Nick's POV
I had a twin brother? This is different, this changes everything. I need to go home.
Nick: "Jerome... I have to go home."
Jerome: "What do you mean you have to go home?"
Nick: "I have to go home. Jerome I have a twin brother, And I need to check on the home, I need to make sure the kids are ok. I need to meet my brother. I uh..."
Jerome: "Nick calm down. We can go home eventually I promise. And we can go to Brisbane first. No matter what, these guys are your biological family. We have to go see them first and we can take Lachlan with us ok? I mean he has to come. And I don't think he would leave you on your own?"
Lachlan: "No fucking way would I leave you by yourself."
Josh: "Lachlan?"
Lachlan: "I know Josh. Just give it time."
Nick: "When can we go home?"
Simon: "Well we have a few things coming up at the moment. The book tour, another SideMen match. We still have a bit to go."
JJ: "I can come with you guys you know that right?"
Nick: "No."
Vik: "What why?"
Nick: "I remember in Canada. Not long after Rob adopted me, Lachlan was telling us that his family wasn't happy."
Lachlan: "No that was in Texas, we were talking about whether I should bring you home so you can meet your biological parents. But we decided that if we were that we would leave Rob here because they had messaged me saying they weren't happy about the fact of someone else adopting their child. Even though it didn't really matter."
JJ: "So why don't you want me to come with you?"
Nick: "It's not that I don't want you to come, It's just going to be funny that after everything that has happened. I'd have to told them that I was adopted, with your signatures on the paper, by a very British young man and not Rob. Who I assume Lachlan, that your family has met before?"
Lachlan: "A couple of times yeah."
Jerome: "I don't know what we are going to do. But with the SideMen here having so much going on, if anyone is going to go anywhere or do anything, It will probably be yourself, me and Lachlan. The three of us are still relatively new to England so it won't be that hard of a change if we decide to visit Australia. And I know I've always wanted to go there as well. It's not that I don't trust anyone else. I just want to make sure that you're always going to have someone to hold onto."
As he said this he leaned down and wrapped his arms around my body, holding onto me tightly as he tried to get his point across. He kissed the top of my head as I leaned back and into his body.
Nick: "What time is it?"
Jerome: "It's still early. You ok?"
Nick: "Yeah just. Want to get a video done so I can go for a walk later. Get out of the house."
Jerome: "How about we go and record a video together and then we can go for lunch or something?"
Nick: "Yeah ok, good luck finding a house guys. I like this one."
I pointed to a home on one of the pages before standing myself up and walking upstairs to my room, or our room I should say. I've known Jerome for close to what? Five months now. Maybe longer, I don't remember. And yet every time we have spent time together it has never ended well. One of us has always been upset in some way or another. So why did he want to come with me and Lachlan? I mean sure we can handle whatever this was on our own but still.
Jerome: "You can't tell him it will break his heart."
Lachlan: "I don't care. I know this will destroy him and I fucking hate myself for needing to do it, but he has to know."
Jerome: "I'm not saying you shouldn't tell him. I'm saying that you need to be careful and pick the right time."
Lachlan: "That sounds hard."
I looked over at Jerome as he half slammed the door shut. As he turned around and saw me, any anger he held, any ideas he had were gone as he walked over to me, Laying down beside me whilst letting one arm drape over me. His touch was so soft and gentle. He let his fingers fall and run up the inside of my shirt, his bare fingers touching the tips of my skin, and it felt incredible, sending my body into shivers. After the second one he stopped. He pulled down my shirt and moved himself over until he was cuddling into my chest.
Jerome: "I'm sorry baby."
Nick: "Are you ok Jerome?"
Jerome: "No, Not really but I can't tell you anything. I'm sorry."
Nick: "Do you know the hardest thing about secrets?"
Jerome: "What's that Nicholaus?"
Nick: "When you know a person is hiding something, but you don't know what it is. And it's worse when you know it's about you. Something that means a lot if it will break them so much."
I watched as Jerome rolled over on top of me, but kept himself above my body on his hands. He stared at me and I could feel my body getting hot. I may feel like we never end in a good way. But I'll be damned if I don't fucking love this guy. Every little movement he does fills me with all these nerves, butterflies. It's ridiculous. I watched him lean down slowly, stopping just before my lips before letting out a sigh, resting his forehead on mine as he leaned in and closed the distance. Feeling his soft lips on mine set me into all kinds of euphoria, making me feel like I was a machine, a god that had no concept of the human body, not understanding why I felt the way I did. He kissed me deeper, with more passion as he moved one hand to cup my face. Gently running his thumb over my cheeks as we lay there. I let my hands fall to his hips before slowly riding them up the sides of his body. Lifting his shirt up along with it. As I reached his arms he broke away from me and took his shirt off. He fell back down and kissed me again, continuing the dance we had created as his one free hand, while holding himself with the other, started to run along my body under my shirt. I felt his hand rise from my stomach towards my chest. Lifting my shirt along with his hand until he pulled away and helped to pull mine off from my body. He kissed me once more before I ran my hand over the erection growing in his pants. He kissed me again before he maneuvered himself and pulled his pants down and off his body, leaving his boxers on with a small amount of skin popping through the button. I couldn't help but run my hand over his growing erection until I felt something in the back of my mind, something clicked and I got scared, I froze underneath him and I knew, I knew what was going to happen... and I was terrified. I felt Jerome pull away from me and look at me in fear.
Jerome: "Nick, I'm so sorry I couldn't, I didn't mean to."
Nick: "Jerome. Hold me."
I felt him push his pants off the bed as he lay down next to me, Pulling the blanket up over us while he pulled my up and onto his body. Our bare chests falling together as he wrapped his arms around me, I felt so bad. That was the closest I had gotten to ever, doing anything. And I freaked out. I looked at Jerome to see his eyes closed but tears falling. I felt like shit.
Jerome: "I'm sorry, I should have asked if it was ok. I should have asked you if you were ok. I should have stopped, I shouldn't have pushed it. I'm so sorry."
Nick: "Jerome. That was the closest I had ever been, and still am now. And I freaked out... is this normal?"
Jerome: "What?"
Nick: "Is this..."
Jerome: "No, No baby of course it is. It's completely natural for your first time doing something like this to be nervous or scared. A lot of people don't care but losing your virginity t another person is a huge deal. And you need to be absolutely sure when you are ready. It can be a massive thing to do this, and a lot of people never have sex but will go through other means to have children because they are so sacred of this."
Nick: "I'm sorry. You must be, so, ready all the time. And I can't give it to you."
Jerome: "Nick. Baby listen to me please. Don't ever think like that ok? I would never try to force anything or try to put you into a situation that makes you uncomfortable. I would never try and make you feel like you have to. If we ever get to a point where, you are ready, then we will do it when you are ready ok? If you say stop, we stop, if you say go, we go. I refuse to let you think that you have to do this just because you think I'm horny and can't do anything. You know I love you so much Nick. And I would do anything for you."
I nodded my head as he put his hand on the back of my head and slowly leaned forward as he pulled me down, kissing my forehead as he held me tightly. It was funny, even while not doing anything, I could feel my own erection growing. And I could definitely feel him growing as well. He held onto me but I wanted it. I was so scared but, I trusted him, and I would do anything for him.
Nick: "Jerome."
Jerome: "What's up beautiful?"
He let go of me just enough for me to move myself back. The blanket falling behind me as I stared at his body. The tent growing in his boxers while I could see a small pink object at the base surrounded by brown. He saw where I was watching and went to cover himself but I stopped his hands from moving. I reached down and undid the button holding it together. Hearing it slip through with a slight click. As I undid it, I watched as the material around him fell down and his erection sprang forth. I looked down at him as I held his hands in place.
Nick: "Jerome?"
Jerome: "Yes Nick?"
I let go of his hands and slowly wrapped my fingers around him. It was just like masturbating yourself right? I started moving my hands and felt the skin of his dick rolling along with my hands. Feeling the grooves of the veins on his cock as my fingers slowly rolled over the bumps.
Jerome: "Ah."
I looked up just as Jerome let out a high pitched moan. His eyes closed as his head rolled back into the pillow behind me.
Nick: "Is that... ok?"
Jerome: "Nick."
He leaned forward and pulled my hands away from him. He looked up at me with concern and fear.
Jerome: "Are you sure?"
Nick: "I think so."
Jerome: "I need to know for sure. I will never do anything if you are ever unsure of yourself."
Nick: "No. I want to."
Jerome: "Are you sure?"
Nick: "Yes... I'm sure."
I looked at him as he swallowed deeply. He leaned forward and kissed me. As he grabbed my hands and guided them to his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and rolled me over so that I was on my back. While still kissing me, he reached down and took off his boxers. He was completely naked on top of me, and I knew I wouldn't get the chance again. I pulled away from him and let my hands run over his body as I looked down at him, noticing his dick coming to life in front of me.
Nick: "Jerome?"
Jerome: "Yeah Princess?"
Nick: "Can I?"
I let my hands slowly drop to his waist before moving them around to his ass. Slowly running my hands over them, I smiled a little to myself as he tended his muscles, noticing the slight outline of the abs he had, while also feeling his cheeks clench.
Jerome: "Are you ok baby?"
Nick: "Yeah. This is fun."
I let my hands come around and over to his body, before moving down towards his dick. Holding it firmly in one hand while feeling him with my other. He let out another moan before closing his eyes and grinding himself forwards on my body. I let go of him and reached down to my pants. Pulling them down and off my body. I looked down at my pants and underwear in my hands before noticing the look on Jerome's face. He slowly grabbed them away from me and threw them onto the ground behind us. He looked down at me as he sat down on my thighs. His dick running against mine as he reached down and slowly wrapped his fingers around us both. I couldn't help but let out some strange sound as he smiled at me from above. I looked down again and noticed him leaning forward. He moved himself backwards and off my legs, his hand now grabbing my dick as he moved himself down.
Jerome: "Are you ready? I won't make you do anything. But this feels really good. Just relax and enjoy it ok?"
Before I could even reply, I watched and felt as his tongue met the tip of my dick. He held onto me as he licked the length of me. I know I wasn't very big, and I know I wasn't very long. He's probably been with a tonne of guys that are so much bigger than I am. And yet here he is...
Nick: "Ah Jerome."
I looked down and watched as he opened his mouth and leaned down, Letting my dick enter his mouth as his lips wrapped around me. I felt him start to suck on me and it felt so strange and yet so good. Like a suction cup on my dick. I couldn't help but let out another moan. He looked up at me as he went deeper. Practically swallowing me whole. I could see him smile at me while my hands reached out onto the bed sheet. Grabbing fist fills in my hands while feeling Jerome sucking on me. He stopped sucking after a few moments and got up, continuing to jerk me off while sitting down on top of me. His own dick next to mine again as he continued. He sat forward in front of me and I felt his ass as my dick slid between his cheeks.
Jerome: "Nick, Do you know what a top and a bottom is?"
I shook my head as he smiled at me, moving himself so he was back and his face was in front of my dick.
Jerome: "So a top is someone who takes his dick, and fucks the other guy in the ass. And the bottom is obviously someone who takes another guys dick in his ass."
Nick: "And both?"
Jerome: "Verse is the well known term but the full word is versatile. It's when you like the feeling of both being on top. And on the bottom."
I nodded my head as he took me in his mouth again. I heard a knock on the door but Jerome held me down, someone was in front of my door and here we both are naked. Together while he is sucking on my dick. I felt myself starting to panic.
Josh: "Come on boys we are going for lunch."
Nick: "I... ahh."
I felt something in the pit of my stomach as I looked at Jerome. I knew the feeling of when I was ready and would cum.
Nick: "Jerome.. I..."
He started sucking harder until he took himself off me and rolled over onto his side of the bed. Pulling me on top of him. He started to slowly jerk me off while furiously wanking his own dick. A few moments later though, I felt myself as I moaned out loud. I covered my mouth with my hand, hoping to stifle them but I watched as Cum flew from my cock, the first load Landing on his chest, the next one shooting further and landing on his face as he opened his mouth, catching some in his mouth while the other landed over his eye. The rest fell out and landed in a small tool while he himself came, letting out a grunt of his own as he shot further and onto his chest. He got himself on his face before his chest was covered in the stuff. He opened one eye and looked at me smiling and breathing heavily, while I continued to pant myself. I looked down at him and saw him covered in it. I won't lie.
Nick: "Jerome?"
Jerome: "Yeah baby?"
Nick: "You uh. You actually look, really fucking sexy in white."
I ran my finger down his chest and grabbed some before lifting it to my mouth, tasting it, and it tasted sweet and slightly salty. He looked at me as I leaned down and licked some up before moving forward and kissing him, feeling it being transferred between us and it changed the taste slightly.
Josh: "WHEN YOU TWO HAVE STOPPED FUCKING OR WHATEVER IT IS YOU'RE BOTH DOING CAN YOU COME OUT, HERE WE ARE READY TO FUCKING GO!"
I looked down at him as he laughed lightly at me.
Nick: "Jerome..."
Jerome: "We need to get cleaned baby."
Nick: "Will we... share a shower?"
Jerome: "Only if you want to Princess."
Nick: "Yeah. I want to. I really want to."
I looked at Jerome as he smiled at me. He leaned forward and kissed me again before running his hands over my frail body.
Jerome: "I love you Nick."
Nick: "I love you too Jerome."