Four.
Confused
" How can you live like this?" I asked as I walked out of the bathroom.
" Like What?" Jason asked and Followed me.
" Getting hurt all the time." I said and Sat down on my bed looking at him.
" Pain is nothing to me babe. I was born to do this" He chuckled and sat down next to me.
" To be a Criminal? Thats stupid" I rolled my eyes and He glared at me.
"Are You fucking Calling me Stupid?" He spat and got up from my bed.
" No Its just..Nobody is born a criminal its a choise and You fell for it" I explained trying to calm him down.
" Its not a choise Em" He spat angrily.
" Okay" I gave up not wanting to fight no more and He started walking to the window. "You are leaving?" I asked Shyly.
" Yes" He said as he open the window.
" Don't go" I mumbled and looked down.
" So you want me to stay?" He teased and I can only Imagine that smirked on his face.
" Its Late" I whispered.
I felt his cold hands caressing my cheek and I looked up to see him standing there. " I kidnapped you. You know who I am and What I do." He Smiled and continue his sentence " And you still worry about me" He chuckled and Laid down next to me.
" Well I am a Goodie two shoes I guess its my Job to Worry about people I care about" I joked and He laughed.
" How could you care about me we just met yesterday." He said as he cover me with the blanket.
" Don't you care about me?" I asked and He staid quiet for a few minutes.
" Yes I do" He whispered and Grabbed me by the waist and Pulled me closer to him. His hand on my waist and I pulled away. "What the fuck Em?" He grabbed me again and pulled me close.
" Jason Please" I whispered and He let go of me.
" Why the fuck did you want me to stay?" He asked angrily.
" Jason I..I " I staid quiet and He groans.
"You what?" He asked.
" I Have never slept with a guy before" I confessed so embarrassed.
" Oh You are nervous babe?" He smirked.
" Yeah" I mumbled.
" But that Hickie-" I cut him off.
" That hickie he made it in his car while I was trying to studied I got so involve on my book that when I pushed him off I already had the hickie" I explain.
" So you and Bieber never Fucked?" He smirked.
" No" I mumbled and He smirked again.
" You are a virgin" He teased.
" Yeah" I mumbled this was so weird.
" Lets Change that" He whisper and He got on top of me.
"J-Jason N-No Please" I Shout as His hand traveled to my short pj pants.
" Relax Baby Girl" Jason said and I pushed him off of me and ran to the bathroom making sure to lock the door.
····Jason's Point of View····
She ran in to the bathroom and I just chuckled I was just playing with her.
" Emily Come out of there" I shout and Got up walking towards the bathroom door.
" Jason Get out of my house" She shouted and I start picking on the door nob.
" Don't be afraid Em I am not a rapist" I Open the door and She Looked at me with fear in her eyes.
" Get away from me" Emily said while walking backwards away from me until her back was against the wall.
" I was Just Playing with You Em" I said and got closer to her.
" Its Scary Okay?" She spat.
" I know and I'm sorry" I whisper on her lips.
" Just don't scare me again" She whisper back.
" I though nothing scared you?" I teased.
" Well I am human I have my fears and specially when you tried to uh you know" She said and her cheeks turning red she was blushing.
" Lets go to bed babe" I grabbed her hand and walked towards the bed. She laid down and so did I.
" Does it hurt" She whisper while caressing my face.
" No babe I am use to this Pain" I smirked.
" Oh" She said and I Kissed her lips.
" Go to sleep" I said and Pulled her in to my arms.
" Good night Jason" She mumbled.
" Good night Em" I chuckled. She Slowly fell a sleep why can't I stop looking at her she is so beautiful and a nice girl who still doesn't judge me after all I did to her She even caught me making out with a woman and I can't believe she is in my arms right now.
---Flashback---
"Was she mad?" My boss asked.
" What do you think?" I Spat angrily.
" My princess is to nice I wish she could open up her eyes to the real world" He said and I sat down.
" She is perfect that way Toledo" I spat again and he glared at me.
" You don't even Know her Boy so shut the fuck up" He stood up and so did I.
" She came here to be with you and you fucking go out and killed John and then came back and not even 10 minutes went by when she walked away from you." I spat. We were face to face ready to attack each other.
" Sit down Jason don't fucking tempt me" He said.
" Listen Miguel That girl loves you but don't try to resolve everything with violance that doesn't work with her" I spat. " I already tried that" I said and then regret it.
" You already tried that? With my daughter?" He punched me. "What the fuck did you do to her Jason?" He punched me again. " I'll swear if you don't fucking talk I'll kill you right now" He spat.
" I showed her where Bieber met with his girl and I told her that I would blow his car but she freaked out" I explain.
" Why didn't you told me about this?" He punched me and I wanted to kill him but its impossible he is my boss.
" I didn't know she was your daughter until today" I lied.
" One more thing I saw the way you looked at her and I swear if You even try something I'll kill you" He pushed me so hard I fell and then he kicked me on the face and walked away. I staid on the floor for a few minutes in so much pain but its normal for me I am use to it. I got up and walked to my car and drove away. Why am I parked infront of Emily's house? I am so dead but I need to see her again. I climb the tree and I looked thru the window and saw her sleeping. I snuck in and laid down next to her slowly but she felt me and woke up.
---End of flashback---
I am in so much trouble for this girl. I already got beat up and He doesn't know I am here or Kissed his daughter. I am so dead for a girl? This is stupid. She is not just a girl a voice on the back of my head said. She is so hot. She is not hot she is beautiful that voice said again. I have to get out of here I have never woken up with a girl next to me I usually fuck them and then kick them out. She is different she is special that voice said again.
"Oh shut up" I groan and She woke up.
"Whats wrong" She mumbled while snuggling on my chest.
" I uh Have to go" I said and she nodded "No".
" Stay Please I hate staying alone here" She sat down looking at me.
" Where is your mom?" I asked.
" She left me for 2 days but she always come back like in a week" Emily said sadly.
" Okay" I grabbed her hand and pulled her next to me again she snuggle on my chest and we both fell a sleep.
•••••Morning•••••
I woke up and she is next to me still wrapped in my arms.
" Good morning" She whisper and turned around facing me.
" Good morning Cutie" I kissed her lips and she smiled.
" I like you Jason" She admited and her cheeks turning red.
" I like you too babe" I kissed her lips.
The door open and her eyes wide open I turn around to see a woman I'm guessing is her mother. She covers me with the blanket I guess she doesn't want her mother to know that Jason McCann is on her bed.
"Mom what are you doing here" She asked.
" Thats not Justin who is he?" Her mom shout.
I stand up and still with the blanket I ran to the window and escaped. I ran as fast as I could to my car and I got in and started laughing. The things I do for that girl.
---Emily's Point of View---
"Mom don't start" I sighed and got up from the bed.
" I left for what 1 day and you are fucking a guy?" She spat.
" Mom He just slept over thats it" I shout.
" Your dad is going to be so mad." She grabbed her cellphone.
" Mom no he is a friend and if you just want to speak with dad again just do it but stop using me as a damn excuse okay? I yelled at her.
She walked closer and slapped me. " Get dress you are late for school" She spat.
●●● School.
" Omg Em what happend?" Jenny said as she looked at my cheek.
" My mom hit me" I whisper to her not wanting anybody else to hear me.
" Why?" She asked and sat down taking a bite of her apple.
" She caught me sleeping with a guy" I said and she smirked.
" Justinand you Finally -" I cut her off.
" First me and Justin broke up and Second I didn't have sex" I rolled my eyes and I saw Justin walking toward us.
" What? You broke up with him? She almost shouted.
" Yeah she did and thru a damn text" Justin said as he sat down looking at me.
" And you cheated on me" I spat and stood up walking away from him.
" Come on baby girl I love you" He shouted and laughed.
" Fuck You Bieber" I cursed Omg I usually don't curse specially not in front of everybody and He is a celebrity this is going to be all over the media I regret it but why I still care about him ugh he cheated on me and I am worrying about his career.
••••3 O'Clock•••••
" See you later Jenny" I said as I walked out the school.
" Bye and called me later" She shouted and I spot a black mustang a few blocks away from the school.
" Jason" I whisper and continue walking and he got down.
" Aye babe get in" He shouted.
" I wasn't sure if it was you" I said and got in his car.
" Well baby aren't you going to kiss me? He looked at me and smiled.
" Sorry" I kissed him and he grabbed my hand and kissed it.
" Where are we going?" I asked and he smirked.
" On our first date" He smiled.
" Sounds good" I smiled.
" Oh and your blanket is on the back seat." He laughed and so did I.
" Sorry about my mom" I laughed.
" It was funny" He laughed again and looked at me his face expression changed as he looked at my cheek. " Who the fuck hit you?" He shouted.
" My mom" I said and He caressed my cheek.
" Fuck I wish I could kill her right now" He mumbled.
" Don't worry Jason It doesn't hurt" I whisper feeling weird because he said he wish to kill my mother.
" Stay with me tonight babe" He kissed my lips.
" My dad will see us" I said.
" I'll pay a motel for us" He said.
" You really like me huh?" I teased.
" Alot" He mumbled. " I have never taken a girl on a date so this will be fun" He rolled his eyes playfully.
" Our first official date" I said and kissed his lips.
My cellphone rang and I looked at the caller ID "Justin<3"
"Well answer it" Jason said and I ignore the call.
" No'' I said and He grabbed my cellphone from my hands.
" Justin? Are you waiting to be alone to answer it?" He spat.
" No I just don't want to talk to him" I groan.
" Yeah right you just want to talk to him alone to get back with him" His grip getting tigher on my hand.
" No I don't like him Okay? I like You" I said and tried to kiss his cheek but he pull away.
" You loved him just a few days ago and now you don't like him?" I pulled away my hand from his grip and He chuckled.
" Damn.. You you're so hot when you're mad babe" He said in a sexy tone.
" Screw You McCann" I spat and rolled my eyes at him.
" That's the best you got? Screw you? Really? What are you 5?" He teased.
" I am not going to curse because of you" I said and He chuckled.
" You're such a good girl maybe thats why I am atracted to you" He grabbed my hand again.
" You know what they say opposite atract each other " I giggled.
" Maybe" He smirked and continue looking at the road.
" So where are we going?" I asked and He looked at me and smile.
" I need to make a quick stop home" Jason smiled but I frozed.
" What if my dad see us?" I asked worried.
" He wont.trust me." He kissed my cheek.
" Okay" I smiled.
••••The Hood•••••
" My Jacket looks so good on you babe" Jason said while looking at me and bitting his lip.
" Thanks" I said and pulled up my hoodie and got down of the car.
" Come baby girl" He smirked and grabbed my hand.
We walked inside the building I heard my dad shouting at someone.
" Omg! He is going to kill someone we have to do something." I told Justin but he Just chuckled and continue walking to his room/apartment.
" That's not our problem" He spat as he open the door of his room/Apartment.
" How could you be so heartless Jason? There is a man in there asking for help" I shouted and he covered my mouth.
" Shh do you want me to get killed? And I am a Criminal I don't care about nobody just myself." He spat and I bit his hand. "Bitch" He groan.
" So you care just about yourself so stay alone McCann." I said and ran away to my dad front door of his room/apartment. How could he said that when yesterday he said he did cared about me.
"You can get me killed don't go in there" Jason said and clearly he was a little bit scared of my dad.
" Leave me alone" I said and knock on the door.
"Princess? What are you doing here?" My dad asked and I noticed his knuckles with blood.
" I walked just to uh see you because I over reacted yesterday" I lied.
" Let me drive you home" He said not letting me even walk inside.
" Okay dad..Is he dead dad?" I asked with teary eyes.
" Lets go Princess" He evoided the question and kissed my forehead.
" Oh dad.." I said disappointed but why? I know this is what he does.
He walked back inside I guess to get the keys of his car and I looked at Jason he is sat down on the stairs looking at me.
" It suppose to be our first date" He whispered.
" You don't care about me why would I go out with you?" I Rolled my eyes and My dad walked out and looked at Jason.
" Jason take care of the body" My dad said to Jason and Jason Nodded and stood up walking to my dad room.
•••••My house••••
" Is that a bruise on your face?" My dad spat angrily.
" My mom Hit me" I said.
"She hit you? I swear I'll-" I cut him off.
" No dad you wont do anything okay? She is already going crazy" I said.
" She left again?" He asked.
"Yeah" I mumbled and got down of the car. "Bye dad" I said and walked inside and Justin is talking with my mom.
" Justin what are you doing here?" I asked and sat down on the sofa.
" I need to talk with you" He said.
" Talk" I said and rolled my eyes.
" Can we talk in your room alone?" Justin said and stood up.
" Fine" I walked upstairs to my room and he followed me.
" Baby I miss you so much" He hugged me from behind And I pulled away.
" Justin You cheated on me I trusted you" I yelled and He caressed my cheek.
" I'm sorry I fell for the temptation Emily we have been dating for so long and the only thing we did was kissed. I made you a hickie once and you freaked out and a fan tempt me I am a man Em I felt weak and fell for the temptation. He said as he sat down on my bed and sighed. "I'm really sorry I do love you". He said.
" Justin I don't trust you anymore" I whispered.
" But you do love me?" He asked and grabbed my hand pulling me to the bed with him.
" I don't know Justin I'm confused" I sighed.
" One chance babe this is the first time I screw up" He grabbed my waist and I sat down on his lap facing him.
" Okay. One chance Justin." I smiled and He kissed my lips.
" Yes! Finally I missed you baby" He hugged me tight and I giggled.
I heard a noise and I looked at the window and saw Jason leaving. He saw me with Justin and now I feel so bad but why do I care? He doesn't care about me so why should I?
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