️
(Chpt.7-07) A Threat🔪
(Chpt.7-08) A-dick-ed😶🤔
(Chpt.7-09) Makin' More than Movies🎥
(Chpt.7-10) Makin' More than Movies prt 2
(Chpt.8-01) Harsh🥺
(Chpt.8-02) Kids👶🏼👧🏾👦🏽
(Chpt.8-03) Marked✒
(Chpt.8-04) Baby Daddies🚼👀
(Chpt.8-05) We're Pregnant🤰😉
(Chpt.8-06) Called out🗣
(Chpt.8-07) My Baby father😜💙
(Chpt 8-08) Problems🆘
(Chpt.8-09) Who's boss🤔
(Chpt.8-10) New Mommy💕👶🏼
(Chpt.9-01) First Night🤗
(Chpt.9-02) New adjustments✍️
(Chpt.9-03) 3 Months Later⏰
(Chpt.9-04) Long time no see😏
(Chpt.9-05) Old Times😩
(Chpt.9-06) Back to Reality👾
(Chpt.9-07) Bitter Sweet🍬
(Chpt.9-08) Mama Allen👀
(Chpt.9-09) Oh.... Kehlani😻
(Chpt.9-10) A Break Down😓
(Chpt.10-01) Resolution👌🏽
(Chpt.10-02) Co-parenting👨‍👩‍👧
(Chpt.10-03) She Makes it Easier💯
(Chpt.10-04) Do you remember💭
(Chpt.10-05) Make Love to Me🤤❤️
(Chpt.10-06) Make Love to Me prt 2
(Chpt.10-07) Playing games😠
(Chpt.10-08) Forgiveness🙌🏼
(Chpt.10-09) As a Family👪💕
(Chpt.10-10) Mommy & Daddy😛
(Chpt.10-11) Welcome to the Family🤗🤗
(Chpt.10-12) Tell me Something💁‍♀️
(Chpt.11-01) A Loss❌
(Chpt.11-02) Losing streak😓🙄
(Chpt.11-03) Risky Relief💉
(Chpt.11-04) Sneaky Freaky💦
(Chpt.11-05) Fed Up with Surprises🤬
(Chpt.11-06) Abuse🤜
(Chpt.11-07) My Fate😬
(Chpt.11-08) Locked up⛓️
(Chpt.11-09) Flashbacks⌛️
(Chpt.11-10) My Son Now💙
(Chpt.11-11) Finally Something🙂
(Chpt.11-12) Goodbye👋🏼
(Chpt.11-13) Suffering😣
(Chpt.11-14) F*cked up😖
(Chpt.11-15) Another Chance💘
(Chpt.12-01) Mama's Boy😎
(Chpt.12-02) Tracking🔎
(Chpt.12-03) Jay❗️
(Chpt.12-04) Talking it out👥
(Chpt.12-05) Intentions🤫
(Chpt.12-06) Daddy's Day💚
(Chpt.12-07) Family👪❤️
(Chpt.12-08) Babies and Blues🚼💙
(Chpt.12-09) Meetings😆
(Chpt.12-10) His Mama💀
(Chpt.12-11) Dating?...No....Yes?🤷🏽‍♀️
(Chpt.12-12) Love Don't Change💗
(Chpt.13-01) Issa Wedding🔔💒
(Chpt.13-02) My Baby💍
(Chpt.13-03) Lovin' on the Brain🧠💖
(Chpt.13-04) Our Family Now👪🤗
(Chpt.13-05) I Love you, Jay🥰
✨Hey✨
What If: Dyme and Quanny
What If: Dyme and Kehlani??
What If: Dyme and Malik?
Sidelined: Part 1
Sidelined: First Time (Part 2)
Sidelined: She Ain't You (Part 3)
Flaws and All Mic' up🎙️
⚠New Book Alert!?
Advice, Covers & Extras

(Chpt.4-09) Sparks Fly✴

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By TasiaBryantJordan

Chapter Four
-My First Love-
~~~~~~~~~
: One week later ::
(Jacob's POV)

"Awe, what are you smiling about over there?" Adri asked, looking across the dinning room table.

"None of your business.." I shot back.

"Is it that new girl you been talking to? I bet it is"

"If it was..."

"You really seem to like her then, you never text bitches back..." she sipped her orange juice.

"Yeah, but with her it's different. I like her and I haven't liked someone like this since dad died, you know..."

"Well it's good you finally got someone, maybe you'll stop being so damn cranky..."

I sucked my teeth. "Yeah whatever..."

"She know you're a virgin?"

"Yep, thanks to you and Kai blowing my cover" I gritted my eyes at her across the table.

"Nigga, you should've told her from the gate and stop being a such p*ssy. Chicks love it when guys are pure, well....some chicks do. You ain't gotta be experienced, you just gotta know how to lay it down..."

"What do you know about "Laying it down"?..." I looked up from my phone again.

"A lot. It's you who needs to learn a few things...or you ain't gon' keep a girl too long"

"I'll learn eventually, but right now.... it's more than sex that's on my mind" I assured her, looking down at Dyme's response on my phone.

Dymee💕👫: lol 😚

*

Walking casually down the street, I headed towards my friend, Kareem's house, to chill with him and them other fools. I thought I would come clean to them finally, and tell em about me still being a virgin and all.

Dyme really made me think differently about the situation. Who was I trying to entertain these niggas with my bullshit lies? I never felt good about that ish from the beginning. So now, I'm a tell em what's up and stand by it.

"Yo, Jay" Kareem greeted me with a hand slap.

"Sup y'all, what y'all ladies up to" I teased, greeting everyone else on the steps.

"We just kickin' it today blood, want a beer?"

"Nah, I'm good. I actually came here to tell y'all something"

"I hope it ain't nothing about that Gina girl,...I can't take anymore of them stories" Nas said.

I chuckled. "Look yo, I know y'all might be a little surprised or disappointed but truth is I lied to y'all about them girls. A nigga neva laid down before..." I confessed.

"Damn nigga really?" Kareem asked, looking at me.

"Yo, you still a virgin? Damn Jay" Calvin chuckled at the news.

"Yeah but sorry I lied to y'all..." I apologized.

"So Gina ain't real? You son of a gun, had me up all night thinking about that shit"

"Eww, nigga you gay. The fuck you thinking bout Jay and some girl fucking for" Kareem teased him.

"Yo shut up! I ain't mean it like that" he said in his defense.

Suddenly Trevor came through and met up with us on Kareem's steps. "What it do y'all, what y'all talking bout?" he asked after shaking my hand.

"Yo, Jay just told us he still a virgin. This nigga neva been in p*ssy" Nas said.

"Oh, so you finally told em?" Trev looked at me for an answer.

"I had to eventually, It ain't good to be lyin' on my d*ck" I confessed, shrugging.

"So why you not getting involved man, it's so many girls out here, yo. How the hell you ain't get in one yet"

"Truth is, I wasn't really too worried about it. When my pops died, it kind of took a huge toll on me. I stopped talking to everyone yo and having a girl was the last thing on my mind. Shit, I had to take care of my sisters, it was like being a single dad in itself. And ever since then, I ain't get too caught up in the females...." I told them, taking a beer from the case now.

"True true" Kareem said, understanding.

"So you neva wanna lose it?"

I blushed from the thoughts in my head after he asked that. "I kind of do now.., I know just the girl I wanna do it with too"

"Who?"

"It betta not be Gina" Nas laughed.

"Let me guess...Dyme?" Trev guessed.

"That's her" I pointed to Trevor.

"Who's Dyme?" Nas asked.

"Oh! You tryna get it with Damon's ex? That Dyme right?" Kareem asked.

"Mhm, fuck that nigga" I said boldly.

"Aye! She cute, no lie. I heard some shit bout her too, you sure you want a freak fo' ya first time?" He raised an eyebrow.

"She might kill his ass from them simple backshots" Nas teased, imitating the process with his hands.

"I knew y'all had something, this nigga be so in his feelings for that girl now" Trevor commented.

"What she even look like?"

"I gotta picture, she go to our school" I said, taking out my phone while they all crowded around me. "I got one of her face.."

"Ouu shit..."

"And one of her body..." I scrolled over.

"Damn, she bad Jay. I even like shorty style" Nas said.

"Shit, I ain't really pay attention to her when I seen her at school. Look at you picking out the baddies with glo' ups" Kareem said.

"I know right, I ain't peep either.." Trev agreed with Kareem.

"So...now that y'all see her, how you think I should go about it?" I asked for advice.

"First you need to know if she got a nigga on the side, that's most important" Trev said.

"And then just be like.....hey cutie pie, lemme take you on a ride" Nas laughed.

"What the fuck Nas, nah. Just tell her what's up. Chicks dig that honest shit" Kareem said, pushing Nas away.

"Aight that could work. I'm just a little nervous though, what if she say no.."

"Fuck her then. Get you a Gina!" Nas said.

"True, and if ya girl say yeah, you need to blow her mind or she'll drop yo ass in a heartbeat. Don't no girl want a nigga who can't f*ck, so I hope you know what chu' doin'...." Calvin said.

"How hard could it be?"

"Trust me my dude, it's way more than just sticking it in and moving ya legs" Trevor said, grabbing my shoulder. "And speakin' of the devil.., ain't that yo girl right there"

I turned my head after his words and saw her walking down the street with her friends. It felt just like I was in a movie. It was perfect timing.

"Oh look who it is, niggas on the steps" a dark skin girl said, smiling at us.

"Ke, shut up. What y'all around here for anyways" Trevor said.

"Taking a walk nigga, mind yo business" They aruged back and forth.

Meanwhile, Dyme came up to me in particular and had my ass blushing like a girl when she gave me a hug. I couldn't help but to enjoy the smell of her hair and the feel of her slim womanly body, I swear I had it bad for this one. And only her.

"Hey, fancy seeing you here" she said, pulling back.

"I'm just chillin with the fellas, what y'all doin'?"

"Oh they were actually walking me back home, I gotta babysit in a hour..."

"Oh okay. But uh-when you get done with that...can you give me a call later on. I wanna talk to you about something"

"You can't talk to me now? I got a few minutes"

"Nah, I'd rather we talk in...private-"

"Yo, is this her? Ouu shit" Nas came up behind me, interuppting our conversation.

"Chill yo, yeah this her..."

"Hey what's up, I'm Nas, Jay's friend" he introduced himself.

"Oh Hey..." she simply said. "I'll call you, Jay.." she shortly walked away with her friends, blowing Nas's stupid-ass off.

"Damn, she blew you off" I teased.

"Yo shut up, at least I gotta "hey". But that's yo girl anyways so a nigga gon' fall back. I'm a get me a Gina.."

*
(Dyme's POV)

"Hey bud, how was it getting your hair cut like a big boy" I asked him, after he got into the car.

"It was okay..."

"You like your hair? Let me see it" I asked as he turned his head to the side.

"I see he cut them eyebrows down too, they were lookin' like little caterpillars" I teased him, tickling his neck.

"Hey stop" he laughed, pushing my hands away.

"Okay go get in the back seat, you hungry though?"

"Can I get a happy meal Diya, I want a boy toy this time" he climbed to his seat and strapped himself in.

"Aight, I'll make sure they give you a boy toy this time" I chuckled, starting the car.

:: 9:14 pm ::

Now sitting in my room, me and James decided to eat and watch a movie. But then I realized I needed to call Jay back since he had to talk to me about something.

"Ja-ja come mere" I called out, digging in my drawer for my ear buds. "Here, listen to it through this, I gotta make a phone call" I plugged the ear buds into his tablet.

He sat back against the headboard, and turned on his side to watch the movie again. Me on the other hand, grabbed my phone from off the charger and dialed Jay's number.

"Hey, what's up" he answered after the second ring.

"Hey, just calling you like you asked"

"Oh you finally listen for a change"

"Nigga please, I just wanna know what's up..." I blushed, messing with my hair.

"I'll get to that, chill. Just um-what you doing?"

"Sitting here with my brother, talking to a negro..."

"Oh really? Now just start frontin' when we get in the house, knowing you was blushing when I saw you eairler"

"...I'm blushing now..." I said softly, hearing him pause.

"So am I......and um-we need to talk about something...serious..."

"Oh okay,...talk to me"

"So you know I'm a virgin right,...-well I know you said it's good to keep it but..I want to lose it"

"Awe, who's the girl?" I asked him.

"Can it be you..."










I blushed so hard over the phone, tongue tied and feeling my heart drop to the pit of my stomach. I just couldn't believe he wanted to...do it...and with me. I thought it was just playful flirts but now...it's moving to that level.

"So you want me to take it? Honestly?"

"Yeah I mean,...I honestly want you as my first time. You said a first time should be special and you're special to me. I thought it was obvious that..I like you. But...if you don't think we should go that far because it is kinda sudden-"

"I can be your first time..."

"Cool.., I um-okay....I don't what else to say. Do we plan a night...or?"

"Awe, stop being scared okay. It's just me"

"I know I know. It's just... crazy that you even said yes"

"You didn't think I would? I like you too, you know. I thought that was obvious"

"Heh, I knew you did..."

"So...how about Friday night, after I get off of work?"

"Okay...., are we doing it at my house?"

"Well, you can come to my house. I'll be home alone this weekend..."

"Aight cool, because I didn't know how I was going to get my sisters out of the house" he chuckled.

"So..Friday?"

"Friday" he agreed.

"I'll see you then okay, goodnight Jay"






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